2 Flower Stalks
Hanafi Confession

"Huufh..luckily only last night.if I can't go crazy I'm far from Insha..."

Hanafi muttered softly as he drove his car to the office.

Yes Insha that afternoon was also nauseous due to the smell of Hanafi's body, as a result of which Hanafi overnight was not allowed to sleep in his room. Because Insha trus only nausea and even vomiting when Hanafi is next to him.

But this morning when Hanafi went to Insha's room with breakfast for her, Insha was acting as if nothing had happened last night. Insha instead acts spoiled towards Hanafi and wants to always stick to him.

But from that day on Insha could not tolerate the smell of the closet that makes her always nauseous. He did not come close to the dressing room. Even Insha deliberately asked the room for a lock and hoped never to smell the strange again.

Evening Hanafi and Insha were on the bed, they hugged each other under a warm blanket.

They were silent for quite a while after getting tired of joking and laughing because they discussed things that made them laugh out loud.

Amidst the silence, Hanafi who had closed his eyes was slightly startled by Insha's question.

"Have you ever done this to Salma..."

When Hanafi opened his eyes, confused by Insha's question, he asked Insha again.

"Do what dear..."

"Hugging it over the bed like this..."

"We need to talk about it. I don't want to talk about it. I don't want you to do the same thing as before..."

Insha was more confused by Hanafi's question he asked him back.

"Do what you mean..."

"I don't want you to leave me like you used to.I'm afraid.I assume we're happy now.I have the life we dreamed of as before.and I don't think we need to talk about it anymore..."

"You're afraid.or don't you..."

"Don't think weird about me, baby.I've never done anything to her.really..."

"Then answer my question.."

"Hmm.yeah I've been..."

Hanafi let out a long breath.

Insha was quite surprised by Hanafi's statement, Insha looked at him closely.

"Early??"

"Yes.I've hugged her like this..."

"So you..."

"I've said it. I don't want to talk about it. I don't want you to get carried away with emotions anymore when talking about it..."

Hanafi was in a big dilemma he did not want to hurt Insha again by answering her question, but he also did not want to lie to her.

"You must always think badly of me, baby when we talk about it. And I don't want that..."

Insha released her hand which hugged Hanafi's body and said again.

"Well, I won't think badly of you, but I beg you to answer every question.I want to know what's going on between you behind my back.."

"Nothing happened, dear.I've never done anything.as I said before..."

As if I had not heard the word Hanafi, Insha asked again.

Insha is quite curious because in the Salma diary that Insha believes she wrote that Hanafi never slept with her, she said, for that Insha is quite surprised and curious about the narration of Hanafi who claimed to have embraced him.

"Only once..."

"Are you telling the truth.."

"I'm not gonna lie, baby.."

"When...?"

"In Salma breathed her last breath.I was there.and I hugged her before she died.."

Insha let out a long sigh, something slashed in her heart.

"Why are you hugging him..."

"He kept complaining of pain in his head.The chest was hot.and he asked me to hug him.I'm sorry I love.I have broken my promise.I touched him...I hugged her that night.then why do I feel sorry for her very weak condition with such an enlarged stomach.."

"Did he say something before him..."

"Yes.he said he wanted to apologize to you..for everything that happened.he wants your relationship and he came back as before..."

"Is that all he said..."

Hanafi was silent for a long time, until Insha said to him again.

"Is that all he said..."

"No..."

"Then what..."

"I really don't want to talk about it Honey.It's better we sleep..it's late not good for your truth..."

"I beg you, I won't be angry..."

"Do you promise you won't get angry..."

"Yes I promise..."

"But I beg you not to cut off my conversation before I finish explaining everything to you..."

"Hmm.all right I promise you that too..."

"He asked me what was wrong if he loved me. I was quite confused by his question.and sorry dear I replied maybe I will also love him as time goes on...but really I have no intention at all for it. I do not have any taste in him...that Salma's mood should always be in a happy state, he should not be any burden of mind.The color will help cure the tumor in his brain..."

"Everything I did during that time was also due to the reason for Salma's tumor...Arya always said to keep her feelings, heart and mind.The color of just a little bad mood and thoughts can have a big impact on her health...."

"Proven indeed.since the arrival of Kriss to the main house at that time with you.maybe his heart and mind were slightly shaken..until he had to go to the hospital often to check his condition.tumor conditions and khanza are still in the womb.."

"Sorry also for that time I brought her to the main house.karna I do not want her pregnancy to be a slander among the residents...so I chose to take her to the main house, and I didn't think it was a mess for my life.."

"Honestly actually I do not want the baby at all..never once I tried to put a drug to Salma food...my mind at that time was chaotic.I do not want to lose you.especially when you continue to avoid and stay away from me.I feel I have to be 2 people in me...on the one hand I must always smile to keep Salma feeling.but behind that smile was an unstoppable cry as I came back to think about you....on the other hand I want to try to get rid of her from our domestic life and want to go back to living a happy life just with you..."

"I stopped putting the medicine in. I thought it was all my fault.my fault didn't say everything from the beginning...and that baby is a baby created for my selfishness..."

"The attention you see for Salma is all just my sense of responsibility towards the baby in her birth.as well as her illness which always requires me to keep her mood...it's hard for me to do that, especially when I see you get hurt..."

"I acted like a bad person to you for Salma.I'm sorry, baby.I even yelled at you at that time because of it...and once again I'm helpless because there's my baby in the womb..."

Seriate....