Love is Not Wrong
Part 42's
Zea surrounded the campus on foot without knowing where to go. He kind of gave it to his feet to take it where. Zea who already felt that she had walked some distance looked around and how shocked she was because she was currently in the place where she used to do the thesis and proposal. It was also the place where Lian had first expressed her feelings for him.
Zea looked around and smiled because it was not only her heart that missed the figure of the man but it turned out that her legs also missed the place, “Why did you bring me here? Did you know I miss him?” Zea asked her feet as if they could answer her.
Zea sat there hoping to see Lian there, “Hey, did I go crazy wishing she was here? Zea realized she was your sister-in-law. You should forget it!” zea said because his words did not match his heart.
“But Yes Allah this is very heavy. Why do I have to fall in love with a man who's already been betrothed to my brother? ” says Zea laughs at her.
Zea closed her eyes while breathing heavily inhaling as much oxygen as there was in that place. Long enough he did just that as if it could take away the burden on him. After that Zea opened her eyes and was shocked to see who was in front of her, standing with a smile while carrying a bouquet of flowers in her hand, “Hahh,, and so on,, what is the magnitude of my longing for him that I have to hallucinate seeing him like this? Zea realize, she can't be here.” Zea spoke to herself laughing as she saw Lian in front of her.
Lian who heard the confession from the girl she loved just smiled because it was not only him who missed the girl. Lian smiled at the girl who thought she was hallucinating. Well, Lian was there she had been there since she had been following the girl since. He was just looking for an opportunity how to approach the girl. If you were to ask if Lian heard all the girl's confessions of course not because Lian followed the girl by car and just got off as soon as Zea closed her eyes.
“Ah, but why does this feel real?” zea asked as he looked at the man before him closely.
“No no, this is impossible. Where could he come! Hahahh, you are also a fool Zea, you asked her to stay away but why do you now so expect her to be here. You are stupid to expect someone who will obviously be your sister-in-law later.” Zea laughed at herself.
Lian who saw and heard that was sad to hear the girl's confession but on the other hand she was also anxious to see the girl who did not believe in her existence. Lian was sure that if the girl later realized that she was there and heard his confession, she would be very embarrassed.
Zea kept talking and only assumed that Lian was her hallucination. The anxious Lian looking at it could not help but pull the girl into his arms. Lian knew what she was doing was forbidden in religion but what was the harm in her embracing the girl she loved just once to cure her longing. Is love never wrong? Wrong is the lust of man in the name of love.
“Do you think I'm still your hallucination?” tanya Lian hugged Zea.
Zea who was shocked at being pulled by the man before her who only she considered her hallucination became aware as soon as she heard a voice that she was so familiar and so longed for whispering in her ear. Zea immediately let go of Lian's embrace and looked at the man before her to make sure that the man was not in her hallucination, “Why look at me like that? Don't you believe I'm here? Do you think I'm your hallucination?” asked Lian consecutively looking at the bead of eyes of the girl she so longed for deeply.
Zea finally realized and believed that the man was really there in front of her, “Kakak came?” asked Zea unconsciously.
Zea who heard that also became embarrassed because now she realized and regretted all her words earlier that revealed everything. Zea let go of Lian's embrace and lowered her head in shame. He realized at this moment that his face must have turned red and he did not want Lian to see that.
Lian laughed at the girl's reaction that she had expected would be like that, “Hahh, are you embarrassed now? Whereas earlier you said you miss your sister very much and wish you were here. ” Lian's tease while laughing.
Zea was embarrassed. Lian who saw that stopped her laughter and pulled the girl back into her arms, “Sorry to have laughed at you deck! But honestly big brother likes your honesty it” whispered Lian. Zea tried to let go of Lian's embrace but dear Lian was very tightly hugging her, “Sister will pretend not to hear her. Let's just say brother didn't hear anything. Brother won't bring it up, promise! But let brother hug you like this. Sister miss you deck, very!” lian said as she placed her head on the girl's shoulder while trying her hardest to inhale the scent of the girl she loved so much.
Zea who heard the confession was silent and subconsciously she returned the embrace of Lian because honestly she really missed the man. Long enough they hugged as if it could treat their longing.
After their embrace was off the atmosphere became awkward. No one wants to start opening a conversation, “Ee, this is for you! Congratulations on your graduation! Ah, the bouquet is a dent.” Lian's words finally broke that awkwardness.
Zea smiled and received the bouquet, “Thank you sis!” reply Zea.
The mood returned to silence.
“Zea!” call Lian.
Zea also looked towards Lian, “Can you not come with sister?” lian's permission.
“So I just wanted to take you out to eat to celebrate your graduation. Can I not?” continued Lian so looking at the girl's gaze as if asking where Lian took her.
Zea smiled and nodded, at the moment what is in Zea's mind is that at least this time she wants to feel how to be with loved ones even if only for a few hours. This time, Zea wanted to be selfish. Lian immediately pulled Zea's arm and took her to the car as soon as the girl nodded her head. Without them knowing there was a pair of eyes that saw that.