
Now he has reached home looking for Rahma who has not welcomed him.
Irsyad opened the door to his room. And found Rahma smilingly welcoming him on the twins' bed after breastfeeding Rumi.
Irsyad approached Rahma. Rahma quickly grabbed her husband's hand and kissed Irsyad's back.
Irsyad gently caressed Rahma's long hair. "Dek, Irsyad wants to talk to you" said Irsyad.
"Speak what mas."
"To our bed first yuk." take Irsyad while holding Rahma's hand.
With a confused look Irsyad continued to hold Rahma's face.
"What does Mas want to say?" asked Rahma who was beginning to wonder.
"About your question that time."
Rahma thought for a moment. "Which question?"
"About a woman I once admired."
Rahma stunned. "The feeling of Rahma is so bad." said Rahma. Irsyad also chuckled he kissed Rahma's forehead gently.
"You hear me?" ask Irsyad.
"Actually afraid, but Rahma was curious too" he replied.
"Hehe But before that I want to ask Rahma something first." said Irsyad.
Rahma snorted "Haduh mas Irsyad nih, not yet answered Rahma's question, eh mas instead asked another."
"Hehehe. Sorry baby, not starting?"
"Yes." Yeah."
Irsyad stroked Rahma's hair. "Dec, for example, did I die first?"
"Mas! Rahma wouldn't, if I talked about that?" Cut Rahma.
"This grandfather is for example."
"Yes why should for example, Rahma did not want to talk about it, Rahma was afraid."
Irsyad. "It's not so bad to hear it first. Suppose Mas died, there continues to be a man who approached Rahma and the man has a wife does Rahma want to accept the man?"
"The question is so anyway mas."
"Jawab, baby, but be honest."
Rahma sighed. "Mas once told me about His Majesty Muhammad SAW, right? Where he once said to his wives. If they want to meet again, and together again with Rosulullah SAW then they can not marry again. And if that happens to Rahma, Rahma will try not to marry again because Rahma will want to be with Irshad again in the Hereafter, mas also said he wanted to mate with Rahma also in the afterlife right? So is Rahma." Irsyad smiles. "Well, the man is married like I said, Rahma won't" he continued.
"If the man is handsome and dashing. Like doctor Miftah how?"
"Then go to Miftah's doctor?"
"Jawab, baby. This is the bait."
Rahma was silent and she looked deeply at her husband's face. "Rahma is a woman. Rahma does not want to hurt her fellow women. Because positioning yourself to have honey alone it feels crowded, especially must be honey itself. Rahma will not. And again it is clear Rahma will try to remain widowed until Rahma dies following Rahma's husband."
Irsyad smiles. "Ade really loves mas means now?"
"What a strange question. Yes, it is clearly mas.
although the words of Rahma are not subtle, and seem annoying but Rahma is very loving mass Irsyad, Rahma's husband."
Irsyad kissed Rahma's forehead. "Mas is so ashamed of you Rahma" he said.
"Then how?"
Irsyad fell silent, confused as to where to start.
"Did you remember the woman who met at the mall that day? When we watch the movie together?" ask Irsyad.
Rahma's mind began to work opening up memories that she thought were unnecessary to remember. "Which is it, Rahma forgot."
"Who met when we were about to eat. The woman wearing the veil."
"Oohhh who wears the black shirt. What he said was a college student isn't it?" ask Rahma.
"It's really dear." Irsyad kissed Rahma's cheek.
"Why indeed?"
"And young, the woman I once admired." The connection, makes Rahma sculpt.
'Women who speak words as soft as that woman who has ever admired mass Irsyad.' inner Rahma a little inferior.
"Before preaching the deck of Rahma, mas ever had the intention to marry her. But it's another man first."
'Mas Irsyad has a past love apparently.' The Spirit of Rahma is still listening.
"And that time. My permission is to go to Huda's house, right?" irsyad asked, Rahma nodded slowly. "Mas doesn't know what a coincidence is or what, he saved a fallen child and it turns out that the child is the son of Isti."
"So his name is Isti? Did you meet him again?" rahma's voice is shrivelling. Irsyad nodded, and was silent for a moment to see Rahma's expression only he could read it if Rahma felt sad.
"Continue mas. Why silence?"
"Mas is afraid deck Rahma disappointed."
"Loved? Why be disappointed?"
Irsyad hugged Rahma's body. "Because of that meeting. Isti's veil accidentally came off. So I saw his face again. And?" Irsyad was silent again.
"Continue on." Pinta Rahma's.
"Mas felt the longing again. So that makes you can't stop thinking about it."
Rahma rounded her eyeballs. He wanted to take off Irsyad's embrace but Irsyad quickly held him back. Increasingly tightened his embrace.
"Dek Rahma is angry, right?" ask Irsyad. Rahma was silent. "Mas had expected it, Rahma's deck will definitely be disappointed in mas, even though Mas only wants to be honest, but it seems like mas has been wrong because it has been honest with you."
Rahma looked up to Irsyad who also returned her gaze. "Rahma loves Irsyad. Rahma had even forgotten about Fikri. Is it now my turn to start wavering with my past love?" Rahma shed her tears.
Irsyad kissed Rahma's lips. "I'm sorry." He muttered after releasing his kiss.
"Are you really wobbly? Did you meet him again? after that?" Irsyad shook his head quickly. Seeing that alone Irsyad had seen the disappointment of Rahma what else told her about the prayer beads. And about the dream.
"Dek Rahma please don't be angry. I just want to be honest. I don't want this taste coming back either." Rahma was still silent her tears were now rushing out.
"The woman must be beautiful. Even until my husband who is an ustadz just to waver."
"Dek Rahma please don't say that." Irsyad was about to kiss Rahma again but Rahma turned her face away.
"Say, isn't that woman really pretty?" tanyakanya.
"Dek Rahma."
"Don't say my name, if it's only Isti's name in my heart and mind."
"Astaghfirullahalazim, Rahma's deck is wrong, in the heart of Irsyad there is only the name Rahma. If not, how could you feel guilty like this?"
Rahma tries to escape Irsyad's embrace. But Irsyad actually tightens it up.
"Mas loves you so much deck Rahma."
"That woman must be so beautiful, that even my husband could grow the seed of love again on Isti? And from the question mas earlier, is mas is likening themselves and mas will ask permission to marry again afterwards?"
Irsyad shook his head quickly, "not Rahma's deck"
"mas, Rahma does not want mas, mas will not polygamy right?" Rahma is growing sobbing.
"Dec, listen to me first."
"Mas remembers Rumi and Nuha right? I won't be with Rahma, will I? Hmmmp." Irsyad silenced her with a kiss, holding Rahma with her hand for quite a long time. Then release it slowly.
"Please listen to your husband, baby, that woman is indeed beautiful deck Rahma. But my wife is much prettier than she is, and will be prettier than all the girls in the world and even defeat the angel who is in heaven." Irsyad wiped Rahma's tears.
"Darling, Mas does not want to repeat the mistakes of the past. mas really love you, God willing, I promise, my wife will only be one that is you.
forever until this body is stretched rigidly wrapped in a shroud." Irsyad kissed Rahma's forehead.
Rahma wrapped her arms around Irsyad's neck. "Promise yes mas, I have to promise Rahma, grow old both of you are with me. Just with me." Rahma sobbing.
"God willing, baby. They will try. Forgive your husband, this is Rahma's deck." he said.
"Yes" replied Rahma who was still at home hugging her husband. Now Irsyad feels relief.
There is absolutely nothing he should be afraid of in the name of honesty. It's better than having to keep it to yourself. He reached into his pants pocket. Then smile.
'Later that night I gave him the thing I bought. The important thing is that my wife knows it, but it's better. Mas loves you Dek Rahma. Very much love you.' Inner Irsyad his hands are still coiled around Rahma's waist reciprocating her embrace.
Seriate....