My Husband Is My Secret Lover
Yoshi POV - Blessing

That day after Ana's departure, I still continued to look for her to check the entire flight schedule at the airport but the results were still nil. Even the guard robots I can't count on.

For about a month I also tried to meet my father-in-law who I had made fell ill. I'm really sorry I did. I don't know why the nurses and doctors in the ICU never let me into that room.

I would like to apologize to the Master, even though he might kill me for causing his daughter to suffer and struggle on her own all this time.

These few weeks of my life have been so uncertain, don't ask me how I look now. Just taking a shower, I was lazy. Until one day the phone came into my phone in Dion's name.

"Haloo young master... " Said Dion while pointing her face at the screen of her phone. Tumben once my best friend called me.

"Hello Di, tumben called?" I asked, because it has been more than 6 years we have never exchanged news.

"Ricki.. You're like a man's been thumped by the masses, it's messy that's why woy?" ask Dion. I saw my face in the mirror, and it was true what Dion said.

"On a spit of what to say? I'm busy again.." I said, at that time I was in a hurry to go to the train station, of course to check whether the traces of Ana were there.

"What's this young master busy?" ask Dion.

"I told Dii.. "My grandfather's lazy.

"Have you married? Bro, you know I don't see Ana here." Dion said, It turns out my best friend still remembers Ana. But did Dion really see Ana across there.

"Ana's? The lanthana?" many ensure.

"In, where are you now?" I immediately asked her whereabouts that very second.

"At Sanur. Try deh lu see your demenan in High School first, but he is now married broo!" Dion said, God damn it, it's the face of my wife who I've been looking everywhere for a month. And Dion didn't know that I was Ana's husband.

As fast as lightning I flew straight to the Island of the gods in pursuit of my lost love.

***

I arrived at Ngurah Rai Airport in Bali. Soon I called Dion and he came along with his girlfriend. But wait, isn't that Devi? ana's best friend.

At first Dion was shocked to learn that my purpose here was to find my wife.

"What's? So your bini is Ana? Astege.. I didn't expect Rick," Dion said in response to my confession.

"Mas Ricko is seriously married to Ana, but why did Ana say the same marriage to Yoshi?" Dian. Jesus, this girl is the same as Ana.

I also tell a lot with these two lovebirds and occasionally they close their gaping mouths because of shock of my story. I kept talking and finally the morning came. After finding out where Ana lived, I immediately used the car driven by David to the inn.

***

When this car arrived at its destination, my eyes immediately fell on the woman who was waiting for a taxi in front of the terrace. That long hair, that slender body I'm sure it's Ana. Although she looked a bit pale but she was still beautiful, just like always.

I grabbed her body and put her in the car. I hugged my wife tightly without caring about her refusal. As I thought, Ana was very angry with me, but it was fine that I had prepared my mentality beforehand.

Several times Ana said that I was evil, a con man and I was like a monster. I don't know why it hurt so much when he called me a con man.

Ever since I bothered him, he has given me many nicknames from leeches, loan sharks, perverted men, debt collectors, dracula, bloodsuckers even the last one is a water leech because I followed him to that ship. Whatever nickname Ana gave me back then I didn't bother her at all because I knew she didn't know the truth.

Ana asked me to let her go. I was so hurt by his request. It was my fault for him that he didn't want to be with me anymore.

Ana kept forcing me to separate from me. Until I finally told her the truth.

"I am Ikaumun An, I am your secret unemployed man and now I am your husband." that is about the point of my statement to him.

Ana was very surprised after knowing everything. I thought he would forgive me but I was wrong. He asked for time to think before I left the inn with tears.

This is really a punishment for me. I accept all this with a big chest, I've been very mean to Ana all this time. Deceived him many times. On the way I kept thinking.

Maybe this is God's destiny for my story and Ana's. Even after finding out who I really am, Ana still won't forgive me. I don't want to torture her anymore in this relationship.

I'm going to let you go Lanthana, I'm not going to disturb your life anymore you're my first love and my last love even if your body isn't with me, you're too beautiful to live with a monster like me.

For two days, I kept thinking that Ana would never take me back, let it go. I will obey his will including if I have to separate though.

Ana has suffered enough because of me all this time. At least he loved me for a little while. At least I was lucky to have it.

..."Was I there...

...in the recesses of your heart and dreams...

...Suppose you are here...

...Suppose you stay with me....

...I'm devastated I'm injured...

...you love me even though I...

...not in your mind anymore...

...and I'm lucky...

...where to have you"...

***

A message came into my phone.

*T*meet me at sanur beach now*..

I read a message from a contact with the name 'My Sunshine' it. It is time, time to face reality. I'm sure Ana asked me to meet her because I wanted to be separated from me.

My hands were trembling withstanding tightness in the chest. If only time could be turned back. I will avoid my mistakes.

I also went to that place to meet my wife who may be in a while status is no longer my wife.

***

"Yoshi.. " She called my name. There really doesn't seem to be any more anger in that face but I don't want to be too hopeful.

"An, have you made a decision?" ask me while approaching him. It felt like this hand was eager to touch her but my heart told me not to do that.

Silent..

The waves and sunset really become a sweetener in this poignant scene. Without me noticing my eyes caught on like someone was watching us from afar.

But I was relieved, because it turned out that someone was just a salesman who happened to pass us by. At first glance I see nothing suspicious of him just his athletic body and sunglasses that make it not worthy enough to sell seblak.

Never mind, forget this. It seems like my brain is out of balance right now.

I saw Ana still silent and occasionally squeezing her fingers showed that she was holding something.

"An, say. What decision?"ask her.

But instead of answering Ana was crying in front of me, was it too much for her to say the words.

"An, I'll let you go. Don't cry anymore. I will obey your request. I'm not gonna torture you again in this relationship."

"An, stop. I know I don't deserve you. This monster will stay out of your life. Relax, you're free now.. "

I said, I really feel like I'm going to kill myself right now. It torments me too much and can make me die slowly.

"Yoshi, don't go. Don't leave me" Ana said.

"What An? try saying it again.. " What a fact I didn't hear wrong.

"We need you Yoshi." He said again with tears on his face.

"We need you.. " She said. I really don't understand why Ana said 'we'. We're who it means.

He walked up to me and took out an object from inside his bag.

"Our children and I need you" Ana said, giving me the pregnancy detector. There are two lines there.

"An, am I dreaming right now?" I said, I took the test and watched it.

"You pregnant, honey?" I said, Ana still lowered her head.

"Darling, are you really pregnant with my son?"

"Really, I'll eat you if you keep quiet like this Ana!"!

"Yes, Ikau, I'm pregnant with your son." He said, I immediately grabbed that slender body and lifted it up.

I can't hide my feelings at this moment. I kissed Ana's flat stomach a few times.

"Thank you baby, you came at the right time and saved your father from destruction.. " My whisper to Ana's stomach which of course was not heard by my beautiful mummy.

It's appropriate since yesterday his stomach was cramped, it's worth his body weakened to have a fever was not the flu experienced by Ana. Except for containing the fruit of our love.