ILANA
41. Ilana and Marcella

"Mothers suffer from prolonged delusions. Very bad."

"But all this time he's been living a normal life. "

"He hurt himself by hitting his head. So that we can be conscious. He's still hallucinating like he's still a college kid who wants to boast about his mother. "

"But not only that he also hallucinated if the artist Ilana was his daughter. She often shows her baby pictures. And say if it's artist Ilana. "

After the long explanation of the doctor, Ayu came out of her room. He saw Marcella waiting for him with her face down.

"Ma.mama "

"We're looking for a cool atmosphere. Mama wants to talk to you. "

Her heart which mother does not hurt to see the destruction of her child all this time. No matter how many mistakes Marcella made, Ayu still loved her son.

"Marcella, don't hide it anymore. You can go crazy. You can express that bad feeling. "

"Ma, I'm fine. "

Let's shed some tears. "Don't hide Marcella anymore. "

"I'm doing fine. I'll be healed. Please don't tell Ilana and Nichol. "

"Marcella you're not alone. You have not been alone all this time. You just isolate yourself. What makes you so ? "

"No ma. I just don't fit in with you guys. "

"You were born from my womb, I am your mother. You are part of my soul too. I won't hurt you like everyone else. I am the best of the bad people in the world. "

Marcella shook her head. "Mama judges me "

"You always use the muscles to talk to me. You didn't explain anything just let me assume for myself. I asked your friends and lost my way. We tried to put together a series of events but you kept quiet. Your brother Andrew would do anything. You don't know. Because you were young then all you thought about was you. "

"For the sake of closing this matter we never asked who that man was that destroyed our family. You judge if your family judges you when we protect you. You're always mad, whatever we do you're angry. Because there's your baby there we're trying to give up and be patient. What we did then was how your baby and you were healthy. "

Ayu grabbed Marcella's hand.

"It's been 27 years Marcella. It's time you spoke to me. I'll listen to her how much time you need I'll listen. Your mama's here. "

Marcella couldn't hold back her tears any longer. Tears finally came out so hard. He hugged his mother.

"I'm sorry.sorry.sorry.sorry.sorry.sorry.sorry.sorry..sorry "Speak Marcella in between crying.

" Cry my daughter. My dear son."

"HIX.. HYX.. HYX.. HYX.. HYX.. HYX.. HYX.. HYX.. HYX.. HYX.. HYX.. HYX.. HYX.. HYX.. HYX.. HYX.. HYX.. HYX.. HYX.. HYX..HYX.. HYX.. HYX.. HYX.. "

For an hour Marcella did not stop crying. He showed me all his pain all this time. Ayu hopes that after this Marcella can accept the reality of her life and raise her head with pride has removed the grip of fear.

27 Years of walking alone with the pain that killed him. Certainly not an easy thing. Until making the goal disappear.

The doctor approached Ayu and Marcella.

"Let me ma'am "Ayu shakes her head.

She was holding Marcella in the back. Ayu is strong and she must be strong who would have thought that this strong woman was the grandmother of the famous artist Ilana. Life is so hard, so it must be strong. Success will prove our effort.

Ayu walked slowly so as not to disturb Marcella who had fallen asleep. Both corners of Ayu's lips lifted back nostalgia when Marcella was little. The youngest daughter must be carried by her in order to sleep. Even already having two children she still wants to be spoiled by her mother. Marcella's youth was frowned upon because she had to be a mother.

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Louis rushes down when he hears his uncle's call if Mama comes home.

"Mama"

"Mamaa"

Marcella was waiting on the stairs. Nichol immediately took a hug.

"You miss mama."

"Yes mom where the hell. Long time, what a job so much." Marcella nodded. The woman hugged the son and kissed his son's black hair.

"Why mom just came home, you should have come home last night because there is an older brother Ilana here now Brother went home to the apartment to pick up Mr. James."

Marcella just smiled. Ilana ? the one human being that Marcella so feared the last of Ilana's anger made her so aware of how bad she was.

"Ma, have you eaten yet ?"

"Mommy had eaten earlier with grandma, do you want to eat another one ?"

"No, I ate with Uncle Alex."

"How are you doing here ?"

"I'm doing fine. I come here shopping continues with Brother Ilana. We shopped and Brother Ilana played with me the same as Uncle Alex."

"Do you have to tell your mother all this ? How old are you ?"Alex rubbed Nichol's neat hair.

"Why indeed ? Mama said so. Mom said she wanted me to tell her what I would do without her. I do that often."

"Mama just got home later."

"Yes uncle." Louis went straight upstairs.

"How are you ? You're fine." asked Alex. Marcella nodded.

Andrew went down the stairs and looked at his sister for a while and hugged her.

"Sister ?" Marcella was surprised.

Alex hugged them both. "a.a.a.. What's the matter ?"

"We know everything. Sorry Marcella couldn't understand."

"CHEERS "

Jung accompanies Ilana to meet her best friend. Both are on the verge of many questions. About the relationship ? When to meet ? How far are their relationships ? Is it true that by the end of this year the two will be getting married soon ?

"Jung loves you. He does not care about women even though it was his co-star.Padahat yesterday the girl who played with him was really beautiful. He smiles only at you. I'm jealous of you."

"How do you not tell us what you think we are."

"Basin a bad boy."

"He's more naughty than we are."

"I'm on ledek again. Honey look at them."

"Ngadu with his girlfriend in the shit. "

"But your relationship is only two years old, are you sure you're married ?"

Ilana looked up at her nervous friend. Jung went for a minute to grab a drink.

"I mean, you're young. You're not very rich yet. You should enjoy your youth."

"I'm not married yet. Don't worry I just scared you."Ilana took the ice cubes.

"Bad son of a bitch."

"You took a long time to take the ice. Is it hard ?"

"Frozen she looks like there's a melt of water coming in so it's beautiful. Here I am separating again. You want ice cubes too."

"Yeah." Yeah."

"By the way, Brother Yuki didn't come ?"

"Armgh !!! Why'd it nudge me."

"Basic fool, how he's fine after the divorce scandal. "

"It's been half a year that she hasn't shown up."

"Huft Yuki decided to take a year off he chose a vacation in Europe. You're not entertaining him."

"I used to text her a lot, she said I had to go if there was a schedule for Paris."

"That's why I don't want you to get married quickly, we don't know men can change - they can be different than they were on a date."

"Kak Yuki also said that, I hope the wound can be treated there. Poor people accused her of not being able to get pregnant."

"That's how Ilana lived. Their statue was destroyed you see it on instagram."Ilana nodded.

Another member named Park Yuki, the 32-year-old woman is a senior artist she got the nickname as a drama queen has been a lot of drama that she played and became the best drama, the drama, dabbling since the end of a 11-year career continues to surge over the woman decided to marry her co-star, but ran aground in the middle of the road because of a problem. She was divorced through the news in the media that in January Yuki had to go to Macau because of the drama filming. The 9-month-old wedding had to run aground, after the drama had ended Yuki chose a break until the time that could not be determined.

Jung drives to Ilana's apartment. "Regarding your friends ?"

"Oh, why ?"

"Are you so close to them."

"Yes we've been friends for a long time."

"How long ?"

"7 years "

"I think you should prefer carefully friends. Better to avoid bad friends."

Ilana stopped taking off her shoes. "What does it mean ? My friends are bad ?"

Jung let out a long sigh he didn't want to offend but it was just that Ilana was so smart that Jung didn't need to compose a word that was easier to understand.

"You're not angry, are you ?"Ask Jung carefully.

Ilana smiled knot. " No, that's your appraiser. Did my friend hurt you ?"

"I don't like your friends. Their clothes, their way of speaking and their lifestyle. "

Ilana just laughed when she heard Jung's complaints about her friends. Jung shook his head, Ilana always so he held on to its founder. The woman is principled. But Ilana also did not provoke the quarrel that Jung liked.