
It's not my feelings that Louis now knows about Mer, but my shame, my anger at Louis reading the diary without my consent."
With reddened eyes Diandra said that to Merry.
Merry who listened to this now could only be silent without a word.
"So you went from Louis's house and returned to Yogyakarta because this was the main thing?"
Diandra quickly nodded his head.
"Yes Mer, maybe my feelings are too fragile that I can't be a professional woman in my every job."
"But honestly I'm not strong Mer if I have to continue working together with Louis mas with my heart like this, have I made the wrong decision Mer?"
Diandra's question now makes Merry more silent, on the one hand Merry is very regretful Diandra quit his job when many people are currently looking for him, but on the one hand Merry is very familiar with what Diandra feels at this time.
"Diandra, if you ask me if this decision you're making is one no, I can only say I don't know, because it's just you and God who know, but one thing is certain when we dare to take one decision we must also be prepared with the consequences we receive."
Merry said that while staring intently at Diandra.
"Yes Mer I realized that my impromptu decision must have had many consequences, one of which now I have lost my job, no money anymore, and one of them is no more, and I don't know what to eat tomorrow."
"One thing I felt when I started to have feelings for Louis I was too confident, I was too happy, too, I forget that everything that's excessive usually ends up not good."
"Together with Louis I also just felt what it was like to be noticed by one man - handsome men, good men, good men, good men, without me ever thinking if that attention is actually a casual attention."
"In the course of life I never get this at all, is it because I also do not get the affection of a father well Mer?"
Suddenly Diandra said this to Merry, a thought that came to his mind for every last thing - this end had already happened in the life of Diandra.
"It could have been Diandra, falling in love with her first woman was falling in love with her papa, if it had never materialized then he would have asked questions all his life and would continue to look for the love he should have gotten from childhood."
Diandra instantly fell silent with the words from Merry.
"You're right Mer."
Suddenly, Diandra's tears flowed while saying this, he said, the root of every problem that he is experiencing right now is because Diandra has not found the figure of a father that he had longed for.
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