
(a somewhat different version)
joshua is seen sitting in a private room in a fancy restaurant, he's like waiting for someone to come, yes he's waiting for jeonghan to come see him because they've made a dinner appointment alone , but somehow hitch what happened so late jeonghan came , and joshua already waited about half an hour more .
occasionally joshua glanced at his watch he was getting tired of waiting there alone but he kept trying to keep calm and not panic waiting for jeonghan to come . about 45 minutes joshua waiting arrived jeonghan came casually tampa his guilty face .
"forgive me "that's the only word that comes from jeonghan's mouth and orders a meal .
"it's okay "joshua who is so understanding always tolerates all jeonghan mistakes
after eating the atmosphere arrived so quiet there was no word between them, joshua did not want to start he said .
"khem "jeonghan cleared a little
"there's something I want to say to you" said jeonghan, joshua speechless he knew jeonghan invited him because he wanted to talk something, indeed the distance between them now began to stretch , jeonghan rarely goes home to dorm she prefers to live with scoups in her private apartment scoups , joshua was not prejudiced and did not forbid it because the three of them were friendly it was impossible for them to stab him from behind , joshua thinks jeonghan just feels saturated in dorm so he doesn't mind if jeonghan lives with scoups .
but the end of this final feeling began to feel bad several times joshua took her out both jeonghan always refused with various reasons , but of all the posts on social media end2 is the time to spend alone together with scoups .
joshua still doesn't want to be prejudiced maybe Jeonghan just wants to go with the scoups and doesn't invite him but sometimes their updates show there's something they're hiding from her , joshua begins to be negative about their excessive closeness . rather than with him who is his lover, jeonghan spends more time with scoups .
"let us part ways" said Jeonghan loudly and clearly, as in a lightning strike in broad daylight for joshua , his eyes bulged with shock his world seemed to collapse with just four sentences coming out of jeonghan's mouth, but joshua tried to remain calm so as not to look pitiful in jeonghan's eyes . but he still did not say anything after hearing jeonghan say that he was still calm waiting for the word that will come out of the mouth next jeonghan although it must be very painful but he should still hear the reason jeonghan.
"excuse me, jisoo_ah I am more comfortable with seungcheol , as the time I spent with him I started to like him ".said jeonghan who seemed aware of hurting joshua
"jisoo_ah, I've been pondering everything, circumstances forced me to choose between you and seungcheol and it took time to convince my heart to put my comfort in the first place and my choice was cheol ,, I just realized my love for you is only a friend and the rest of it as I realized I consider you as my sister" Jeonghan said , joshua lowered his head to hold back his tears so as not to fall he could still smile sweetly even though his heart was no longer formed
"excuse me shua_ah, I don't want to lie to you any longer , I don't want to trap you for longer in an unbalanced relationship ,, I know you love me so much but my heart can't lie anymore" Jeonghan said
"it's okay "just that word came out of joshua's mouth after hearing the very painful word jeonghan, joshua didn't want to say anything , because it is useless if he says his heart is so disappointed in jeonghan, will not change anything . he can only be silent and accept , learn from before only . after Joshua says it they decide to go home, joshua offers to drive jeonghan to the apartment scoups and jeonghan wants to .
in the car the atmosphere became quiet and gripping , it was awkward between them when the last time they were together in the car they were still joking and making out but in an instant their adorable moment togetherness was gone now only a memory just because it was wrong one of them betrays, but they parted well but now there is a deep abyss capable of giving distance between them .
joshua is focused on driving but actually his heart and mind are chaotic, he is good at regulating his expressions and feelings, jeonghan occasionally glances at joshua staring at him for the last time they are one car .
"don't worry I'll act like normal in front of the camera" said joshua smiling but tampa looking at jeonghan he didn't want to shake his heart for someone so deeply hurt him . for now all he wanted was to live a normal life as usual as if everything he passed with jeonghan was just a beautiful dream that was not real .
about an hour passed they arrived at the underground parking of the cheol apartment, although it was up to jeonghan still did not get off the car joshua he was like there was something to say to joshua .
"thank you jisoo_ah, have been coloring my day these few years " said jeonghan smiley, joshua smile but do not look towards jeonghan
"happy is jeonghan_ah, you choose the right person forgive me for not being able to make you comfortable, rest " said joshua, jeonghan then came down and passed in through life, while Joshua was still silent at the spot where he lowered his head to the steering wheel of the car and began to cry , the tears that he had held for several hours now overflowed out .
she did not expect this would happen when she loved jeonghan so much but jeonghan betrayed her with her best friend , she also trusted cheol but , everything he regrets will not change everything .
jeonghan got into the apartment but she remembered something she left her power bank in the joshua car finally she decided to get out of the apartment and saw the joshua car that was still parked in its original place . jeonghan was speechless she observed from the windshield of the car and she saw joshua looking down and it was very clear she wiped her tears .
jeonghan fell silent and realized that joshua was not the type of person who let out his feelings in the type that was good at tricking his opponent with his smile when his reality was not the same as his smile .
jeonghan was still silent she continued to notice joshua who had red eyes and reddened skin on his face . and for a while the jeonghan was still loyal in her hiding place and noticed when the car drove away from the apartment .
"forgive me shua_ah "
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a few days from the incident they as usual filming going seventheen in different locations, joshua still behave as usual like nothing happened , at first the members are unaware of their relationship which is over as they both behave as usual but eventually they realize there is a distance between them .
when on cam joshua more talk with jeonghan but joshua is aware of who jeonghan saw when he spoke to her his eyes are still looking towards cheol , it is very painful for joshua , ' he said , from there the members realized the discrepancy between them .
joshua laughs with the members, although the staff always put 95l near joshua still relaxed and joking with jeonghan like nothing , but when off cam the smile on joshua's face faded instantly and away from jeonghan, when on cam again joshua approached towards jeonghan and the last scene was finished the camera was dead . joshua immediately left the location first even though the other members are still staying in their respective places .
jeonghan noticed joshua's movements that knew the situation and conditions but somehow made her even more uncomfortable and feel guilty . in the waiting room also asked to be provided a special waiting room although a little narrow but definitely make it more comfortable and quiet .
joshua also uses his own car and drives himself to get home to the dorm, while the others still use the company car , due ahead of the creation of their new album the members who live outside the dorm are asked to return to the dorm including jeonghan and cheol , to make it easier for managers to manage members because their schedule will be solid next .
in car one there is a mingyu and also a hoshi they are just the two in that car .
"shua hyung and jeonghan hyung like there's something strange between them huh " said hoshi, mingyu sighed harshly she seemed to know something
"just insensitive you guys, I confidently concluded that shua hyung and jeonghan hyung's relationship was over" said mingyu confidently
"do you know where "? hoshi
"hyung, did you not see any change between them? , don't discuss that difficult one , we just need to conclude why jeonghan hyung and cheol hyung are now living together ?" mingyu said waiting for an answer from hoshi , hoshi fell silent digesting the word mingyu word .
"so you mean , jeonghan hyung is having an affair with hyung scoups so "hoshi says the point , mingyu is not whining hoshi still think
"then why did shua hyung just shut up and act as if nothing happened ?" the word hoshi asked a question for mingyu
"shua hyung is not the avenger type, she is good at regulating her feelings, she may not want to make us all pity her and make us worry about her, the point is like that "mingyu replied
"if it were to happen, , , shua hyung would have suffered once by this time" said hoshi to the mind
"eat him late this he's more talkative, and spend more time in his room alone, I'm sure he must have been very disappointed and suffered , it is very difficult to accept our loved ones betraying the friends we already consider to be our own sodara" said Mingyu
"why can you be so sure" asked Hoshi
"my hunch is never wrong hyung, I can read someone's expression, the problem experienced by all members is not me who feels first ,, you also experience the same thing , sometimes the advantages I have often troubled me yes because I was the first to think "said mingyu
hoshi nods remembering everything that happened, although all the members keep his problems secret from the others but they cannot hide them from the mingyu , he's someone who is very sensitive he is able to overcome even cold war between the other members .
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finally all the members knew about the end of the relationship joshua and jeonghan . but all the members did not dare to overcome the cold war because they were the oldest in the group. until the recording of the song, making koreo , 'coreo , solid practice, and their comeback preparations were all nothing to offend the matter . they behave as usual so that the other members forget the problem because the concerned are still ordinary contact even if it only applies in front of the camera .
before the album's release the agency gave all of them time off, although only a week before they took time out for a vacation with their families , the seveneen members returned home , except for Joshua who decided to stay in Korea because if he came home it would only be tiring because it would only be in the rush of time .
unlike hao and jun they still go back to China to gather with their families . .
jeonghan is on vacation with her family to a luxury villa, she enjoys her time with her beloved family, others are also like that , after a few days of vacation he was seen relaxing by the pool arrived his phone vibrated indicating there was a notification . Jeonghan saw the screen turned out there was a message from Dk , Dk , which contains a two-handed photo is grasping .with caption love .
jeonghan smiled and replied
*were you with a woman?* the word jeonghan slightly offended , but instantly dk reply .
*it's not my hand, guess what* said dk , jeonghan furrowed her eyebrows and noticed the hand , after recognizing him Deg his heart was racing he fell silent and replied to a message dk
*joshua kah*hands jeonghan make sure
*right* dk reply even added to make jeonghan limp he dropped his phone to the floor so limp.
he still froze his mind in chaos and then regained consciousness taking his phone to reply to a message
*not where is shua not ? then who is that woman ? and where are they ?* jeonghan kepo said
*maybe shua hyung got bored at the dorm so he decided to take a vacation on his own to busan with chaeryeong itzy , don't you know ? hasn't she been dating chaeryeong for a week?* dk word in reply
again jeonghan's phone fell down now the screen broke , he was silent in silence to interpret what happened to him at this time why he acted as if he was jealous as if he found his lover cheating and he should feel happy because his best friend had moved on from him and find something that will make her happy .
but at the moment that's not what jeonghan feels , she's sad because joshua already doesn't love her anymore .she's jealous because joshua is with another woman and having fun . she was upset that she was the last person to know about her best friend's relationship with the woman .he messed up feeling like she was crying a mouthful by the pool with her knees propping her up .
somehow the sense that should have been buried even grew and felt again even deeper , he had never felt anything that deep but after all it ended it appeared . the feeling should not come again why after everything is over he just realized how valuable joshua is to him .
he misinterpreted his feelings first , he thought real love was his own choice but real love was sometimes buried in a temporary sense of comfort . true love is more pronounced when we love but the person no longer loves us .
love does sometimes hurt because it chose the wrong love, but the love that thrives it has been rooted from the deepest point and cannot be extinct right by another love . the choice is right but the heart will choose who will be the owner .
jeonghan too early interprets the real meaning of love, love not only makes her comfortable, but love can also make her feel safe , the sense of security that he did not get in the self cheol makes the roots of love that previously did not sprout now sprout . that is why do not rush to make a decision because if wrong in acting , a very regret that will be experienced and it is very painful to add if the person who makes him regret has turned away and does not want to see it again .
she just realized how much she loves joshua so much, she realized we've also chosen our own path . the heart that is hurt will be very scary if it is revealed out let alone reply to her when she no longer loves him .
joshua is not a fool he is silent but that does not mean he only accepts , but he waits for time until his love for jeonghan is lost because he will not have the heart to repay him if there is still a sense . now maybe it's time . slowly but surely . joshua the smart guy he knows his opponent very well , at that time he realized that Jeonghan was in a hurry to make a decision he was sure jeonghan still loved him because that's why he was silent .
he cried at that time only because of jeonghan's betrayal and felt he was fooled but for this time let him be selfish for a moment . he only did as he pleased for this time in one paddle the two most overridden islands, seeking revenge and gaining new love .
now she is really in love with a jolly beautiful girl and one industry with her is indeed their relationship is still a corn but she is sure her choice will not be wrong .
his biggest regret is to trust people who he thinks can be relied on very much, he often babbles in some episodes going seventeen if in this world filled with deceitful people, ' ' he said , suddenly when joshua digresses reflex all the members glanced towards jeonghan and scoups, while those who feel doing it immediately lowered their heads in shame .
joshua has been through his hardest time in the last few days.it is hard to forget the person we love but he tries to remember when Jeonghan started betraying him , from there the accumulated hatred turns love into hatred .
though all this time everything that Jeonghan wanted was almost fulfilled but jeonghan reciprocated by deceiving him, deceiving his love . he who has always been there since jeonghan entered the agency he is also always beside her when in difficult times and after just staying plucked sweet jeonghan easily said no love her already .
joshua suffered so much at that time, no one knew how he felt at that time, he could only cry by holding his voice so as not to be heard by his younger siblings . he did not want his younger brother to worry and did not want to look pitiful in his younger brother's eyes .
he tried to comfort himself by his own path and somewhere he passed by chaeryeong who was walking alone at the time as well . from there he found the thing he had to fight for every day .he fell in love with that beautiful idol .
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jeonghan was already drowning on the poolside floor, her sister yelled at the sight of her brother pingsang, all her family gathered and brought Jeonghan's body to her room ,
jeonghan awakens and finds that she is already in her room, she remembers very well the last time that she felt dizzy and did not remember anything after that , she came back crying . Jeonghan grabbed her phone on the nightstand despite it being cracked but it still works, she tried calling joshua but several times she did not pick up , ' he said , he still did not give up but was not picked up repeatedly .
jeonghan tried to contact dk , and was immediately picked up , he said that he called joshua but was not picked up sending a message only read but not in reply and he was surprised by the answer dk that he had just called joshua but joshua directly lift it as usual .
jeonghan was confused whether Joshua would really ignore him, imagining making him claustrophobic he disconnected the phone and started shouting while throwing his phone towards the wall until his phone was destroyed .
hearing the screams from her brother the younger brother went straight into the jeonghan's room and began to calm her brother who was inexplicably mad .
"oppa, what happened , please don't be like this , you make me sad , say what happened" said the sister in between her cries
"joshua left me, he replied to me more cruelly, he ignored me now, listen to me joshua left me" said jeonghan slutting in tears
"shua oppa why ,?? , I will call cheol oppa" said the sister was confused facing jeonghan who did not listen and still crying . after calling cheol , ' said the sister , cheol immediately departed from Daegu to Villa jeonghan after hearing that jeonghan was crazy, cheol was very worried because han was not usually like that he had heard jeonghan screams .
"oppa, I called cheol oppa he was coming" said the sister
"i don't want cheol, I just want to talk to my joshua, I just want joshua "jeonghan so pathetic like crazy , from there the little brother understood that he only wanted to talk to Joshua .
"ok, ok, ok, I'll call joshua oppa, but oppa should calm down first" said the younger brother , jeonghan complied and began to calm down the younger brother directly contacted joshua and did not take long directly in his lift .
"hallo oppa, " said the sister
"em,, what's up ?" joshua answered as usual gently , jeonghan looked at her sister when she heard joshua's soft voice she could still think for a moment and realized that joshua deliberately did not pick up the phone call from her because when her sister called directly in the lift .
"oppa, are you busy right now ?" ask jeonghan's sister
"no , oppa's being relaxed, what's up ?" joshua
"eemm, can you talk to jeonghan oppa for a second ? he really wants to talk to you, don't you mind ?" jeonghan's sister heartily said that she was aware that the relationship between her brother and Joshua was not okay, she hoped to be anxious waiting for joshua's answer, joshua was silent for a moment , perhaps he was considering the request of his best friend's little brother .
"well "that's just joshua's answer, jeonghan's sister smiled happily then immediately gave her phone to jeonghan, jeonghan immediately smiled broadly . the younger brother immediately understood and left his sister's room to be more free to chat with joshua .
"hallo" said jeonghan who was very happy she softened her voice while smiling . still no answer from joshua .
"em "that's just joshua's answer but even though he only answered briefly that jeonghan has been summing up somehow this time he misses joshua so much .
"i'm fine, ', tell me what you want to say to me ?" joshua tampa wants to get stale again
"can we meet for a minute, I miss you so much" Jeonghan said
"heh, don't joke jeonghan_ah, don't make things messy again" joshua said as he sighed
"i'm not kidding shua_ah, so I want to meet you , just a minute, please " said jeonghan but joshua immediately turned off the phone
"hallo ,. hello ,. shua_ah,. hello "jeonghan was confused because joshua turned off the connection , but he tried to call back but was inactive .he came back crying a mouthful .
"so do you want to meet me shua_ah, " finally that night jeonghan just cried joshua , her sister came in, and the next day was the day they had to go back to dorm , ' he said , jeonghan limply packed up and asked her sister to take her to the dormitory because she was not powered, not appetizing so she had no energy .
once in the dorm he goes straight into the two dorms but the members are now gathered in the one dorm so he just puts down his luggage and goes straight to the one dorm following the other . in one dorm all the members have come on time and tell each other how their short vacation with family .
and after the jeonghan entered all the members were surprised by the unkempt face of jeonghan, jeonghan who is usually always neat now looks chaotic and messy plus his eyes are reckless , the members guessed that jeonghan had just cried .
contact from the soul of the family members immediately swarmed jeonghan who clearly saw there is a problem , they are very worried especially scoups that last night with a rush followed to the villa jeonghan but half trip jeonghan sister called that jeonghan told her not to follow him so that scoups make more worried .
scoups embrace jeonghan's shoulder still with his own mind, while others only ask what they are worried about but are not at all answered by jeonghan .
suddenly the door dorm one opened again turned out to be the last joshua back to the dorm, all the members teased him for just publishing his lover to the members, joshua just smiled .
"ciee who again fell in love "as soon as the others teased him, joshua immediately looked towards the dk because only dk knew his relationship with chaeryeong, he said, he did not share the photo in the group chat member but only sent it to dk but dk so leaked tell others .dk who in the face directly looked down shriveled .
"hyung, who ?? tell dong "word dino who is curious because dk did not tell joshua dating with whom .
"iya hyung, "jointly the others, but joshua glanced at jeonghan who was looking at her sadly while wiping her tears with still the cheol who faithfully embraced jeonghan's shoulder from the side .
"later on, hyung got tired" said joshua immediately passed in leaving the tv room , and in following jeonghan who also went into joshua room , scoups tried to catch up with him but his hand was held back by mingyu he told her to let jeonghan talk to joshua for a while .
all the members are a bit strange to see jeonghan come into joshua's room, because their relationship is over and it's been a long time that the pair of friends did not show their interaction as a friend in general , even for their members like strangers when gathered in the dorm .
but it didn't take long 'em, the other members were huddling and who might know something .
"shua hyung is dating who's hyung ?" ask the8
"chaeryeong _ chaeryeong" replied a little whisper, all the members gaping in surprise and started guessing who chaeryeong is
"you mean chaeryeong itzy ?" myyu's telling guess, which was immediately embraced by the et al., all the members were more surprised not to think that joshua was dating an idol as well . and suddenly the face of the dk arrived suddenly moody everyone was even more curious but he looked towards the scoups .
"say whatever you want to say "the word scoups gives permission to the dk, actually scoups do not know anything but see the expression dk like what he wants to say will be related to him . dk sighed before saying what he knew .
"this is concerned with jeonghan hyung" said et al still down feeling guilty
the other member furrowed his brows in confusion, since it had been discussing joshua but dk directly said jeonghan too, what exactly happened ,? same question in the heads of the members
"i don't know, , what's the problem with jeonghan hyung has something to do with joshua hyung, but I think it's a bit awkward" said et al all the members just listen
"they're going on vacation "? the same vernon and seungkwan
"e , uh , em I don't know if yesterday I still contact jeonghan hyung he still sounds cheerful but after I sent him a photo joshua hyung and chaeryeong arrived to reply a long time ago and when replying directly to questions that should not be addressed an ex "say dk
"what do you mean ?" ask jun
"who is that woman ? where are they ?" answer dk
"but I think that's a natural thing, because before they had a relationship until they broke up they remained friendly" Wonwoo said
"yes too she was , but after that she again called me saying that joshua hyung did not pick up the phone call from her and also did not reply to the message from jeonghan hyung ,, he spoke to me in a quivering voice and, like, holding back his cry, I said that I just called with joshua hyung but he wasn't as busy as answering a phone call from jeonghan hyung ." dk said telling me, according to all these members it is still natural maybe joshua went to the toilet so he could not lift it .
suddenly arrived scoups who were originally silent to sigh roughly all the members looked towards scoups , which were like holding the load
"kemaren too, sister han called me, and told me to follow up to villa jeonghan because something happened with han , I heard a cry from jeonghan , ' she said , I was very worried because I heard jeonghan's cry but after hearing again she mentioned joshua's name in between her cries " said scoups , all the members were surprised to mean what in the experience jeonghan had to do with joshua .
"uh right, is it possible that Jeonghan is angry at joshua hyung dating chaeryeong huh ?" hoshi
"huss, they're over chi, jeonghan has no right to be angry or ban joshua close to anyone anymore" said mingyu
"yes also heh , but who knows if actually jeonghan hyung still loves joshua hyung and only realized after joshua hyung started to forget it" said hoshi , jun pinched hoshi's arm telling him to be quiet so as not to aggravate the atmosphere .
"what the hell ? said hoshi annoyed , jun gave a code with his eyes to look at the scoups who looked down.I don't know what he felt at that time
all the members were reflexively looking towards the tightly shut door of joshua's room, they couldn't hear what the two of them were talking about inside because the room was soundproofed .
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jeonghan goes into joshua's room, joshua realizes that jeonghan is following her he is acting casual , joshua put down the bag and opened his shoes and laid his body on the mattress he did not care at all about Jeonghan who was still standing looking at him sadly .
"can we talk for a second ?" jeonghan said, joshua who closed his eyes immediately opened after jeonghan said that
"tell me whatever you want to say "joshua still doesn't get out of bed
"who is that woman "? jeonghan asked with emphasis
"i told you I'd say it later, right now I'm so tired, can you understand "? joshua
"no I need the answer now , who is that woman ,? why are you with that woman in the hotel ?" ask again
"why do you care so much about my life, do you think it's very interesting ?" joshua sat down
"just answer "strictly jeonghan
"he's my lover chaeryeong itzy, and we vacationed together in busan , there's nothing wrong, I've answered your question so can you leave my room , I need a little break "! joshua said but jeonghan did not flinch he was still silent on the spot and turned his face to the side while closing his eyes feeling how much his heart ached at the moment
"have you forgotten me completely shua_ah "jeonghan has been seen dropping her tears . while joshua sighed heavily
"don't say shit jeonghan_ah, come out !! don't make everyone misunderstand "joshua still in his soft tone
"i don't care about anyone right now" replied jeonghan sure, joshua furrowed his brows
"you don't care if it scoups , on her feelings , don't you think what she'll think after seeing you go into your ex's room huh ? " said joshua
"yes I don't care what she feels , I don't have time to think about how she responds to me , which is my priority now just you" Jeonghan said
"heh, why do you always play with the feelings of someone jeonghan_ah, oh so like this when I was with 'em, and you're busy with your comfort with scoups and ignoring me "? joshua said, jeonghan shook her head in a bell not allowing joshua's words
"not true shua_ah, not like that" jeonghan denied
"ok,, ok, don't talk about it anymore , it's already passed , so until when are you going to stand here , are you going to wait for me to sleep "? joshua
"can you break up with him" said jeonghan, joshua who confirmed his sleeping position directly looked into jeonghan's sharp eyes
"for what??? , I'm already happy with my world !!" answer joshua
"but not with my world shua_ah" said jeonghan cut
"it's your business, you choose your own life so don't ruin the happiness of others just because you're not happy" joshua said
"i just want to be with you shua, I'm sorry, I'm sorry for everything I did, can you come back to me, like I used to" Jeonghan said
"enough jeonghan_ah, enough , don't reveal the past that will scratch a dry wound , I live my life as you wish ', '', '' don't tell me ,, so don't regret anything you've done in the past, we split up I think it's the right choice, '" said Joshua
"i don't hate you, I've forgiven you too, so be happy with your life , be happy not only because feeling comfortable but happy is what makes you feel safe .. so it's your choice, '" said joshua
"regretting will only add to the pain so just live whatever it is, I've accepted it" joshua said
"we have no hope anymore joshuji "jeonghan still does not give up he still pleads
"no jeonghan_ah , , , it's too late" joshua replied
"to me no word late shua_ah "jeonghan cut
"you've got scoups and I've got others, if there's a chance I won't come back either considering all your treatment on me jeonghan_ah ,, it's true I've forgiven you but the pain won't go away, every time I see you the pain is still there" joshua said
"excuse me jeonghan_ah, but I am really disappointed and can not forget all your mistakes in the past , let's behave as usual when in front of the camera "joshua said
"i don't want shua_ah, I just want us to be together like we used to be , I just realized that you are so precious to me , I was too rushed to interpret my feelings , I realized I just liked the new thing, but it was actually just for a moment" Jeonghan explained
"heh, pain is jeongahan_ah, that's what I feel after knowing the reality of the person I love and the friend I believe stabbed me from behind , pain jeonghan_ah ,, do you know how I felt at the time ? I almost ended my life, but I tried to stay calm so that I didn't look sad in your eyes or in front of the members" said Joshua
"holding pain and trying to smile is like heart-wrenching with my own hands, tightness in the chest I hold , so what ? . so that I can forget you sooner ,, and you know my wounds heal because of chaeryeong, she's a cheerful girl and able to treat my wounds , making me forget about fake love , I owe her a lot ,, as time went on like you, I fell in love for the umpteenth time "joshua said, while jeonghan felt pain when joshua told her his new love
"you just want revenge on me shua_ah, you've made it, so stop, don't make me like this shua_ah, please don't do this again " jeonghan is trying to deny the truth that is in sight
"yes, at first I did plan to repay your actions but as time went on, I thought. for what ?? there is no point , there is no benefit for me , it will just throw away the energy , " said joshua telling the truth
"no, you just want me to regret what I did, right joshuji ?" jeonghan's eyes started to pop because ever since she got into joshua's room she's started crying
"stop jeonghan_ah, don't say anything relying on your own assumptions you just don't want to accept the obvious reality in plain sight" joshua said
"i want to make it clear, "I no longer love you, and I love chaer so much "that's it, you go out, learn to accept everything , I'm tired ,, let me rest for a moment "said joshua lay down his body onto the bed, while jeonghan was still standing in his place and did not flinch to get out of joshua's room .
whether the demon possessed him he stepped slowly to the side of the bed joshua and took joshua's cell phone, joshua may not realize it, jeonghan unlocked joshua's phone because he knew joshua's cell phone code . he looked for naman chaeryeong and called her and after a while chaeryeong picked her up .
"hallo dear " said chaeryeong did not know that the one who called him was not joshua
"listen,, stay away from joshua, you're just an impingement for her, if you don't cut ties with her I'll kill you" said Jeonghan so convincing and creepy , joshua immediately took his phone and turned it off instantly.joshua this time was out of control
"you've crossed the line of jeonghan_ah, you're the one who made me lose my temper, don't blame me if I could have been rude to you " joshua immediately pulled Jeonghan's hand out of room, joshua so rudely pulled jeonghan's hand until he was dragged on the floor so rough joshua , up outside she pushes jeonghan's body towards the scoups .
"His husband, don't let him mess with my life again "joshua's eyes are perfectly rounded, the veins on his neck are also visible, his face reddened with anger , then he passed by leaving the member shocked by the attitude of joshua that he had never shown before .
"shua_ah, please don't be like this , I still love you very much , please come back to me , don't be like this please ! jeonghan said as she pleaded
jeonghan got up while holding her reddened hand due to joshua's hand grip . but the scoups held jeonghan back from chasing joshua , all the members were still dumbfounded , then Jeonghan passed out all the frantic members and lifted Jeonghan's body onto the sofa .
"actually what happened ? jun
"as you heard earlier, " answered mingyu
"shua hyung was so creepy earlier, I just first saw it like it was" said wonwoo
"it seems like jeonghan hyung made a mistake that made shua hyung lose control of his emotions" replied hoshi
"why can it be this complicated? , said dino who had been hugged the8 since crying
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