
Walking out of the Villa was apparently right, outside the door was Rayyan standing on her back. Honestly, Adista felt his heart pounding as Rayyan stood there. After all, that young man was his girlfriend first. Although it has been broken up, but Rayyan has not agreed and has not been able to accept decided by Adista.
"Hem, Ray," said Adista with a slight throb.
The young man wearing the checkered shirt slowly turned around, now the two were facing each other with a distance of several meters between them.
"Mirgin ...."
Rayyan watched Adista that morning, with her hair still half wet. Rayyan guessed to herself inwardly, could it be that last night happened the first night for her brother and Adista. The heart is still not sincere, especially that Adista is his first love. The first love is always in the heart.
"Hm, Ta .. Can I talk to you there for a minute?"
Rayyan pointed to the wooden bench that was in the garden. The bench faces directly to the tea plantation. Morning with cool air and feels so beautiful. Both hearts are cold. Equally covered with dilemma.
After sitting together and also taking some distance between the two. Then Rayyan began to talk to the former lover who is now turned into his brother-in-law.
"Isn't our destiny both very cruel, Ta? We meet first, we love each other. But the universe made you marry my brother" Rayyan said.
If you want to parse and blame it does not feel fair. The two who met each other, shared stories virtually, and ended up having the same feelings. However, the beautiful feeling of urung unites because Adista is now his sister's wife.
"Honestly, I was confused a month ago that you said you broke up because you were going to marry another man. I feel like we can't both survive this long distance relationship, even if we feel the same way? It turns out that something happened far between you and Raka. To think of it any number of times, it feels stifling," Rayyan said.
"At first I didn't know that you were Mr. Raka's sister, Ray. Everything happened so fast, Ray," Adista replied.
"Surely because Mr Raka is cooler, more financially stable than me well, Ta? So it's easy for you to decide on me unilaterally" asked Rayyan.
Adista shed her tears. If it is urgent, because Adista thinks his sister Desta must be helped and saved immediately. His kidney function is declining. The only way to save Desta is with a kidney transplant.
At this point, Adista tries to realize he is also wrong. The beginning of the disaster to Lombok first because he wanted to. Even though he ended up in bed with his boss.
"Yesterday Raka spoke firmly with me, she can't let go of you, Ta. Are you in love with each other?" ask Rayyan now.
Adista did not answer. Honestly, there was no feeling of love in his heart. She often felt angry with her husband.
Rayyan glanced at Adista for a moment, she was then about to touch Adista's hand. Adista refused it. He knew that no one else could touch him.
"Let me hold your hand for a moment" Rayyan said.
Rayyan grabbed Adista's one hand and held it. Without both of them noticing, from the top of the room window there was Raka who was secretly paying attention to the two. His chest ached when he saw his own brother holding his wife's hand.
"Can't you refuse him, Dista? Isn't it now, I'm the only decent guy and have the right to touch you isn't it just me? How long will it take you to clear up your feelings for my own sister, Dista?"
The inner voice of a Raka Syahputra who must see the scene between his wife and his own sister. Sick, it must be sick. But this is a risk of everything.
"Ta, yesterday Raka said she would never let you go. Are you the same as Kak Raka? You can't let go of my brother for me? I can accept you for who you are" Rayyan said.
Let Rayyan now act mad by saying so. For him, his love for Adista did drive him crazy. In fact, Rayyan said he could accept Adista for who he was. He will try to put aside the fact that Adista is no longer holy. She would put aside the fact that what she was facing was her own brother.
Adista shook his head. "Can't, Ray .. I can't."
"Why, Ta? We still love each other?" ask Rayyan.
"The fact is I'm your brother-in-law now, Ray. I'm not your eyes, I'm your brother's wife Adista. Although everything is strange, not good, Ray," Adista replied.
Rayyan's hand grips unraveled. Her chest is tight. Yeah, like a heavy burden is on his chest right now. He was faced with the fact that the woman he was now with was his sister-in-law. Adista is the wife of Raka. That's a fact.
"You'll survive without love?" ask Rayyan again.
Rayyan is young, but she knows building a married life that is not based on love will only make distress, feel pain, no hue in the household life is built. In contrast to a household life built on love, it will certainly be happier.
"Maybe, I can respect him" Adista replied.
Yes, there is no love in Adista's heart. However, Adista will try to respect Raka as his superior, as a husband, as a person who is in charge of helping Desta, his sister. Desta's healing will not be present, if Raka does not help him. Far from the word love, just returning the favor and respecting Dista can do it.
"You want to throw yourself into the abyss?" ask Rayyan.
"Please, Ray .. everything is difficult and complicated. Don't keep pushing me" Adista replied.
"I'm not pressing, Ta. I'm telling you the truth, there's no love in your marriage. More than that, I can see no love in your eyes. You lied to yourself, Ta," Rayyan said.
As much as possible Adista held back to not teesedu-sedan. He chose to hold back his feelings by occasionally biting his own lips.
"If you want to run away from the edge of this abyss, remember there is me, Ta. I am the only one who will accept you sincerely. I can put everything aside. I can open both hands, welcome you as you run towards me" Rayyan said.
Rayyan felt so much that the young man went crazy and was ready to accept Adista. Love makes a person lose their sense and logic. That's what Rayyan feels now. However, all of that will feel free if indeed Adista just silence.
"I think all the tangled threads have been unraveled, Ta. You can say that you are not my eyes. But forever you will always be my eyes. Forever, Ta .. is not temporary" Rayyan said.
"Your eyes are already your brother's wife, Ray. I'm ... already your sister-in-law. So, please just let me go."
Rayyan. The young man now rests in front of Adista by trying to look at Adista's face that continues to bow.
"I'll wait, Ta. Well, I'm waiting. This first love was originally sorrow, so let it be ...."