
...My heart hesitates when you are present in my dreams.....
...I reimagined it when I first met......
...Though the taste is no longer the same, and the love is over.....
...But I know, those memories bind me...
...Tied me up to remember you...
...Even though I know it's really hard on my day...
...Makes me cramped when you keep coming to my dreams...
...Forcing me to fight back takes away your shadow...
...How long will you be my dream flower??...
...Decorate the dream in every night??...
...If I had a choice, I would not have met.......
...Reluctant to meet even if only in a dream.....
...Get out of here, 'cause I know, you're happy.....
...Be happy with your path, your life and your companion......
...Let the memories be stored without the need to remember......
..._Wood...
Athar slammed his body into his bed. Both eyes closed, he was currently feeling confused and worried about how to behave. After his chat with Karina a few hours ago Athar's mind was completely upset. He did not know what to do, whether to fight for Kenanga, or he stayed away like what Kenanga wanted? Perhaps what Karina is telling us is true, but Athar's biggest question right now is, does Kenanga still have the same feelings as her? or is the current Kenanga already burying all the memories, feelings and feelings they once created together?. Athar let out a long sigh, he really felt so dizzy at this moment. With a lackluster step Athar walked out of his room towards the mini bar inside his house. Yes, Athar's life has changed, Athar did not like to touch alcohol, but since the failure of his relationship with Kenanga, Athar so often drink it when his head feels dizzy, when he needs peace, so he often drink it when he feels tired, even so if it is not too heavy the burden of the problem Athar is still trying not to drink it.
Athar opened the door of the mini cupboard, picked up a bottle of drink and poured it into an empty glass. Athar inhaled the aroma of Wine that was so fragrant, but unfortunately had not had time to drink his cellphone ringing so loud, making Athar put back the glass containing the Wine. One call from the hospital was on his phone screen. Athar let out a long sigh, why should a call like this appear when his mind is not in vain.
"Hello.." Athar's voice was so lackluster.
"Hello doctor Athar, a patient doctor on behalf of Kenanga Adimukti is currently in critical condition and is admitted to the ICU. Can the doctor come here soon?" the nurse's voice from behind Athar's cell phone so jerked his earlobes.
"I'll be there soon" Athar answered quickly and then turned off his cell phone.
"Where are you going?" Greetings mom Vina
"Kenanga ma, Kenanga is critical" Athar said with a breath of breath.
"Athar will be there now" Athar then got into the car, and left the confused mama Vina.
Mama Vina tried to digest what her youngest son said, did Kenanga mean the same Kenanga ? Kenanga who once loved her son and instead chose to marry another man. Curiosity so whack mama Vina that she immediately went into the car to catch up with her youngest son who had already left her. Mama Vina drives her car to chase her youngest son. It took about an hour to drive, and sure enough his youngest son's car entered the hospital area where his youngest son worked, he was seen in a hurry getting out of his car and running into the hospital. Mama Vina also immediately looked for a parking space and after successfully parking her car, Mami Vina quickly entered the hospital, but unfortunately her youngest son was already invisible.
"Where is the child" Mama Vina looked around the hospital but still did not see the whereabouts of her youngest son. But both of his eyes saw Evan who had just entered the hospital.
"German.." Greetings mom Vina. Evan was Athar's former assistant before Evan moved on to become an assistant surgeon at the hospital.
"Aunt Vina. What's the need?" Evan asked kindly, because Evan was quite close to the Athar family, even several times Athar often invited Evan to visit his parents.
"You know not Athar's patient in Kenanga's name"
"Oh, miss Kenanga. I know aunty, I happen to be currently getting a sudden call for her operation as well. Athar's doctor will be the donor" Evan replied
"The donor? What does the donor mean?" mama Vina's forehead looks wrinkled
"Doctor Athar will donate next to his kidney to Miss Kenanga aunty, did Doctor Athar not tell aunt before???"
"Who was this patient until Athar willingly donated his kidney??"
"Oh, I better ask Athar. Where's Athar now?" Mama Vina was impatient.
Then Evan immediately deliver Mama Vina leads to the ICU room where currently Kenanga is being treated. With a hasty move Mama Vina impatiently wanted to meet her son. Whether his son was already unable to think clearly to want to donate his kidney to someone else. Life with a kidney will certainly not be easy, his son should understand it, why stupidly want to take such a big risk. Mama Vina shook her head not understanding the thought of her youngest son who felt so rash.
Mama Viba's footsteps came to a halt at the end of the hallway when he saw his son sitting next to the middle-aged woman, Vina knew the woman well, the woman was his failed candidate. Vina really did not expect Kenanga to return to her youngest son's life. Or Kenanga deliberately used her youngest son because until now her youngest son has not been able to forget the girl??? Both of Vina's hands clenched, she was really not willing the sincerity of her youngest son was even taken advantage of by Kenanga. Vina also did not expect Kenanga who in her mind was kind, sincere and innocent to be able to do this kind of thing to her son. After making his son heartbroken, the girl is now present again looking for his son's sympathy to get a kidney donor?? What a petty !! thought mama Vina. Both of his hands were clenched perfectly, his heart was so emotional at this moment. Shortly afterwards Mama Vina also saw the papa from Kenanga coming with a map in her hand.
"The operation will be carried out immediately, waiting for the condition of Kenanga blood pressure to stabilize. Because currently the condition of blood pressure is unstable. And this..." Papa Adam looked at the map he was holding.
"Let's letter of approval of nak Athar's kidney donor to my daughter..."
Athar's hand was about to reach the map but had not had time to take it, the voice of someone made Athar undo his intention.
"Athar wait..."