
they went inside the restaurant and ordered food, they took photos inside while waiting for their order food to come . fortunately, the situation inside the restaurant is rather quiet so that it makes them more free to move in the scope of public places .
jeonghan is very happy , she is like on a cloud. with joshua like this is her dream , she is grateful joshua was not angry for a long time at her . I don't know what Joshua was thinking at the time .
their orders are ready.they stop their activities and eat their respective orders.
"i'll share it on ig and weverse" said jeonghan taking her phone
"no no no, .don't do that, I don't want any strange rumors about us" joshua said
jeonghan furrowed her brows confused
"you mean "ask jeonghan
"from the beginning you've never updated selca with me right, so if you share our selca, surely the fans or shipper jeongcheol will be annoyed , my photo will interfere with your album list ok, meaning "joshua said back to eating food, jeonghan really understands what joshua said , he leaned back onto the back of the chair and bit his lips irritatedly mixed with sadness
"i don't care about people's views" Jeonghan said next
"but I care , you're living in this industry because they're also , besides what you update our selca for, you just need to keep it in your gallery , if you share on social media, it will attract the attention of our shipper, they will continue to charge our selca again and again , better not to update at all that you have done from the beginning right "joshua said wiping his mouth because it was finished eating his food .
"what do you mean shua_ah "
"we won't be as often as we used to walk together, this may be the last time we eat together, so on let's keep our distance" said joshua , jeonghan was shocked like he was struck by lightning in broad daylight, his eyes began to look glassy not when joshua said it , though he was already happy thinking their relationship would improve it turned out to be just an illusion .
"what do you mean joshua_ah "ask jeonghan a little annoyed, joshua sighed and put both hands on the table while staring at jeonghan. joshua still stringing the words.
"jeonghan_ssi, let's not fight again, if staying together the quarrel will color our friendship, next we better keep our distance , I'm here with you just to declare that we have nothing to do except friends and co-workers" said joshua sure, he stared at jeonghan's bead of surprised eyes
"i think our relationship will improve shua_ah, I think we're here to fix everything that's been broken "jeonghan is weakened and looks down very clearly tears are falling from both eyes
"sorry jeonghan_ah, what kind of damage did you think ? until it can be repaired, I think our relationship has been damaged and can not be repaired anymore" said joshua
"then why are you being so gentle to me" Jeonghan said
"i've never been rude to anyone, let's end this with not losing each other and holding grudges, because revenge is like a bomb that will explode later on " joshua said softly but jeonghan from earlier did not look up he just kept his head down while crying
"you gave me the empty hope of shua_ah, if you knew from the beginning why I had to make me more hopeful" Jeonghan said
"i never gave you hope, I just acted like I used to when we were still not aware of each other's feelings , I want to act like a true friend like I used to but maybe this time it'll be a little different ,, had we not soiled our friendship with this relationship we might have been fine and there would have been no more awkwardness "joshua smiled at the bruised floor
"you regret everything joshua_ah "? said jeonghan staring at joshua with eyes already soaked by tears
"but I can't shua_ah, repeatedly I try to forget you , repeatedly also I fail , I fall more and more in love for the umpteenth time ,, shua_ah can you forgive me for the last time" said Jeonghan staring softly at joshua , joshua speechless he convinced himself not to be affected anymore
"you can definitely jeonghan_ah, to be honest I haven't completely forgotten my love yet but I'm trying to throw everything away" said joshua gently
"jeonghan_ah, I've forgiven you for everything , you must know that , from the past until now I was always helpless if in front of you , I forgive all your mistakes , no matter how big it is , jeonghan_ah I gave up on holding you back , I can't hold you anymore holding your hand , I can't jeonghan_ah " said joshua softly ,
"shua_ah, why do you torture yourself if you still love me, why not come back again and we start from the beginning" said jeonghan, then joshua shook his head and smiled gently
"if we're together again , it'll hurt again jeonghan_ah , I do forgive you for anything but my trust in you is completely gone jeonghan_ah , I can't trust you anymore ,, " joshua said with a smile
"why can't shua_ah ,, ?" jeonghan said
"because I've given my trust so many times but what are you doing, ? , you're destroying it !"" answer joshua
"excuse me joshua_ah there's something I shouldn't have said to you , I can't say it "jeonghan can't say a word
"jeonghan_ah, let's fight together , let's give back our old days , remove all feelings other than our friendship , you know , ''em , why did I say it so calmly in front of a live camera, not just my professional taste but I learned from the past about our relationship ,, I remember not when we were trainees, " said joshua
"i can't joshua_ah, please don't make me do that, , just let me hold her, "jeonghan cries a mouthful
jeonghan lowered her head in tears as a hiccup fortunately they were sitting in the private room so that it was just the two of them in the room and no one else . joshua stood up and approached the crying jeonghan he sat crouching down below and held the hand of jeonghan .
"well, " said joshua standing pulling jeonghan's hand, he hugged jeonghan's body he couldn't bear to see jeonghan as sad as that , instead of quieting jeonghan growing hysterical while drowning her head in the chest of joshua's field, jeonghan hugged tightly the body of joshua dam joshua patting jeonghan's back trying to calm her down .
"settle jeonghan_ah, calm down, don't cry ok "joshua said she wiped away jeonghan's tears, jeonghan's eyes started swelling because she had been crying since then, then hugged her again .
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