
...Hanafi had been sitting on the edge of the bed, as well as Insha being beside him....
this feeling of my heart is about to explode.Insha
crazy here it feels so cold I want to go home
inside the narrow room space was silent for a while, they were at war with their respective minds.
"Insha are you going to sleep?" Hanafi broke the silence
"emm not yet mas, yes in a moment" jumped in shock and answered as soon as possible.
"there's no blanket here, it's so cold, what every day is like this.."
"yes here it is cold mas.blanket there kok it over there" while pointing to the corner of the bed right behind Hanafi sitting.
Hanafi turned his head in the direction his wife showed, there was a thin blanket neatly folded in the corner of the bed as well as two pillows and one bolster.
hah.why can I sleep with such a blanket, who can bear with this cold air.What is my wife every day like this, if she does not get cold.
"That's the blanket?"
"yes mas, han just wear it I'm used to it mas.Or want me to lend a blanket of Salma's feet"
"no, that's not enough"
Suddenly Hanafi grabbed his wife's hand then he gave a soft kiss there.Insha was jumped in shock when Hanafi pulled his hand.She looked at the hand still held by her husband who gave a warm kiss on the back of his hand.
Their eyes also collided, still holding the hand of Insha tightly Hanafi grabbed his wife's chin in his grasp slowly.Insha who had never been touched by a man was shocked and immediately lowered still with Hanafi's hand holding his chin.
"why"
"not han"
"you're scared"
what is this feeling, my whole body feels stiff my hand why is it shaking like this.Insha
"why are you quiet baby, I'm talking to you"
"sorry han, I'm just not used to it yet"
Hanafi gave a small chuckle to find his bowed wife with trembling hands.
why she's adorable like this, see why her hands are shaking.
Hanafi shifted from his seat and got closer to Insha.Kini his breath felt warm on the face Insha.Slow Insha looked at the face of her husband who was only a few cents away from her face.
How handsome you are mas han, what fate brought me to be your wife, but why my chest is pounding is not because..
muahas..
one gentle kiss landed on Insha's forehead which made her jump in shock as well as speechless.as if she was hypnotized by what happened a few seconds ago.
"sleep.it's night, prepare your strength for tomorrow"
For tomorrow, what will the mas han do tomorrow.whatever it is you must be ready Insha, he is your husband no matter how you must serve him well,you promised to be faithful with him and do your duty as his wife, but am I capable of living my life as a wife,she's a high social status whereas I'm just a poor country girl who knows nothing.
"honey.do you hear me, what are you thinking"
Did not get an answer because the question is still wrestling with his own mind.Hanafi was silent for a moment staring fixedly at his wife, as if aware of something wrong he pulled his hand.
"I'm sorry I held you and kissed you without your permission."
"No mas.mas han is not wrong.why do you apologize"
"I'm sorry.I see you're sad because of my attitude.I won't review it again,"
"What I'm saying, aren't we husband and wife now, it should be done to me"
"I won't do it again without your permission, I'm sorry that on the first day you became my wife I made you sad.."
"Do whatever you like me, it's the right color as my husband.Sorry I'm just not used to it,.."
"I'm sorry.ayo we're sleeping this late at night"
"Mas do whatever you want to me, it is my duty to serve you.." Insha grabbed the hand of Hanafi who already wanted to lie on the bed.
Hanafi smiled and found his wife's soft hands suddenly holding her tightly, gently patting her on the back and slowly letting go.
He lay down and put both his hands up as a pedestal of his head while staring at the ceiling of the room.
Insha also felt guilty with all the awkward attitude earlier, however she had made her husband disappointed and decided to sleep on his first night even though he knew Hanafi still did not want to be closed.
Insha following lying next to Hanafi of course he leaves a few centi a little distance with Hanafi.This is his first time falling asleep with a man.He is happy because he has a handsome husband and is very dear to him.But he is also afraid could not keep pace with her husband's life, she had no provisions before.The days she spent taking care of her father, and teaching at the boarding house.There is not the slightest bit she knows how the outside world, and,business or anything about the office.
She is now the wife of a wealthy man,seeing the many Hanafi employees who came to his wedding his guts seemed to shrink.How he could accompany Hanafi later in his luxurious life.as opposed to his life now which is all in short supply.
On seeing her again the face of her husband, how lucky she is, Hanafi sholehah man, handsome and has a lot of property.
In the middle of his mind that was still drifting everywhere.Suddenly Hanafi turned and their views clashed.
"Are you not sleeping in, it's late?"
"I'm sorry I let you down"
"I'm the one who's sorry for not touching without your permission"
"I'm your wife, touch me whenever you want"
Hanafi chuckled little to hear his wife's reply with a dejected face.
"Really.."
"Yes, um.."
"What if I want you now"
you must be ready, this is your duty in.you are a wife now.Insha
how adorable her bewildered face was, I've been wanting to tease**nya.Hanafi
Insha answered slowly
"Do it with me Ihklas"
Can't stem Hanafi laughter from covering his mouth so as to muffle his laughter.
"Haha..."
"why are you laughing,"
"It's okay" trying to stop her laughter
"I'm serious mas"
"Sleep it's late.."
"But I.."
Hanafi smiled warmly at his wife" We'll do it when you're ready, I don't want any coercion, I'll wait for her sometime"
Hearing his answer made Insha immediately blush shy "I'm ready mas, especially the ones waiting, I'm already your wife"
"Then..."
"Do it.."
"Do I have to do it in a room that doesn't have this door, what if anyone sees it"
Instantly Insha fell silent,turning towards the outside of the room he realized his room was only covered by a thin mosquito net.He turned his head towards Hanafi who had giggled by covering his mouth.Insha was thus blushed and laughed lightly while looking at her husband.
Even that night they fell asleep and faced each other no touch.They sleep hugging each body only a thin blanket that connects the two.
Seriate