Love Needs Debt
Gani's escape

Gani's escape

Three years ago, Gani felt hurt, and decided to leave Usfi to treat his invisible but devastating wounds.

At that time he thought if the action was right, like a person who is generally lazy, can never think of adulthood.

It hurts to imagine the woman he loves being touched by another man who is much older than himself, let alone the man is married. If it's not illegal, maybe he'll kill himself.

He was late to get married, but actually all for Usfi, he diligently saved from his salary to become a village employee, to deserve to be with him.

At that time her brother said, “Hurry you'll marry, Gan! You don't have to marry Mr. Sholeh's son!” Gizali's point is Usfi, he's the youngest son of Ustadz Sholeh, who often lectures everywhere.

“Gak, Bang! Anyway I want her to be the same!” gani replied steadily.

“Ah, you are ... There are still many other women who are more beautiful, but not like her!” gizali—abangnya said, at that time, before migrating to Kalimantan and becoming a civil servant there. He served in the City Government office, and successfully became a good employee. Now she has two children, and lives in one of the modest housing complexes.

“No, Bang! He doesn't mess around,” said Gani defended his woman.

“But, he scares people into talking to him about love! That's why I said he fucked!” Gizali said while laughing.

“Depart, Bang .. I said I'm ready for marriage. Everyone knows, son of ustaz, where to date!”

“Yes! It's not just ustaz kids who can't date, Gan! Not all Muslims can! Yes already, you just work right there!”

Gani has also become a civil servant, but, only working in the village environment, there are no big projects and bring money, until his life is so-so.

After he left his parents and brought all his savings, he became unemployed, in the biggest and most famous city in the whole country. His job is only with a borrowed motorcycle.

Coincidentally there was a good person who had just been known and wanted to help him, he was Anas, the father of a girl named Asma, the woman he later married. For three years, he lived and lived with the family.

For a whole year he hitchhiked and worked on old motorcycles, alternately with Anas, to make a living. The small family did not mind Gani's presence, which was very helpful, because with her presence there were people who would make a living other than Anas to support their family.

Anas is often sickly, sometimes the money runs out for treatment rather than for food. Lilis—his wife, Asma and her younger brother who is still in school, do not know how to make a living. Their income from selling snacks is still not enough to support the cost of living in the big city.

His intention is not only for money, but also for the sake of forgetting his heartache to Usfi. Want to remove the disappointment in himself, and circumstances. Although the consequences affect everyone, including Mother and Father in the village.

“Weight feels to be an adult,” thought Gani, when he was waiting for passengers at that time, “Buktinya, a lot of age does not guarantee the owner can think clearly and elegantly in attitude.”

He talked about himself, who just played run away when he knew his lover would be captured by people. Supposedly, he survived and took Usfi away too, instead of running away and not knowing himself to leave work and parents without any news.

However, his escape now leaves regrets and also debts. Not only debt but also money amounted to 300 million ... that is not a small amount, but, he still has to pay anyway.

This is a sign of his love for Asma, the girl who is considered to have helped him when he was slumped in grief, also broken charcoal because his love was hindered by fate and wealth. The woman was also the one who often washed her clothes, if it had piled up because she did not have time to do it herself.

At that time, Gani also thought about the words of the wise man, “Actually, who said if happiness is not because of money?”

In fact, what appears before him now, money can make him happy.

He said to himself, “If there is money, I can pay off my debts, if there is money, I do not need to sell Empang pak relics, I will not sell, and if there's money I can be richer than Juragan Anwar, who knows Usfi wants to marry me!”

Yes, maybe not only himself who agrees that money is one source of happiness, but, there are many others who think the same. If not with money, then how can he make others happy.

Forgetting a loved one is not as easy as throwing your own spit. Especially if added guilt, because calling him by a name that is not good, pain above pain, maybe that's the term.

In fact, he intended to make Usfi happy if later became married and, replacing Oon's call with affectionate pronunciation. He will make amends for his mistakes.

“I will call you like our prophet called his wife Aisyah, Humaira ..!” gani's promise in heart.

However, it turns out that it is true that kindness should not be delayed, because no one knows when life will go away and no one knows when the opportunity will come.

At first when he heard that Usfi would soon be married to Juragan Anwar, Gani was surprised, why Ustadz Sholeh was famous religiously, and, the proof is to marry his son to someone who he said was very arbitrary in their village.

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