
The rainbow still doesn't understand. Honestly, she had only heard about Spinal Cord Injury for the first time, but she felt that the disease was a serious illness that should not have visited her husband's body.
The rainbow grasped Gilang's hand tighter. While one hand caressed the top of Gilang's head and his head he rested on Gilang's chest. He wanted Gilang not to feel alone. He wanted Gilang to understand that no matter what happened, he would never leave Gilang.
Gilang's regular heart rate makes Rainbow feel calm, feel alive. He loved the times when he leaned against Gilang's chest and listened to him also feel the man's heartbeat while sipping the familiar scent of Gilang's body in his sense of smell.
Without feeling, Rainbow tears dripped. "Calm down, everything's gonna be okay." Rainbow murmuring. His sadness grew even more when he did not feel the touch of Gilang's hand on the top of his head. Usually when he rested his head on Gilang's chest as it is today, Gilang would touch the top of his head, but now it is not. It feels like a nightmare if it is true that Gilang's body can no longer be moved.
"You're so sure that everything's gonna be okay. But why are you crying?" tanya Gilang, as she felt the warm rainbow teardrops piercing through her clothes.
The rainbow rose, then looked at Gilang behind the dew that covered his eyes. "How can I not cry, Gilang. Isn't all this so outrageous. We have just tasted happiness, and there is just about to be a great feast in this house, but behold, the Lord is again sending us trials. I don't know when this suffering will end, Gil, I don't know when." The rainbow sobbed beside Gilang, his body slumped and his head leaned back on Gilang's chest which was plane.
Gilang is crying. For the second time Gilang felt helpless. When Rainbow fell into the abyss, he could only look at the woman in the distance without being able to do anything, and now it was the same, he could do nothing when the distance and distance of the Rainbow were so close. To rub the back of the rainbow and win the woman alone he was unable to.
Yes, it is true what the Rainbow says, whether or not suffering will disappear from their lives.
***
The rainbow stirred her warm chocolate a few minutes ago. It could not be said to be warm chocolate anymore as the smoke that was billowing and dancing on top of the cup had now disappeared.
The rainbow sighed, then took a sip of its warm chocolate little by little. The atmosphere of a quiet and quiet kitchen feels perfect to escape from reality. Rainbow did choose to get out of the room when the doctor arrived along with Toni and immediately did an examination on Gilang. Because if he continues to be beside Gilang, his tears will continue to flow, and it will only make Gilang more sad and worried. He did not want to make Gilang sad.
Rainbow leaning on the back of the chair he was sitting in, he imagined the bad possibilities that might happen to Gilang. However, those shadows instantly disappeared as someone patted him on the shoulder violently.
"What are you doing here alone?"
The rainbow opened its eyes, and found Amara staring at him while shaking her waist.
"Hot chocolate" Rainbow said. "I'm enjoying hot chocolate."
"While crying?" asked Amara, then pulled up the chair beside the Rainbow and sat comfortably on it. "Take care of me, Rainbow. We've been friends for a long time, but now you feel like a stranger to me. You don't want to tell me anything anymore. You always told me everything. What the hell's going on? Don't you love me anymore and don't trust me?"
The rainbow sighed, then said, "It's not so, Amara. I just don't want to if you're burdened by the pain I've been through. In the past, our conversation was only about my tough days in the face of loan sharks trying desperately to blackmail me. But now, after marriage the problems I face are much more severe. You know, I almost lost my life a while ago when someone tried to kill me. If you were around you then, maybe you would have experienced a bad incident like I experienced."
Amara reached out her hand and gently touched the back of Rainbow's hand. "Let's just say, Rainbow, I'll be as good a listener as I used to be. Your burden must be shared, do not keep it alone. I'd be disappointed if you didn't want to share it with me. Why am I here, hitchhiking living in this big room if you don't think I exist."
The rainbow looked into the eyes of Amara who was sincere, her best friend who was some time this distance they felt more and more tenuous.
The rainbow sighed, then said, "First, Arya is trying to make me her woman. Without marriage, she wanted me to carry her child. He even said he would make me do it with Gilang's permission, and Gilang would allow me because Gilang would have no other choice. Second, Gilang .. I think Gilang, he .. I don't know, I haven't been able to say anything. The doctor is checking it now. But, you need to know that Gilang is sick and his condition is not okay."
"Oh, Rainbow, I don't know what to say. Both of them surprised me." Amara embraced the Rainbow, letting the woman cry in her arms.
"Say can't move her body, Ra. This is a nightmare for me. My turn cannot suffer such a great ordeal. How'd he get through his days now?" The rainbow wept as a hiccup in Amara's arms, while Amara continued to try to calm the rainbow.
"Shut, don't draw any conclusions before we know the results. We don't know what happened to Gilang. Pray, Rainbow, pray that everything will be fine."
The rainbow nodded, then he moved away from Amara. "What do you know about spinal cord injury?" tanyakanya.
Amara was silent for a moment. He knows the disease. Before working as an office girl in the Andreas Group office, she worked to care for a man who suffered from the disease.
"Who suffers from spinal cord injury? Usually someone who has had an accident or a fall who experienced it," asked Amara, her face tense and pale.
"Say said, most likely he had the disease. Yesterday night he did fall in a dugout."
Amara rubbed her face violently. "Spinal cord injury is an injury to the spinal cord. My employer who used to suffer from this disease and he was completely paralyzed, because the case was severe. Are you sure Gilang said that it's possible that he had an injury to the spinal cord."
The rainbow nodded with tears flooding both of her cheeks. "That's what Gilang said."
Amara again scooped the Rainbow into her arms. "Shuut, relax, calm down. Everything's gonna be fine. God, may this all be a dream."
***
Delia did not remain silent as she heard what Amara said. It's not that Amara can't keep her mouth. He was only so upset at the man named Arya who had dared to harass the Rainbow, that he could not keep the news to himself. He felt he could go crazy if he did not share the news with people who could be trusted, then telling everything to Delia was the most correct decision according to him. There was at least someone he could discuss with to help the Rainbow solve the problem the woman was facing.
"If she so much wanted to have children. Why didn't he just get married. Fucking maniac!" omel Delia, while squeezing the decorative paper she picked up from the table next to her.
Amara and Delia are in the living room, cleaning up the messy room full of the rest of the decorating tools.
Delia scrunched her forehead. He was a little dizzy with the Amara language twirling. "You think we should both teach that guy named Arya a lesson. We can come to his office and mess up there, embarrass him so that all his employees know that their boss has a disorder, how?" Delia gave her advice.
Amara whistled and nodded in agreement. "You look innocent, but it turns out you're a bit barbaric too. I agree with you-"
"But I don't agree."
"I don't either."
Toni and Andrew enter the living room and immediately cut off the conversation between Amara and Delia.
"Never act without telling us. Because you don't know what danger is out there." Andrew pinched Delia's pointed nose in a fit of anxiety, making Delia's cheeks blush in embarrassment.
"And you too, Amara, do nothing without consulting me. Arya does look harmless, but I think that guy is a psycho_pat." Toni taps Amara's head with her knuckles.
Amara stroked the part of her head that had just gotten a dear knock from Toni. "How's Gilang doing? What did the doctor say?" asked Amara, he was lost. He should have been silent, but again his mouth could not control him well.
Toni looked at Amara with a sad look. "We'll just wait. The doctor should do further tests. Rotten, MRI and others. Doctors can't just convict without doing a thorough examination first."
"What's going on. Is his leg still not moving?" asked Andrew, who still thought that Gilang had leg pain so that the man did not show up all morning until the afternoon.
"Not just his legs. I think his spinal nerves are problematic.The whole body of Gilang can not be moved. He couldn't even feel the pain when the doctor pinched him."
"Don't joke" Andrew said.
Toni rubbed her face, she looked tired and worried. "Belangi and Gilang asked me to keep this a secret from you and Delia, because they don't want you to be worried and this news could ruin your happiness of being a bride in two days, but the more I get here I think it's useless if I keep this from you. In the end, you will know too."
Andre shock. He fell on the chair behind him. "There's no way it happened to Gilang, he's young. What if you find out?"
Delia touched Andrew's shoulder and squeezed it gently. "Take it, be strong" he murmured.
"That's what I think. How do we inform Mr. Farhan. I'm afraid he'll be surprised and then get sick." Toni sighed and started massaging her temples. "I'm really worried. I don't know what steps I should take right now."
The mood became quiet. None of them spoke. All were drifting in their respective minds until the sound of footsteps breaking the silence was followed by the sound of gasping breaths entering the room. The next second the sound of a rainbow echoed throughout the room, accompanied by a heartbreaking sobbing.
"Say .. please, Ton, he's having trouble breathing."
***
Arya again receives a tranquilizer injection for the umpteenth time after she previously rampaged and begged to be released. Usually Arya's condition of concern like this will last for a whole day, then he will forget what has happened and return to being a normal Arya, a good Arya, and a good Arya, simple and friendly.
Sister An stroked her chest as Arya closed her eyes again and looked as calm as a sleeping baby.
"Conditions like this include what katagori is, Doc. I've never seen a patient who experiences symptoms like Mr. Arya's."
"Emotional distress, of course. I am also consulting with other doctors from the Netherlands. Aryan cases are rare, and until now only sedative injections have been able to stop it. He should also always be watched as his emotions return to stable." Doctor Zayan explained to Sister An.
Sister An nodded. "Losing a lover forever makes it this way."
Doctor Zayan glanced at Sister An who was looking at Arya with pity. "Losing is the most serious wound in one's soul. If he was willing and accepted destiny, everything would be fine."
"Who would be willing if the happiness that is presented before the eyes is suddenly lost to be snatched by destiny. I'd go crazy being her, too."
"One more thing, the pressure from his father was a major factor this happened to Arya."
Sister An scrunched her forehead. "Pressure? What is the pressure of work?"
Doctor Zayan shook his head. "No. If it's just a job problem I think Arya can handle it. But it's harder than just work. Her father forces Arya to provide a successor for their family, whereas Arya is unable to do so because she does not want to betray her lover. So complicated. Be Aryan looking for a woman who would carry her baby and give birth to the baby for her without the bond of marriage."
Sister An looked at Doctor Zayan with bulging eyes. "Seriously? Just like in a novel."
"Seriously. And this is the reality that exists. From what I've heard, Arya chose a woman named Pelangi, but the problem is that she's married, and Arya's upset about that fact."
Sister An got an answer from a question that had been bothering her mind since noon.
Seriate.