MISS DIANDRA
I'M NOT STRONG ANYMORE

Louis knows where this is going?"

"I know from every word you write in your diary, I accidentally read your diary while you were in the hospital."

Devastated was Diandra's heart when listening to Louis' speech, devastated that Louis resolutely rejected him, ashamed that Louis was reading his diary, and, and also angry because Louis opened the diary without asking permission first to him.

"I don't think there's anything we need to talk about anymore, so I'm asking from now on for you and I to be able to keep more distance."

"Our relationship is nothing more than a superior and subordinate, and I hope you can understand."

Tonight felt painful for Diandra was after Louis said that Louis immediately asked Diandra to leave.

By stepping his foot with the diandra shrew out of Louis's room, Diandra went into his room without a sound and after entering into the room Diandra immediately sat behind the door, folding into two hands to cover his face that instantly flooded with tears.

God feels so sick, God's sick, sick.

In her sobs without a sound, Diandra said that in her heart.

Am I really not attractive? am I really - really ugly? am I not worthy to fall in love? do I not have the right to be loved?

This is the first time I fell in love, the first time I felt love, and the first time I was hurt, sick God, sick.

With tears continuing to flow, Diandra immediately experienced a great crisis of confidence tonight.

She felt inferior, she felt like she was the worst girl in the world, and many things that at night entered into the mind and heart of Diandra.

"Diandra you should know yourself, Louis will never look at you, Louis will never return your feelings."

"Diandra you shouldn't be this stupid, you should be..."

Diandra could not continue his words anymore at this time, so his tears were firmer than his own words.

"Buk Diandra kangen ibuk, buk can mother listen to Diandra cry at this time? buk if mom there must have been Diandra already crying in my mother's lap."

With tears that still can not stop tonight amid his sense of rejection of love Diandra cry longing for the mother who is gone.

"This is the first time Diandra fell in love, buk but Diandra loves the wrong man, Diandra like she was dreaming of getting Prince, Diandra....."

There were no more words that were finally continued from Diandra, other than just a cry without a sound that continued.

By staying on the floor and folding into his two hands Diandra did not move at all.

"Kek Diandra wants to go home, Diandra wants to go back to Yogyakarta."

In that instant Diandra also made a decision very suddenly.

The decision was taken on the basis of a heart wound that has now begun to be scratched very sharply.

"Excuse Diandra cake, but Diandra is no longer strong, forgive Diandra yes Ma'am, God apologize Diandra to Mother God in heaven.