I'm Not a Mandul Wife
Maharani Prayer

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Maharani is no longer able to stand longer with a body that is getting weaker and a pulsating head is getting stronger, especially if you remember all the beautiful shadows about him when with Rendy first. The woman immediately pulled the handle of her room door open wide, then she stepped quickly to go inside. However, just as his hand was about to close the door tightly, the voice of someone made the Empress immediately wipe away her tears quickly.

"Good night, Mba. I'm sorry I was told by Mom to deliver this food and drink to Mba Maharani."

Maharani smiled in response to the servant's words. "Oh yes, thank you for delivering this for me."

A tray containing food and drinks immediately changed hands from the waiter until it ended up in the hands of the Maharani.

"Bye-sama, Mba. If so I say yes. Good night, Mba." The servant passed away from the Maharani with a big question mark looking at the condition of his master's son with a face that looked wet with tears.

The maharani placed the tray on the table beside the bed, then stepped towards the door to close it tightly.

"Maybe my head hurts like this because I've been eating once all day. I'd better eat before I go to bed." The maharani began to reach for the plate that contained the dinner menu for him, then began to feed it into his mouth and chewed it slowly.

"This must be Mama's cuisine, it tastes very good and never changes from the past" said Maharani who is very familiar with the taste of the mother's cuisine that always makes her appetite.

However, this time the Maharani's appetite dropped dramatically and he was only able to eat two mouthfuls, then finish it by sipping a little water. The maharani put the plate on his lap back into its place.

Maharani could not deny his sadness at this time. Even the shadow when she found out the fact that her husband had married another woman could not just disappear from her memory, to make the woman helpless and immediately threw her body on the bed.

The unfortunate woman released all her pain that was now so explosive and inevitably the sound of crying began to break, until the sobs of Maharani could be heard filling the entire room.

"Why should I feel all this? Why should I, Mom? Why am I like a woman who is full of flaws and I never look perfect in your eyes, Mas? I am barren and you choose to turn with another woman. Don't you know, Mom, if right now I'm losing my way without you, Mom?" Maharani continues to grieve her shortcomings and even hates her for the imperfections that made her lose her husband Rendy.

Husband who for 5 years, has been a part of his life, even half his life.

However, the longer the Maharani's cries began to subside, the woman began to realize that she had been so washed away in grief.

"Aware Maharani, be aware! With you continuing to cry over this parting that has happened, your tears will not be able to make you and Mas Rendy come back to live together. Everything has been destroyed, until when you continue to grieve while the person you cry is happy with other women. Stop torturing yourself, Maharani!" The woman immediately wiped away the tears of her destruction after struggling for quite a while with her own inner upheaval.

"I must be strong, I believe there will be wisdom behind this incident. Now I better pray, I want to pour out all my feelings on God, He must be longing for my groaning. I will ask for guidance from Him, how I should live my life in the future." The Maharani began to rise from his position. He stepped into the bathroom to take ablution before performing the evening prayer.

Maharani could show her current smile to strengthen her fragile heart. He still does not believe he will be able to get through the hardest times of his life after parting with the man he had been with for five years. "Fanny Maharani, you must be strong. Remember, there's still Mama you should be happy with!" he said with complete confidence.

A few minutes later, the Empress was now standing on the prayer mat with a face covering her entire aura. He also began to perform the prayer solemnly. Upon arriving at his last rakaat and saying his greetings. Maharani began to raise his palms to offer prayers to the creator.

"O Allah, O my loving Lord, most merciful. You must know what I am feeling right now, I am sure this is all happening of Your will and this is also happening because it has become the message of my destiny. Please strengthen my weak heart, strengthen my servant to accept all this with sincerity and grace. O Allah, at this time there is nothing that the servant can do, the servant can only weep accepting the betrayal that the husband of the servant did. Servant surrender and leave everything that happens in my life to You. Hopefully, with this test that you are facing, you can become a better person, closer to You. Servant will make this failure of the household the most valuable lesson of my life." Tears began to drip back from both corners of his eyes and fall on both palms of his hands that were still in a looking up position.

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