My Maduku the Princess in my house
11. start to change

POV.SAFIRA

dawning mas went to bed against me after we finished making love, I felt the dawn began to cool his attitude towards me, when he used to be so warm and loving to me .

until late at night my eyes can only be closed, at 7 am I just woke up, dawn is not beside me, I immediately get out of bed and go to the bathroom .

I went downstairs, my father was sitting in the middle of the room, I went up to my father and sat down next to him.

"sir, dawn where ya kok not seen," asked the father .

"at six o'clock in the morning he went to Fir, when I asked him where the dawn was saying there was important business he said ." said the father looked pity at me .

"yes, I will call the dawn mas, father has not had breakfast, I made fried rice for breakfast we both pack." I smiled to father , I smiled to father , I ,I hope you are not sad if you see me moody .

"father has made fir coffee, but not papa if you want to make breakfast." said the father while sipping the rest of the coffee is half .

I walked into the kitchen to open the refrigerator and took out the meat, eggs and vegetables for me to make fried rice .

nasi goreng I have prepared on the table, I tried to contact the dawn mas first before inviting the father to breakfast .

[hallo ,mas you where ,open the day after tomorrow you just started working }

{me again the same fir friend, there are business matters that I have to discuss with him .}

{but today I schedule control to the gynecologist, you go home yes accompany me to the doctor }

{no can fir my business is more important, you just take a taxi yes , maybe the night I just came home .}

dawning mas turned off the phone connection, my eyes condensed staring at the phone in my hand .

"already Fir, don't be sad 'later accompany you to the obstetrician how 'you want to not ." the father is behind me .

I smiled and wiped my wet eyes with the tip of my shirt, I took the father to breakfast, although my heart was very sad I tried to be ordinary to the father .

***

"the age of the womb of Bu Fira has been 15 weeks, Bu Fira is grateful for not having strange cravings strangely, " said the doctor wanda while smiling at me .

"iya dok Alhamdulillah I do not feel nausea and want macem macem, still normal as usual ." said I am happy .

"but still kept the content is yes ma'am, eat lots of vegetables and fruit, plus pregnant milk, so that the baby is healthy until birth later ."

"well doc, thanks for the advice." I said then went out to see the father .

"our uncle goes to mother's grave yes, I want a pilgrimage." I said as I sat beside him in the waiting chair .

"iya fir, later we stop by the market first yes to buy flowers." said the father .

I booked a taxi online to a flower vendor not too far from the tomb , my father bought a crackle of colorful flowers and a bottle of mineral water , then we walked to the mother's tomb .

he stopped and looked at me .

"Fir, that's your mother's grave, but why is there anyone there who is visiting your mother's grave." he pointed to a tomb where a man was bowing, apparently praying .

we walked together to the tomb that you mean, we were still standing waiting for this man to finish praying, when the man stood up and looked back he was surprised to see me and the father .

"dh..Dito ..kamu Dito Kan." the man approached the father who was still confused looking at the man's face in front of him .

"you are Jodi, why did you come to my wife's grave." asked the father, his face implying astonishment .

"sorry If I dare to come to Siska's tomb without asking permission from you, I don't know where to look for you." replied the tall man before the father .

"where do you know if this is the tomb of Siska .?"

"when I went on a pilgrimage to the tomb of my wife and in-laws, it happened to be near the tomb of Siska, I saw a grandmother praying in the tomb of Siska , she called the name Siska , ' he said ,I was curious and approached him ."

mr. Jodi sighed and continued his story .

"when I approached the grandmother and asked if Siska was her child, the grandmother said Siska was the adopted child she cared about so much ,the grandmother took a photo from inside her bag and showed a photo of Siska towards me ."

"i was shocked when I saw Siska's photo and asked the grandmother where Siska's husband and child were, the grandmother said she did not know and never met Siska's family ,that's why I sent a prayer to Siska because I knew her once ."

mr. Jodi looked back at me .

"thank you Jodi you care about my wife, this is Fira anaku, since birth she never saw her mother and this is the first time she saw her mother's grave." said the father.

I greet Mr. Jodi, my father asks for the contact number of Mr. Jodi after that he said goodbye and left us both .

I saw my father praying and crying, and I cried because I didn't see my mother's face .

***

"sir, my father still keeps a photo of my mother, if there is a Fira ask pak mama's photo." said I sat next to my father .

"somewhere, take it in the bag." I walked to his room and gave a rather shabby photo to my hand .

I pay attention to the photos of men and women, this must be the same father of the mother, it turns out true said the father of the mother is very beautiful with a tall body, white skin and long hair .

"father, the father's family now lives where , are they still alive sir." I still hold the photo of the father's gift .

"grandfather same your grandmother has died fir, living brother father Aunty sari but also do not know where your aunt live." father looked at my face .

"father why I'm sad, what you're thinking." I looked back at you .

"it seems like you have to find a place to live and you have to work fir, you are not good to live with you guys." said the father's voice .

"indeed why sir ,, sorry my husband's attitude yes sir, maybe the dawn mas much thought so rarely talk to the father ."

"no papa fir, the name is also a busy businessman, you do not mind if you move from here" said the father slowly .

"father wants to stay where , continue who takes care of the father if far from Fira sir." I was sad to hear the words of the father .

" you don't have to worry Fira, Jodi contacted the father, he offered a job for the father, there's no harm if the father received an offer from Jodi yes fir." thin smile adorned the face of the father .

I am very sad if I have to separate from my father, only a few Thursday met and now we have to separate again ,let alone the house om Jodi far from where I live ,I can't see my father often .

the sound of a car dawn entered the courtyard of the house, I immediately came out to welcome my husband home .

"so check your content fir." asked mas dawn while stepping into the house .

"already mas , my gestational age has entered four months, I am grateful to not crave like that," I said following the dawn entrance .

as it passed in front of the father, the dawn did not turn him straight to the top floor.I sighed to see the behavior of the dawn that does not appreciate the father .

"mas, why the time of entry earlier you do not want to greet the father." asked me while in the room .

"i'm tired of fira , please don't raise unimportant problems ." dawn answers upset me .

"you why did the mas , since there was a father our attitude became rude like this, do you not like the father to live here .?"

"that's it you know, I don't like your father living here, just take my eyes away." dawn threw his shirt and went into the bathroom.

I looked at my husband's body that disappeared behind the bathroom door, I collected his dirty clothes and put them in the basket

very late in the attitude of the dawn mas ,kasian father , I have to take some money in my savings for father , make your provisions if he goes from this house .

"mas, I want me to buy supermarket needs kitchen, I ask for your ATM card mas ." said me when dawn came out of the bathroom.

"it's seven o'clock at night, do you want to go now, I can't be tired ."

"no papa mas I'll just order a taxi, where is the ATM." I reached out to the dawn mas .

after the ATM was in my hands I immediately went down to the lower floor, I said goodbye to go shopping and you drove me when the taxi came .

until the supermarket I withdraw money at the ATM machine, finished shopping kitchen needs I immediately go home .

"father help bring your groceries fir." Dad waited for me on the porch .

"yes sir, not many kok Fira just buy fish meat with eggs, if Fira vegetables buy in a traveling vegetable trader only."

"oh yes sir this is two million for the father's handrails." I handed the money hundreds of thousands to the father .

"no need to fir, you still have money working time at home pakde mu ." said the father refused .

"no papa sir, I'm sorry sir for the attitude of dawn ." My eyes began to glaze over .

"it's not papa fir , you just think about your health and also your content, tomorrow morning you want to leave, my father promises to work hard so he can help you ." hoarse father's voice .

hearing my father's words getting sadder, I hugged my father's thin body .

"forgive me Fira sir." I shed tears on my father's shoulder

at eight o'clock in the morning I drove my father to the taxi I ordered, Walk into the car after I hugged him, I waved when the taxi you were riding away .

when entering the house mas dawn out of the house was dressed neatly , I wonder if he really wanted to go this early .

"i go first fir, there's the same business of friends ."

I just nodded and went inside the house .