My Maduku the Princess in my house
chapter 54 giving birth

POVS. Siska .

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I have been in prison for five months &, during this time Dito only visited me twice, he said that he now works far outside the city and can not often ask for leave .

my gestational age has been nine months, said the doctor condition of my baby healthy despite the weight is relatively small, I remain grateful , fortunately I am one room with mbak Tamara, Tamara,the person is kind and often gives me advice even though sometimes it looks jutek .

tonight I woke up in the middle of the night, my stomach hurt so much as in a squeeze, Tamara's baby sleeps next to me, I shake her hand, wriggle and open her eyes.

"what's the matter, sis, night wake me up." said Ara while yawning .

"mom, my stomach hurts a lot,, please call the guard, I think I'm going to give birth." I changed my seat position , it's too wrong .

"want to give birth, wait for me to call the guard first." mbak Ara got up to the iron terrace door .

"Mom...Ma'am.please this Siska stomach hurts, want to give birth ."turn Ara hit the padlock to the iron .

I saw the guards coming closer to Ara's mother, then opened the door and approached me who was sitting in pain .

"Ara ..you help me take Siska to the doctor's office, I'll call the gynecologist ." orders the guard's mother to mbak Ara .

I sat in the prison doctor's room, ''Mom Rasti called the doctor who used to handle me .

the pain in my stomach was getting more intense, the sweat was already soaking my forehead and back, Ara's broom accompanied me while occasionally wiping my sweat.

fifteen minutes later doctor wanda came, I was immediately checked said his opening was five, doctor wanda patiently gave me spirit, calmed me when I was no longer strong enough to endure the pain .

my tears are no longer held back , when will give birth there is no family accompanying and the husband is also not present to accompany me .

both my parents and Andre who used to love me so much now they no longer care about me, all left me when I went to prison .

I felt like there was no longer a place for me to complain, only Ara's faithful mother accompanied me .

finally my baby girl was born safely, doctor Wanda asked the male prison officer to treat my son, my heart was torn there gaping wound ,dito was supposed to be the father who proclaimed the Adhan in the ear of our son, but I don't know where he is now .

"sis.gimana if your baby is cared for my ex-husband, he is barren and wants to adopt children, you ngijinin not sis ." said Ara when I tried to give breast milk to my baby .

"i can't give you a decision right now mbak, give me time to think yes." My eyes are wet staring at my son's innocent face .

my mind is so fucked up, why would I give this baby to someone else, but if it wasn't possible I'd raise her in jail .

three days from giving birth, the head of the field met me, and he said that I should ask my family to take my child, because it was not allowed to take care of my baby in prison greetings .

I was confused who to call ,Dito his cell phone is not active , both my parents and Andre mas seemed to change the new number .

I finally decided to give my baby to Tamara's ex-husband.

"you are serious about giving your son to my ex-husband." asked Ara when she accompanied me.

"yes mbak, how else , my family does not care about me , so that my ex-husband mbak Ara can love my son sincerely yes mbak ."my tears could no longer be contained flowing like a creek .

"Sabilla Diandra is called mbak ..."

"it's so pretty that her name is sis , according to this beautiful baby ." mbak Ara stroked Sabilla's cheeks gently .

mbak Ara seemed to want a child very much, Sabilla was kissed repeatedly, I saw the eyes mbak Ara wet .

"if I'm not here, I want sis to take care of your baby" she said, sobbing.

"oh yes I called Irfan first yes, to immediately pick up Sabilla here." mbak Ara took her phone and contacted her ex-husband.

mbak Ara did get the facility of using a mobile phone freely, he said he paid some money to be able to freely use a mobile phone.

although in prison but Mbak Ara is still actively running his company, sometimes his employees come to the prison to give a report or ask for the signature mbak Ara ,,

I'm lucky to be in the room with her, I always get good food from mbak Ara unlike other inmates who just wait for food rations from the prison .

an hour later Ara's ex-husband arrived at the prison, he met me in the doctor's office, Ara's ex-husband was very handsome, his appearance was like a businessman or a boss .

"mbak Siska introduce me Irfan, what is it that Tamara said if mbak Siska wants to give her child to me." said Irfan while greeting me .

"yes it is true Irfan mas, I have decided to give my son to Irfan mas." said me .

"well, for my token of gratitude to mbak Siska, please accept this check worth 300 million hopefully mbak Siska can use it after getting out of here ." mas Irfan took a check from his shirt pocket and gave it to me .

actually, I have sincerely Sabilla in Irfan's care, because I believe she can love Sabilla like her own child and Sabilla's life will not be lacking in material ,but not what if Irfan gave me money, I will use it to open a business after getting out of here .

mas Irfan called someone and told him to hold Sabilla, when the woman called mas Irfan came in I was surprised we looked at each other , he was surprised to see me .

"Siska ..." turns out you have a child and given to Mr. Irfan ." he said with a look of disbelief .

"you know the same mbak Siska win." asked Mr. Irfan to Winda .

"yes I know sir." replied Winda coldly, sir Irfan handed Sabilla over to Winda to carry her .

"hopefully you can love Sabilla sincerely yes mas, kasian she must be separated from both parents." said Mbak Ara while approaching to Winda .

"yes Ra..you know for a long time I have wanted to have children, but God has not trusted me yet, perhaps the presence of Sabilla is in answer to my prayer ." mas Irfan mbak Ara staring at his ex-wife .

"ehm..what a woman is your future wife mas ." asked Mbak Ara pointed towards Vinda .

"just pray, , may we mate ." said Mr. Irfan makes the Face of the Winda reddened .

"yes we'll excuse you yes, take good care of yourself well." said mas Irfan followed by Winda walked to the outside of the room .

after they came home, Ara asked me about Winda, I only answered to know from friends, I did not want to let Ara know my past, and then all has passed ,I don't want to remember it anymore , now the same focus of my life , I will organize my life after getting out of here .

I'm in custody for another six months, I'm going to show good manners here so I can get a remission and I can get out of here fast