ILANA
52. Disconnecting

Ilana looked at her room for a week she cleaned her messy room does not look beautiful and luxurious because there are many clothes, bags and other souvenirs.

Both of his legs are a souvenir victim everywhere. All this time the one who cleaned his stuff was his maid. According to Ilana who is important as long as the road to the bed there is a gap that has not been messy.

"Aren't I dizzy to put where ??"Ilana complains of seeing three super big boxes.

All of Jung's belongings have Ilana throw away which means Ilana's decision is to break up.

Ilana did not drive in the room for this time she was busy cleaning up the closet that spewed all clothes until Ilana fell.

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Ilana sent a message to Jung with such heavy feelings. Mobile phone put on nightstand.

Ilana and Jung's picture frame forced the girl to place it in a cardboard box that read Rubbish. Ilana has ripped off their photo.

Jung sat in an empty chair waiting for Ilana. The man looked towards his watch.

Saka got down and opened the car door. It is not far from the cafe.

"Go later I'll call. "Supir nodded.

" We can wait. "

"No, I need some time. "

"All right."

Jung sees Ilana's car crossing the cafe. Ilana emerged from behind the plain glass that bound the two.

The man stood looking at Ilana before him.

"I.... "Speak Jung.

"I.... "Sheep Ilana.

"You go first" Jung said again. Ilana shook her head.

"This incident was unintentional. I wanted to explain it but I didn't dare. "

Ilana nodded in understanding.

"How long can you be brave ? In the end, you can only keep it a secret. "

For some people, pregnancy is the happiest news. But to me it sucks. "

"I talked to Uzy. We agreed we would raise this child together without getting married. I'll give her custody to Uzy completely. I will continue to support them. We continue our relationship. And we agreed on that. "

Ilana grinning. "Yes, my decision was the most appropriate one. Jung we broke up. "

"Ilana---"

"How can you think of our relationship rather than your son's. You're a father-to-be, you should be an adult. Don't make your child a choice. "

Because I was a victim of that choice.

"Ilana can't we forget this. And continue our purpose. I beg. "

Please, please, we're getting married next year. Have you forgotten ? "

"I'm human too. Seeing your child grow and develop is like seeing betrayal. "

"I have a final request. "Jung pulled out the bone that Ilana had gifted.

"I'm the long one "pointing Ilana.

When Jung broke the bone remains Ilana's longest choice.

" Think my request may be granted. "

" Do you really want to split up ? "Jung grabbed Ilana's hand.

"Yes." Yeah."

"But I don't want to. Please consider again. "

"With this separation you free yourself to live a better life and you set me free to get the best. "

Jung cries begging Ilana not to break their relationship.

"I have to go. "

"May I hug you one last time ? "

Ilana answered. "No. See you, "Ilana left Jung at the cafe alone.

Heavy rain is pouring. Ilana walked over letting the rain drench her body.

Has she been in this position too ? Is it so painful ? Even though I love Jung that man is not all mine. I don't want that kid to be like me growing up in a confusing family. Sorry son, I did my job.

Someone suddenly came over to protect Ilana. He approached Ilana with a worried face.

"What are you doing here ? You can't be alone. Come on "

Ilana was taken into the car. The two men sat on the beach.

"Some are still open at this hour "

It was already 1am after they had made an unexpected trip.

"Drink only. "

"Not want to "

"Basic "

"Be polite to me. I'm financing your life. "

"It's a very good drink for you mistress. Please drink. "

"The midnight beach was scary. The waves can devour humans. "

"Her partner Ilana could be afraid of her "jokes.

"Yes I can be afraid" replied Ilana cynically.

"Why do you know I'm there. "

"I'm out shopping. And I saw your back. So I know it's you. "

"All backs are the same. How can you recognize me ? "

" I didn't forget. "

"I know everything about you and your boyfriend. He's not as tall as you. You have to get a better and better quality man. " Ilana let out a long breath.

"I'm glad you broke up with her it's so much better. "

"Why is everyone happy when I am sad. "

"Honorary women need not think of love. Love itself is coming. Selling expensive for your contract. "

"Your romance is smooth. " Marcella raised her eyebrows.

"It took me a long time to talk to my own daughter. Have we made up ? "

"No. "

"Ilana, I'm not a victim of evil to me dong." said Marcella while poking her lips.

"What sacrifice ?! You're enjoying with Steven. "

"Whether it changes your mind or not. "

"I love a guy named Edward he's a star on campus. Not smart but handsome can be young love is still physical. He is a good man and also polite. I've targeted if he's my soul mate, my true love. But he married someone else. A woman who was married by her parents. "

"Before I knew he had been betrothed. I tried my best to get close to him there was the interference of Edward's close friend. After I was desperate, giving up was the point, I finally focused on learning to be successful. Not that I haven't learned all this time just like Edward's focus on two."

"Then I was invited by Edward's friend. I said I didn't want him to invite me almost three times. You know the first time I came there for three more years I was friends I didn't know the villa belonged to him. We're just friends, best friends. He also likes to fuck me. "

"I don't know if that day he launched his action with the help of my friends. For three years of being friends he loved me but I loved Edward. I consider her a friend and she thinks of me as a woman she loves. "

"I was unconscious for a month because the drugs kept getting into my body until you were finally present and that was part of the plan."

"I was devastated then. Even my graduation must be represented by Sister Ruby. Because I have to lie in the hospital. She left me in the hospital for three months I was unable to speak and mentally disturbed all I always did was abort my baby. But you are strong there. Three times I tried but you did not fall at all precisely you were born healthy without defects. The doctor told me to prepare if the baby could be disabled. "

"Your uncles came to me university looking secretly for who your real father is. "

"My 7 months of content. I begged her to marry me at least until you were born and had a deed. For the sake of my legitimate status I ran away from home for the first time in my life to get married exactly two months before you were born. You know he's trying his best for both of us. "

"He divorced me exactly three minutes after you were born. I didn't know what was going on, but I realized at that moment that he was hurt and had a reason behind it all. He's changed but I don't know why. She kept her promise to accompany me to give birth to you but she did not keep her promise to raise Ilana together. He left after spitting on you and I was shocked. Your grandmother and my brothers came in worried. "

"Somehow they know my location. I'm desperate because I can't take care of your birth certificate because there's no evidence that even our marriage hasn't been deededed but I've been divorced. I let brother Andrew put your name in his family for only a year because times have changed. "

"My life is completely ruined Ilana. I can't handle all this. I left you and worked out of town. But my heart is not as good as when I was a teenager it can go free without being tied down. I came back when you were 5 months old. At least I'm not alone, I'm not blamed and I'm not hurt. Everyone helped me, taught me and watched me and my baby. But I'm still selfish and emotional. "

"My gaze was flowing so much that I could open my own shop. I can meet your needs. Even though I'm not okay. I paid people to be able to publish your birth certificate. "

"Then you body as time goes on. His face is clearly splashed on your face. Nature and smile. I hate half of him in your body. I want to wash or I can change all your blood so that there is not a drop of blood in your body so that I can love you. "

"Remembering my life in the past. I'm not the same as you. My daughter is much more mature in her life than her mother. "

"I always live in the past while you rise up trying to live better. "

"All that your father had you apparently took it all. From the same physique, from the nature of him a very smart person he is always in the first position, fun. funny.. and he's a good guy who hides everything. She's good at music, singing is her talent. Everything he has is inherited by you. Especially about the food and style of clothes you are always swag. "

"So if you meet him please don't hate him. He has a reason to leave us. Why do we have to be like this. But only he knows. "

Ilana laughs. "Marcellas..Marcelle... What's with you. ?" Marcella cringing.

"The more I shut up your story the more beautiful it is, the lies you speak the better the fluent speak even your acting need not be doubted. Get out of my area Marcella. You're sick."

Ilana immediately left.

"YOU DON'T KNOW ANYTHING ILANA ?"

"Even you go into a mental hospital I know that. "

Ilana grinning.