My ex-President My Husband
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After the debate an hour ago, Alika was still pensive in the living room. His body and head were propped up on the footing of the sofa, his eyes staring up at the corners of all sides of this house. There were only slow tears flowing from the tail of the eye towards the cheek then down to the neck.

Both eyes are swollen, swollen and reddened. His current stature looks the same when he learns that Aziz has passed away. Real hit. It is no longer possible that after this he will be depressed. How will Uncle and Aunt say? What about Bella, Sofia and Doctor Hana?

He also remembered the words of the late mother first, he once said to immediately leave Bilmar before finally suffering, but because he followed the heart. He continued to have a relationship with Bilmar during his time in High School, right that he felt prolonged suffering until this moment.

"What sins have I committed as long as I live, O God?many times I was happy and millions I ended up suffering!" Alika again cried sobbing while clenching the hand placed on her chest.

"Mother." Alika's moaning called her mother. While asking to come back to embrace him and ask for strength for his disappointment at this time.

Believe me, your mother was there crying to see you, Alika !

Many times Bik Minah, and Mang Dana approached to offer drinking water, food or anything so that her employer would quit such a position.

"Den?" bik Minah's voice greeted Bilmar who was descending down the stairs. Bilmar simply raised his head and brought the direction of Bik Minah's eyes to return to the kitchen. Bik Minah also passed leaving Alika who was still a selonjoroan on the sofa.

Bilmar looks finished bathing, his hair is still wet and his body gives the aroma of soap that is so echoed in the nose of the women.

He continued to step closer to the sofa that was now being slept by his wife. He was still standing in his stride, still silent not knowing what to say, his heart was very sick to see the attitude of Alika who currently still looks messy because of her actions.

Then Alika got up from the sofa along with Bilmar's steps who wanted to touch him, immediately made them look at each other again. Alika's cold hands were then grabbed by her husband.

"Eat ya baby? I'll feed you, or take a shower? I'll help you rub your back." Bilmar kissed Alika's wet cheeks due to the tears.

Alika gave a faint but thin smile. "What an incredible concern, Bil, to cover up a drama you've been playing all along. I'm stupid. You can just enjoy your attention to support all your lies. I should have realized, ordinary people will never be able to be in line with the meniyayi. I will only be thrown away like trash on the street, trampled and spit out!"

The sharp words pierced through the roar of the heart of the man before him. Making Bilmar could only close his eyes.

"Why, Bil? Wh why?why should I?" Alika could not stand, her hands clenched to beat her husband's chest with very slow pressure. Bilmar could only stand still, holding his wife's wrist and looking at her softly.

Alika's energy is up by now, though, he could not imagine what his life would be like after this if Bilmar could not choose between him and Binar and could not imagine if he would be shaken again like this 12 years.

An hour later Alika was seen lying in bed with a blanket covering her body, her eyes were already open after she fainted unconscious in Bilmar's room.

"Your current condition is very weak, blood pressure drops suddenly and causes reduced blood flow to the brain. This can be caused by stress, fear and other problems. My advice is more to rest at home and eat enough."

Explanation dr. Benni told Bilmar, as he stepped out of the main door. "Is my wife pregnant?" Tanya Bilmar is back.

"Regarding that, must be checked using tespack or check ultrasound to the obstetrician accompanied by late menstruation also of course."

"Okay Doc, I understand. Thanks for being distracted."

Bilmar wants Alika pregnant soon, so that he has a strong reason to immediately divorce Binara.

The doctor passed and Bilmar ran back to his room. He opened the door and looked at Maura who was being hugged by the mother. Alika could only groan to hold the child as her heart's back at this moment.

Maura continued to play Alika's hair like she was playing her barbie-barbie hair.

"Darling, go back to the room first. Kasian's mother wants to rest first, it's night, Maura has to sleep."

Alika understood that her current husband only wanted to be alone with her. He also pulled the left hand of Maura who wanted to rise up and take off his embrace "This is aja ya darling, sleep with Mama!"

Now Maura is in the midst of their selfishness, and again the child who will be sacrificed in this matter.

Alika relented, she did not want Maura to be in pain because she did not obey what her father said.

Shortly after, Maura passed away and escorted Bilmar to his room. The boy was no longer crying, because he knew Alika was sick would not be able to leave the house.

Then.

"Darling..?" a welcoming voice came towards him. Alika still closed her eyes, she did not want to see her husband first this time.

"Darling, how? have you done it yet?you want what? let me take it to the kitchen," said Bilmar, who had been sitting on the bed, holding some blankets that were holding his wife in bed. He continued to kiss his wife's hand. Hope Alika will soon melt and forgive herself.

Alika just silently did not want to answer any offers from Bilmar.

"I'm sorry Al, my love for you blinded me and covered up this matter. I know you won't accept my situation like this when we're not married, nor do I imagine that I could finally meet you again. 12 years I'm imprisoned in loneliness, I must carry a burden that I must inevitably carry alone! if it wasn't for the dedication to my parents, I wouldn't want to marry Binar at all costs. The woman I love is just the three of you, my Mama, Maura and you! all of you will not be replaced until anytime!"

"Enough Bill, already--"

"Why?"

"I don't want to hear anymore!" Alika covered her ears.

"I'm going to see Papa Binar to return him to him, I'm going to divorce him but for that I ask you to be patient!"

"Why should I be patient?"

"Please understand my position Al---"

"I want you to go!"

"Don't stay with me anymore. I'm going crazy without you, Al!" billmar's face was bitter and sweaty.

Alika threw the bolster and pillow on the floor, asking Bilmar to scram from her presence at this time to take the item to the other room.

"Al's? I can't sleep without you?" Bilmar gave a pitiful look.

"I still need time to digest this matter! I just want you to go first, Bil!"

There is no other way but to accept the will of the wife who is still stricken and suffering.

Somehow after this, they will miss each other in the silence of the bed that will no longer be two, full of mutual embrace and do activities of love like the nights yesterday. Maybe they will grasak-grusuk looking for eight before going to bed first. Maybe Alika will no longer fix Bilmar's position when he was snoring great or no more kiss good morning landed on Alika's forehead.

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