CONFESSION STONED
38. Forward Backward

"Why are you?" tanya Heru was a little upset because Bara's face looked so miserable like a soldier who left his wife to the battlefield.

"Nothing, why? I'm ordinary." The new ember set foot in Schipol immediately turned on and checked his phone.

Messages from Bu Yanti and Mr. Wirya who asked him for news, messages from Bayu who asked for souvenirs, messages from various chat groups and from Joana who wanted to invite him to meet next week.

Of so many messages, but no message from the Sejah. Women are always out of the box. Tini mouth does need to be stopped occasionally, but the woman understood how to pursue Gatot even though in the end futile.

After a day last night, the colonists didn't even look for him. Bara bends face looking at mobile phone. Was it because he went straight home and said nothing else that the colonists thought their relationship was over? How the woman thought. There really is no heart.

"You want to call me on the phone, Ra, so late you think!" exclaim Heru stood carrying his bag in the taxi queue.

"What the hell Mas," Bara's sergeant.

"Withdrawal ngokong conference seminar not konsen, mending you a phone only. Don't bother you, I know what it's like." Heru laughed with steam coming out of his mouth.

"Tomorrow, I'll call tomorrow. Tomorrow's schedule is just a photo exhibition, right? Before the photo exhibition I called him," Bara asked.

"Yes, your photo exhibition should come along. Who added gini science and free funded office you should take. For the future as well" Heru walked in to open the passenger door next to the taxi driver.

On Monday afternoon Bara and Heru arrived at Schipol International Airport in Amsterdam and they headed straight for the hotel. In winter, Bara dragged in his jacket. And the shadow can peppered a colonized in the cold weather that makes Bara more tormented.

"What a wonder, the Netherlands is if you think the surface is lowest among other European countries. But they can't flood!" Heru laughed from the front seat.

"Their windmill technology even from 1850, in fact still effective Mas. The wind could completely resist the tidal waves of the sea. They never get submerged in the tide. Even the wheel is an icon. Country Windmill," murmured Bara.

"Yes, if they're flooded with more danger. There are no mountains or highlands. Flat land of all his countries. Grateful we live in Indonesia, our youth is colored by mountain climbing events with temen. Although sometimes more spirit if there is a girl." Heru was blown up next to the taxi driver.

"It feels like a 'hero' (hero) huh.." murmured Bara.

"The male instinct Ra... Wants to be protected and appreciated."

Right, that's how Bara feels now. They want to be protected and appreciated. Want to make the Sejah depend on it. Although he sometimes forgets, Dijah is now transformed into a wonder woman in his young age. The 23-year-old girl should be having fun with spoiled. Bara snorted in annoyance as he looked back at his phone.

The second day in Amsterdam, Bara had been preparing since morning. Although Mas Heru said he would leave after lunch but Bara had dressed up to go to the photography exhibition.

Bara repeatedly closed his phone. Wanted to call Dijah but still hesitant. Sending a message to the woman had been removed from the list since the beginning. He knew the colonized would definitely not retaliate.

After taking into account the possible time at the place where the Sejah is located that precedes Amsterdam 5 hours ahead. Bara decided to make a video call at exactly 12 p.m. Sejah must have returned to relax in his boarding houses.

Before re-clicking the video picture button, Bara again checked his appearance on the glass. He then placed his phone on the hotel room desk and looked at his face for a moment in front-camera mode.

After everything was felt okay, Bara sought the name of the Sejah she had saved with the name 'Mother Dul'.

A few seconds after Bara clicked his phone unanswered, though annoyed, Bara still looked at his phone.

And then, Tini's face filled the screen. Obviously Bara was in shock. Tini's round nose with her false eyelashes looked very close.

After listening to some misleading words from Tini, Dijah was finally seen walking into his room. Bara could only see the woman's chin as she clasped her phone.

Bara's view dimmed, he missed once on the Colonized. Although the woman rejected him with sharp words and his ego revolted, but Bara could not ignore the colonized longer. He can't afford.

"Well in the room?" ask Bara.

"Udah," replied Dijah. But he hasn't looked at his phone in real terms. Colored still embarrassed to see Bara who looks handsome-sampannya.

"Don't miss me what Jah? Wiggling also does not want. Try the hape in put first. On the head of the bed. Come on, I want to see you whole." Bara patiently waited for Dijah who seemed still confused to put his phone.

"Here?" tanya Sejah who looks down towards the screen.

"Yes... Ja. That way. Where are you going?" tanya Bara looked at Dijah who was sitting on the bed while holding his pillow.

"Ordinary, nothing goes anywhere." Seized yet to look at Bara, he only occasionally glanced at the man.

Seized could feel that Bara was staring at him sharply from across there.

"Well.see me. Jah," call Bara.

"Hmmm" Colored looked up at Bara. For a moment they looked at the phone screen.

"I can still go to your place?" ask Bara.

"Huh?" said Dijah pretending not to hear Bara's words.

"Can't I go to your place?" ask Bara once more. She was sure that Dijah liked her too, but why was it so hard to make that woman behave sweetly towards him.

Being colonized doesn't need to be naked on a video call to make it jump like Tini suggested. Sejah only occasionally looked at him and did not answer his question was able to make Bara jump.

"Look at me here." ask Bara again. "Darling I'm not Jah?" ask Bara. Sejah just stared at his phone screen and smiled thinly.

Impossible seems to force Dijah to express feelings through a video call.

"Can bales order me, right? Like the one I taught you yesterday?" ask Bara.

"Can.." sahut Colored.

"I send a message now you read and bales yes." pinta Bara.

"Yes..." Sejah nodded.

"Yes, I closed the phone. You see the message application. Don't leave or pack Tini... Tini can not open your phone anyway. Understand right?" ask Bara.

"Yes, understand..."

"Yes, I'm closed now. You see here first, I miss." Bara touched his cell phone screen the place where the face of the Colonized was. If the woman knew that Bara's mood had been bad since he left the boarding room last night.

Bara grabbed his phone from the table and threw himself on the bed. With a prone position, the neat Bara took a pillow and hugged it.

After typing and deleting a few times, Bara finally sent a message.

'Wed...'

'I'm a real miss. The vow... I keep waiting for you, you miss me too?'

For a while waiting in an unclear heartbeat, Bara's phone finally shook. He replied to his message.

'I'm also kangen...'

Bara biting the pillow so happy. Still with a big smile, Bara returned to reply to the message of Sejah.

'Darling I'm not Jah?'

This time Bara waited for a reply to be colonized with a more pounding heart. Not long after, the phone shook.

'I'm also a darling...'

Bara rolled on the bed and buried his face in the pillow. One more important thing he had to ask Dijah, but it seemed like the woman's mood was good.

'Kangen kisses me too?'

After typing it into the reply, Bara put her phone under the pillow. It was as if he was worried that the reply of the Colonized would disappoint him.

Before long, the phone under the pillow shook again and blazing as fast as lightning opened the message.

'I miss everything.'

Reading the reply Sejah, Bara immediately typed, 'wait for me to go home huh..'

Then he dumps his phone and rolls over on the bed. The fallow burrowed his head in the pillow and stomped his feet repeatedly against the bed.

Her heart is amazingly happy.

Across there, Sejah smiled and put his phone on his chest while reading Bara's reply last time.

Being colonized really misses being kissed by the man while on his lap.

The To Be Continued.....