MY BOYFRIEND LECTURER
155. Candour
“Read the hard!” decah Zaki's.
For a moment Cyra's eyes closed before finally starting to look at the first word written by Alfa on a piece of paper that he now holds.
*For :
Cyra Nadira
How are you, Ra?
It must be okay, right?
I intentionally write this letter because you know for yourself that the guy who has never lo angep temen this, absolutely no guts, do not have the courage to talk a lot of things directly to you. And this is the only way that I do to reveal what is in my mind to you.
I know for sure you are happy now, because there are guys who are always loyal to you. I may not be as perfect as him, not as good as him, and not as handsome as him. But you do not know, behind all the madness and acts beyond common sense that I do, it is only because of one reason, namely lo.
Cyra, you don't know how deep I feel about you? Even I myself cannot reveal. There will be a lot of wasted ink, time seized, and probably will not run out within a week to describe it.
Yes, I can only be quiet and not do anything when we are so close, when we are always together, when we share our love. I only have hope, someday the time will talk and unite us both in the bonds of love in the household ark.
Uuh.. So far my dreams and hopes with you, until finally my love to you more crazy when you close to another man. Between the fear of loss, the fear of hopelessness, and heartbreak blend into one. Why am I already in love get rid of first, and he who just knew you can immediately find you easily? It doesn't feel fair to me.
Ra, I honestly did not know what I just did to Mr. Zaki. I don't know why I'm so crazy. I also don't know why I can hate that much with Mr. Zaki. When he was in front of me, I felt like I really wanted to make him not appear again on the surface of the earth. The intention is already in my head, even I have prepared a burrow for him. But Fate said otherwise, I did not take the time to realize that intention because finally the police came and took me to this cold place.
Ra, honestly I'm booked. I am very comfortable. What makes me like this? Just because my emotions, ideals and hopes were destroyed, buried and extinct until here. Is this the punishment I should accept?
Through you, please apologize to Mr. Zaki. Tell my confession to him. Although I know this does not pantes I say, but I still have to say.
Thank you Ra, you have given me many stories in your life. Through you, I have learned many experiences that I will not be able to escape. You are the best in my life, you give me a lot of meaning in every breath. Even without you realizing it, you are also the one who made me realize what love really means.
Achieve your love, be happy with the man of your choice.
Ra, maybe I don't pantes to say this, but let me say once again, I love you.
From :
Alfa Praditya*
Cyra glanced at Zaki who looked concentrated driving the car. The man did not respond in the slightest, his gaze focused forward.
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