Rasuk
Mutual Forgiveness

"Why did you come here?" ketus Alea while folding both hands on the stomach. His position facing the window turned Nola.

Nola shook her eyes at Big Brother's slightly trembling back, perhaps the girl was also holding back the overflowing emotions within her. Luckily, Alea did not throw her body when she arrived inside the present room.

After confirming her heart earlier due to the persuasion of Firda and her other two friends, Alea brought Nola to a classroom. They talked together where no one was, but Al followed them and waited on a park bench not far from class.

"Aren't you guys throwing me out here? Do you want to fuss over me for looking pathetic like this?" aela remained unmoved in the empty classroom window. Staring at the palanquin trees swaying from the sweep of the wind.

Nola shook her head weakly, biting her lips firmly, unable to hear the sharp words of the Big Brother. His eyes had been soaked by the water that he suddenly descended without being able to endure. His shoulders shook, sobs also came out from between the lips.

"No, Brother. I came here to apologize to you, brother. I'd like to apologize to Brother, I'm sorry, brother." Nola was crying more and more.

His heart was very sliced especially when he heard the discordant laughter of the Brother. Alea herself was holding tightness in the chest. He did not deny there was a small part of his heart that was happy to hear Nola apologizing to him.

However, he does not want to be quickly consumed by something that is still a mirage, which will only end in an unparalleled pain.

"I'm sorry? Are you sure you want to admit that? I find it strange to hear you apologize," Alea's circus still turned its back on her sister.

There was no sign that he would turn around and look at Nola with an affectionate gaze like he often did to her even though the Sister often made mistakes, or hurt her feelings.

Nola's cries spread more and more, Alea's tight and cold attitude increasingly made her heartburn. Pain increasingly squeezes the chest cavity until both feet are unable to support the body's load.

Nola fell to the floor, her cries growing louder. It echoed in that narrow room. The left hand holds the chest that feels tightness, pain and stabbing pain.

Maybe this is how Big Brother felt when he was not considered? Maybe this is how much pain my brother felt when he was ostracized. It hurts! Lordy!

Whimpering his heart, grimacing sliced in an invisible light. It hurts more than the betrayal of a lover. Want it he crumpled a lump of meat in the chest so that the pain does not continue to lengthen.

"Sorry Nola, Brother. Sorry ... Nola knows, Nola was wrong with Brother. Nola's sorry, Brother. Sorry Nola, Brother. Sorry Nola. Nola bener - bener nyesel. Sister ...."

Nola raved that the mistakes she often made even brought unfair parental attitudes towards them.

Alea let out a tear, the pain rained down on her chest. The pain of not being considered, of being treated unjustly. Wanna complain? But to whom? Free, no one heard, no defense. All he had to do was give up and give up even if he was never appreciated.

Hurriedly swept by the water, he had to be strong as usual. There is no need to show tears that make it look weak in the eyes of people who often underestimate it. He must be as loud as the coral even though the waves continue to hit him.

Don't cry, Lea. Nay! If you cry, they will oppress you even more. Keep smiling, Lea. Smile, so that your heart is filled with happiness.

So his mind murmured encouragingly. The clapping of hands on his body tightened even more, squeezing the pain that the lump of flesh felt in his chest.

"Sister, please excuse Nola. Nola won't leave until I apologize to Nola. Nola still wants to be here, even if Brother refuses. Sorry Nola, Brother," please Nola again with a twist.

The more water flowed from Alea's eyes, something rebelled. Rejecting the reality of his heart that was happy to hear the request of his sister. She really blossomed, even if it was just a trick especially if it was indeed done by Nola sincerely.

Nola looked up, with her wet eyes nailing her gaze at the silent brother without a wart. Just look at what he doesn't do. How much pain did his heart feel?

However, Nola did not give up, however she had to get an apology from her brother. Nola inched closer, hugging Alea's feet while sobbing.

Alea almost squealed, his body a little unequal and almost fell if the hand did not immediately look for a grip. He looked down at the two hands of Nola encircling his calf.

"Nola beg, Brother. Sorry Nola. Sorry, sister," the whining is getting hysterical.

"Deliver!" Alea moved her legs to let Nola's grip off, but still the two hands were gripping even tighter.

"No! Nola does not want to be released before Brother sorryin Nola," refused Nola firmly.

Alea growled, both of her hands clenched beside the body, she also closed her eyes holding the strange gelenyar that was crumbling in taste. There was a happy, mixed surprise. It is unexpected, Nola will be willing to rest at his feet to get sorry.

Alea continued to move her legs, there was discomfort in her chest. Stranger, strange, but makes him happy even a little.

"NO!" screeched firmly, "Nola will not let go of Brother's leg. Nola won't wake up before I'm sorry sister Nola. Nola's really sorry, sister."

Nola's cries grew hysterical, along with Alea's tears that spilled more and more. The shoulder-haired girl took a deep breath, exhaled slowly in order to unravel the tightness that filled her chest cavity.

He could not help himself, wanting to cling to the frail body under his feet. Alea bowed, gently taking off Nola's hands.

"Udah, wakeup. Don't be gini, shy," he said, helping Nola stand up, but the little girl shook her head as she looked at her face.

"It's okay, get up first. Brother sorry you," said Alea again with all the fortitude he had.

"Right, Brother sorry Nola?" He asked expectantly. The rest of the sobs still sounded soft, Nola was still as excited.

"Yes. Go, wakeup!" he said while refraining from crying.

Nola moved onto Alea, standing face to face with one another looking at each other. Alea's tears just poured out to see the earnestness that emanated in the two beads of the Sister.

Alea pulled Nola's body into an embrace, dropping her tears without being held back. A sense of warmth immediately flowed into the chest cavity. Something screamed, thrashing to reject the new flavor that was present.

Especially when Nola's hand returned the hug, it felt warm. It was very different from the feeling of hugs given Siska. Alea's touch really felt gentle and warmed her soul.

Something studded with flowers filled the empty space in their hearts. Unknowingly braced Alea and severed one of the ties that ensnared her body.

"No! This can't happen!"