Not my Choice Husband

Not my Choice Husband
63. Disclosing


"Easy! Forget everything I said! Let's just say I didn't say anything and just got carried away with emotions. Forgive me for being wrong and wish more on this marriage. I should have noticed it and not got carried away." said Nira while forcing a smile on the man in front of her. He broke free from Arka's embrace, walking towards the balcony of the room.


Finally Nira admitted defeat, she can no longer continue to pretend, avoiding her own feelings. She admitted, her heart had grown in love with her husband. She doesn't know when, but Nira can tell which love is and which isn't. Luckily it's still early and he should know the limits. Keep your distance, maybe that's the best way.


Amidst his daydream, he was struck by a burly hand that hugged his waist from behind.


"You're not wrong at all." said Arka in Nira's ear. "We will start from the beginning and maintain this marriage." added Arka then turned Nira's body to face him, then he cupped both cheeks Nira who looks dumb. He directed his woman's face to look at him, exploring each other's feelings. Feelings that are difficult to describe with words. What Arka felt, he did not want to lose Nira, he could not see Nira close to other men, he could not be far from Nira because the shadow of his wife's face always disturbed his mind.


"You hear me?" ask Arka because Nira didn't respond.


"Ish, sick!" Nira only realized when Arka touched her forehead.


"Do you want to?" ask Arka with a serious face.


Nira did not immediately answer, his palm raised upwards, stuck to Arka's forehead. "Are you aware of what you're saying?" tanya Nira assured.


"Look at me!" arka's orders. "I'm serious about what I'm saying." replied Arka.


"Did you love me?" ask Nira again.


"I, I..."


"Don't continue!" cut Nira. The smile that originally expanded, now faded after knowing that Arka was not sure of his feelings. Maybe he had hoped more that Arka would tell him love.


"It's late, I'm tired of taking a break." Nira walks past the still silent Ark. A second later, she was pulled back into her husband's warm embrace.


"I love you." Arka hugged Nira very tightly while inhaling the fragrant scent of his wife's neck. Nira who heard it to the point of being speechless, her tongue was twisted and her body felt stiff.


"Arka, I can't breathe." lamented Nira because her husband was holding her so tightly that she couldn't breathe.


"You're why so many protests?" arka said then let go of her embrace.


After inhaling a few breaths, Nira then stared fixedly at Arka. "I want to hear it one more time." pinta Nira.


Arka threw out her face. "There's no re-broadcast." said Arka.


"Come on, I want to hear it one more time." whine Nira like a child while constantly begging.


Arka who was staring at Nira then grinned thinly. Without warning, he lifted up Nira's body.


"Arka, you start again! Lower me!" nira Bentak.


"If only the expression of the words feels less, we better prove it with," Arka did not continue his words as he laid his wife's body very slowly on the bed.


"But I want to hear it again." Nira ventured to embrace Arka's neck, twisting her right eye.


"Don't tease me" Arka said as she rubbed Nira's face gently, looking at her female face closely.


After being satisfied to look at Nira's face, she slowly but surely kissed Nira's lips. The increasingly demanding kiss continued down to Nira's neck and left a reddish mark there. Every touch of Arka really makes Nira lulled.


The two were also dissolved in a hot struggle that somehow they had done after marriage, maybe countless. To be sure, for Nira as well as Arka, tonight is very different compared to every previous romance night. Nira's heart was very flowery when showered with words of love and affection from her husband, which had never been spoken from the lips of Arka before. Now that they were different, they had realized each other's feelings.