I'm Not a Mandul Wife
Candour

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Maharani is still in a sense of doubt that now fills his mind. He actually does not want if the mother to know the problems she is facing because she does not want to burden her mind. However, he was well aware that sooner or later Vania would definitely find out about everything.

"Don't hesitate to share your problems with Mama, son. Mama's your birth mother, Mama has every right to know what kind of problem is going on in your household with Rendy?" vania concludes with a question.

Vania's words this time made the Empress take the decision quickly, that she should be open about the problem with Rendy because as soon as the carcass was covered, one day the smell would definitely be smelled too.

Maharani was seen taking a deep breath and began to exhale very slowly. "Rani will tell everything to Mama, but Mama has to promise to be strong to hear it, and please don't think about my problem because I don't want the problems I'm facing now to be a heavy burden for Mama, especially if it makes you sick."

Vania also tightly grasped the two hands of the Empress who felt cold and trembling. "Mama will be strong for you. Now you have to tell me everything without anything being covered again from Mama huh!" pinta a mother while trying to strengthen her daughter through the grasp of their current hand.

"Mas Rendy's... Mas Rendy was already married to another woman behind my back a month ago, Mah..." It turns out that Maharani looks not strong to tell the problem, especially when he has to repeat the bitter memories that have destroyed his love palace.

Tub struck by lightning in broad daylight, Vania was so shocked to hear the bad news. Until he pulled one of his hands from the Maharani's grasp to press his painful chest.

"Well, please calm down. I better not tell her the story. I don't want Mama to get sick from this. Already yes, Mah, let me finish everything alone!"

Maharani rubbed Vania's back slowly, she was so worried about the condition of the mother who did have a history of heart disease.

Vania tried to be strong because she saw in front of her a figure that was the source of her strength. "You must continue your story to Mama yes, Mama is strong because you alone are able to be this strong, Rani. Then what decision did you make after learning that Rendy betrayed you, son?" tanyanya while rubbing the head of the princess so gently.

"I asked Mas Rendy, Mah, to separate because my madam was pregnant with my husband's child. He could give Mas Rendy something I couldn't give as long as she was his wife. I am a fool, Mah.." said Maharani who sounded soft.

"Astaghfirullahaladzim o Allah. Rani, you don't blame yourself, son. Not you who are stupid, but this has all become a destiny from God, we as humans must be able to accept it with a spacious chest and do not give up easily, he said, should Rendy can be more patient to wait for trust from God by continuing to try and be accompanied by prayer, not even married to other women, especially without your knowledge! Now you have to stop blaming yourself, Rani! It's obvious this is Rendy's fault because she married another woman behind you secretly. I think you need to see Rendy now!"

Vania who was about to rise from her position was immediately restrained by the Empress who immediately knelt before her mother. The woman clasped Vania's legs tightly and buried her face in the thighs of the woman who had given birth to her twenty-five years ago.

"Well, I beg you not to meet Mas Rendy to blame her. It's all my fault that I can't give any offspring to her, Mah. I can't be a useful wife to Mas Rendy, I'm far from perfect and lacking. Already Mah, just let Mas Rendy be happy with his second wife, let them live quietly without knowing my news here. I'm trying to be sincere about accepting all this, Mah."

"Rani, Mama knows how you feel right now, you must be so lost because you have to part with the man you have loved so much, but Mama please, Son, please, stop blaming yourself. You must rise from this pain, you must be able to become a better person."

Maharani was sobbing with her crying that sounded so painful.

"I was a fool, Mah, I loved Mas Rendy so much that I refused the request of Mama who wanted me to wear the hijab and close my aura, just out of fear that Mas Rendy would turn to another woman, but it turns out that his fear still happens, even though I ignore Mama's orders though. When this happened even worse and I never imagined before, Mas Rendy was married and would have children from other women. A child I've always dreamed of for 5 years in our marriage. I'm sorry, Mah. Please forgive me for not obeying Mama's orders, when what Mama ordered is my duty as a Muslim. I'm sorry, Mah, I'm really sorry, if I trouble Mama back because I live in this house."

Vania began to untie her arms, and her hands began cupping the princess's face. "Mama always forgives you and understands the reasons that make you refuse to wear the hijab, Rani and who said you would be a burden to Mama, son? Mama is happy when you come back to this house, it means Mama will not be lonely anymore. Now Mama asks you to, stop crying over the person who has betrayed you yes, you must be able to give up everything that happened in order to be able to rise from this slump, even though Mama knows this must be very hard for you. You leave everything to God because everything that happens and you think is bad, maybe it is the beginning of your path to true happiness. It is not God who wants to see you sad, it is just that this is the way that you do not continue to drift in bad love. God has his own way of keeping you from the wrong people and will only hurt you, so God deliberately breaks your heart. Take it all, kid! You are not alone, there is a Mama who will always accompany you through these difficult times."

The Empress immediately wiped away her tears of sadness, after hearing the advice from her mother that managed to make her feel stronger than before. Maharani nodded confidently, that he could go through all this and summarize everything that had happened in his life.

"Thank you for being there for me, from me to being this big. Mama always accepts my circumstances and demands nothing. Mama is the most perfect and kind Mother that God created for me, somehow it would be me if there was no Mama when going through these difficult times. Healthy always yes, Mah, give me a chance to be able to give happiness to Mama."

The Empress immediately scattered her body into the arms of Vania who was immediately warmly welcomed by the middle-aged woman by returning her daughter's embrace tightly. The Empress was so grateful to have such a wonderful mother as Vania. A woman who has taught her a lot about all the good things she has to do.

"Oh my God, thank you for giving Mama such a long life, that someone hugged me when I felt broken like this. Now for Mama's sake I will try to rise from this pain, I will continue to learn to be sincere. I don't want Mama to grieve for seeing me who continues to dissolve in sadness," the inner Empress in her heart with complete confidence.

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