Sharing Love: The Forbidden Desire of My Husband
Narumi's Trauma

...The old wounds I had sustained alone were again present. The shadow where the pain that made me hate my first wife, spins like a broken cassette. Painful and not easily forgotten....

...~Narumi Alkhansa's...

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Narumi dropped his body on the floor. He hit his head as the memories kept spinning. His heart was growing with great fear. He really kept on ringing Jimmy's words. The woman seemed to be consumed by the man's words to make it like this.

"Mother" she shrieked as her mother's shadow wept before her own eyes. "Rumi kangen, Mommy." 

Narumi crying. The woman even hit her chest as her mother's face was clearly visible in her eyes. His body trembled as the shadows of events in the past came back to his mind. 

He stood up and looked for the keys to his car. Narumi wanted to visit a place. A place where he could live happily. Without hurt, without the trauma and grudges it is today. 

Having obtained. Narumi finally started to leave his house. He walked quickly without caring about anything. He just wanted to get to that place soon. Shedding all the longings and sadness that mixed in his heart in order to be treated well. 

At high speed, Narumi drove his car so crazy. He doesn't care if today's accident. All the traumas seemed to re-emerge until the main drug was only one. To a place where he had happiness and sadness become one.

After traveling for almost three hours. Finally Narumi turned the steering wheel in a house that was so simple. The building looks unkempt. Lots of dust and dry leaves scattered in the yard and terrace of his house.

Narumi got out of the car immediately. His eyes stared at the house in front of him until unconsciously his tears flowed. Heavily, the woman began to move her legs closer, turning the door lock and opening it slowly. 

One word that can describe the condition of this house, 'dusty'. Narumi wagged his hand as the dust began to blow away his nose. His eyes rolled all over the room. Until every shadow where he used to be able to joke laughter so wide back in sight. 

It was like a broken tape. Turn around to make Narumi's head hurt. The woman gasped with great trauma. Only Narumi knows his own situation. Only that woman is able to know the current condition of her body. 

"sickness, Mom. All this is painful" she said with a broken cry. 

His eyes were closed with his body sitting on the floor. He let his tears fall with the memories spinning on his mother's figure.

"Where is Dad going?" asked the figure of the daughter holding the hand of her father who was dragging a large suitcase. 

"Dad's at work, son," said the man who had a facial resemblance to the girl. 

"But why are you carrying such a big suitcase?" 

"Because I'm going on a long road trip, Princess Rumi." 

The eyes of children who are still in Junior High school are glazed. He shook his head in an omen he did not want to leave behind his father. 

"Narumi wants to come. Narumi wanted to come, Dad," she said in tears. 

"Take Daddy off, honey. I have to work." 

One week after my father's departure. There was a sound of a door slamming in his house. Simultaneously with a screaming voice that called out the name of the mother of Narumi. Of course it makes two women of different ages who are enjoying a quick breakfast look at each other. 

"Who, Ma?" Narumi asked by following his mother.

"No idea, son. Let's see."

Just now that door was open. Appearing a female figure ferociously attacked her mother. The woman slapped the figure of Narumi's mother and grabbed her hair so strongly.

"Basic cheesy actor! Where's my husband now?" Ask the woman angrily. 

"Take off my mother, Auntie. Release!" Narumi exclaimed by pulling the hand of the woman who was still firmly grabbing her mother's hair.

The woman pushes Narumi's body and makes the boy fall. 

"Don't interfere, Son of Haram!" Hardness is hard.

"I mean Mom, what?"

The woman took off Narumi's mother's hair violently. Then she throws a photo on Narumi's mother's face to make the woman cry. He felt his pride being trampled. Until a photo that fell on his hand made his eyes widen.

There, there was the face of the man she knew so well. The man who married himself a dozen years betih turned out to be a married man.

"Yes…" 

"Yes. He's my husband, the actor!" The woman snatched the photo. 

"No way. He's my husband!'" My mother Narumi defended herself.

"Heh. Basic cheesy!" Strangled the woman in the expensive clothes. "Pelakor yelled. He's my husband's lawful state and law." 

Narumi's mother's heart was pounding. He was really so shocked to hear the reality that he had just heard.

"Have this! Leave my husband or your son at stake." 

After that incident, Narumi's mother who was originally a cheerful figure became quiet. There was no more laughter and warmth in the house. No more babbling Narumi and his mother ended up laughing happily. Only tears and the sound of objects breaking as Ibu Narumi's illness began to recur.

Until one day, Narumi, who had just finished buying food near his house, immediately went home. He put the rice on the plate and arranged it in such a way.

The footsteps began to approach a door that was still tightly closed. He immediately opened it until a shocking sight made the plate in Narumi's hand fall to the floor.

Prangs.

"Mother!" Narumi shouted hysterically.

Her mother hanged herself in her room. The woman's figure was already motionless and made Narumi run outside the house.

"Please..please!" 

The screams made everyone come. They help bring down the lifeless body of Narumi's mother. The boy was crying. He hugs his mother's body tightly and deep resentment towards the father and the woman who turns out to be his father's first wife. 

"I hate it, Dad! I hate first wives! I'll ruin every first wife who's happy!" 

The woman began to tear away her tears. He began to catch his breath as his memories began to disperse. His eyes were once again staring around. He began to clench both of his hands.

In this place, in this house all he has ever passed. Happiness, a warm family, laughter, parents who love each other until the death of his mother further watered the pain in his heart. 

"I'm not this weak. I've walked so far. I don't want to give up just like that. I will make Bara choose me and leave Almeera forever" Narumi said with great determination. 

He's starting to get up. Then leave that house. His mind calmed down immediately. He began to sigh and think what way he would do after this.

"I must make Bara always there for me and have no reproach for being close to Almeera or Jimmy." 

~Connected

If you see a joker movie, the nature of a person is because there is a cause and effect. So we open the veil Narumi first. Let everything break even, even if I don't allow Sarimi's behavior.

Wrong is still wrong. Nothing wrong is allowed!

Oh yes for the readers who are still loyal to this novel, thank you very much. I really say thank you very much to all of you.

God willing if there is no obstacle, early next month I want to give away the pulse first well. Stay toon is the same with this novel.

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