SHBY's Husband For ANDINI
No Breath

...'Cobaan hidupmu bukanlah untuk menguji kekuatan dirimu, tapi menakar seberapa besar kesungguhan mu dalam memohon pertolongan Allah.' - Ibnul Qayyim....

"How's my wife doing Doc?" Rasya asks and is followed by Sinta and Rina.

Rafki only kept silent considering how much disaster had been for the calamity faced by his brother-in-law.

"Please send me home, sir!" Said Doctor Wilona.

Arriving in Wilona's room, Rasya who immediately sat without being ordered because of his curiosity hopes his wife is fine.

"This Sir. Anyway, I have to tell you how Mr. Andini is doing, sir." Obviously Wilona.

"I'll understand it Doc. Speak whatever the circumstances." Rasya said limply as he had a bad feeling about Doctor Wilona's gaze and manner of speaking.

"Bu Andini should we have surgery soon sir. Due to the condition that is not possible to conceive. With a heavy heart think should remove the baby in the stomach Bu Andini in a state of unsafe." Said Doctor Wilona.

'The world is collapsing. Heard if I had to agree to take my own son's life. Even when I was not born into this world. Why is this as bitter as I have to swallow. What about Andini who had been expecting the arrival of her baby. All this time he covered his pain to defend his future son. Until finally the bitter news is even more bitter than this bile must be received.' Rasya said in his heart as he shed his tears. This is really the point of not being able to a father.

What he should do.

"Sir please talk to the family first. It is heavy sir. It is a condition that we ourselves cannot choose. If we keep it, then both equally will not survive. The chances of survival are only a few percent." Wilona.

Rasya who did not say goodbye to Wilona immediately left the room. With an unsettled face. And in a step he cannot control. He wanted to replace the life of his son. If allowed, he will replace the lives of his children and wife with his own life.

Wilona who had understood Rasya's condition only let out tears. It was as if he felt how broken his feelings were now.

...'Alhamdulillah a la kulli.'...

..."Praise be to God for every circumstance." Ibn Majah....

...That believer. Grateful to have happiness. Be patient when you get tested....

......"It is amazing what a believer is. All things (falling him) are good to him and do not happen except to a believer. If he gets happiness he is grateful then this is good for him. And if he's in trouble he's patient then it's good for him too." HR. Muslim.......

"Mama, Mama." Call Rasya.

"Andini should be in surgery soon. The condition is very unlikely to maintain its content." Clearly Rasha was lethargic.

Sinta and Lina cried bitterly.

Thinking about the fate of his daughter and daughter-in-law.

"Keep what are you going to do, son?" Ask Rina later.

"I want to pray istikharah first Ma'am. Let me not take the wrong step. Because it feels like my life drifting should allow someone to kill my future son even when he's not born yet." Evidently.

Make them cry again in this grief.

Rasya who left Andini's room to the prayer room provided by the Hospital.

Taking ablution and praying istikharah.

...Istikharah prayer has many benefits, one of which is as a form of Trust to Allah....

...Doing Istikharah prayer has the benefit of fostering a sense of trust in Allah. Whatever God's decision will be. It must be accepted by the believer. The prayer of Istikharah can make a believer give up all the things or problems he faces only to Allah. To Allah is his refuge and hope. If it continues to be fostered can add faith or belief of believers in the power of Allah SWT....

After getting there. Wilona came out of Andini's room and said again.

"Sir Rasya. Your wife really should be in surgery right now. Please sign the file, sir. Because the baby candidate in the womb Bu Andini is not breathing anymore, sir. If it continues to be left then his mother cannot be saved either." Wilona.

Making Rasya still in a tense state and still shaking his entire limbs. This is really how heavy he feels.

He picked up the pen that the nurse gave him and then opened it up sheet by sheet the Operation permit file.

And finally Rasya signed the file. Hope this is a good path.

"Yes Allah. Is this the best for us? Always give strength to the family of Ya Robb's servants. Keep us away from feelings that we should not feel. Strengthen our faith and faith. Be patient and make us sincere in accepting Your decree O Allah." Lirih Rasya in his heart.

All of it is given to God. Whatever is God's decree is the best for him and others.

"Assalamualaikum Father. Why didn't Mom's number answer?" Arumi said at the end of the phone.

"Vaalaikumussalam. Mom's at Nak's Hospital." Answer Rasya.

"What else is it, sir? Is Mom okay?" Ask Arumi later.

"Come on, son!" Say Rasya again.

Arumi who heard everything this earth feels spinning. Somehow her foster mother's current state. He ran again then stopped the taxi again with still carrying his groceries for Andini. A kind of fruits and other favorite foods Andini.

Setiba is at the Hospital and sees Rasya then brings Arumi to the front of the Operating Room.

"What is this, sir?" Ask Arumi.

Rasya did not answer. Sinta and Rina also did not dare to answer. Likewise, Rafki was flabbergasted by the situation in the corner of the seat provided.

"Sir. Don't tell me Mom's in there." Said Arumi again.

"How is my brother's candidate sir? It's okay, right?" Arumi kept asking questions but no one answered her.

Then Sinta approached and hugged Arumi. She let out her broken cry unbearably.

His heart was completely broken in a broken condition.

Arumi returned her grandmother's embrace.

"Is there a Grandma? Where's Mommy?" Ask again.

"Mother is in surgery because the baby can no longer be saved. If left alone, your mother will follow her son." Obviously Sinta.

"Astagfirullah. Mommy." Pekik Arumi's.

And Arumi did not realize that she had dropped her luggage. Fruits in the form of oranges and others are now scattered on the floor. Arumi was shocked and then unconscious.

Rafki who immediately called the Nurse and brought a wheel bed and then memapah Arumi sleep lying on it.

Rina cried as it happened. Unable to the conditions he is experiencing now.

Rafki was no less shocked to see the suffering of his Brother and Sister-in-law, but another case with the problems he was facing himself and had not dared to tell the family. About his words to Lina.