I'm Not a Seductive Woman
Rejection

“Mam, Brother Kenan has departed?” asked Kiara, who did not see the whereabouts of the older brother.

“Already, with his wife this early in the morning.”

“So sister brought Hanin?” ask Kiara again.

Rasti nodded. “Hmm .... “

Kiara laughs. “Sister seems to really love that seductive woman.” He mocked the older brother who used to always refer to Hanin as a seductress.

Rasti smiled. “Ya .. yes, Hanin is really a seductive woman for being able to tease your cold sister. Even five years with Vanesa, Mami never saw it become like that.”

“What's it like, Mam?” ask Kiara, because Rasti's statement at the end of the sentence contains ambiguous meaning.

Rasti clenched his forehead while smiling at the perverted look of his daughter. “Ya, like that, naughty and perverted.”

Kiara laughed, accompanied by the laughter of the mother.

“But Mami is happy to see your sister now. Just to see you happy with your husband,” said Rasti while sipping a warm tea that was given a few minutes Bi Lastri.

Kiara and Rasti sit on the garden terrace, enjoying a warm cup of tea in the cool, fragrant morning air of a blooming bungan.

Kiara fell silent.

“Your relationship with Gunawan is better, right?” ask Rasti.

“Ra, you are here. I was looking around from earlier,” said Gunawan suddenly, making the conversation between mother and child stopped.

“Mam.” Gunawan smiled down at Rasti when he met his mother-in-law at the place.

“What's up, Mas?” ask Kiara.

“I forgot to bring a tie,” replied Gunawan.

“Just wear Kenan tie, Ra,” says Rasti.

“Later brother angry, Ma. Especially those who use Mas Gun,” said Kiara.

“No, let Mami say.” later Then the direction of Rasti's eyes was fixed on Gunawan. “Oiya, Gun. Can you stay here until Kenan and his wife come home?”

“Kenan and his wife? So Kenan took Hanin to America?” ask Gunawan in my heart.

“Hmm ..” Gunawan fell silent, then spoke again, “but Gun did not bring any more work clothes, Mam.”

“Or you stay back to your house and Kiara stays here until Kenan gets home. How?” ask Rasti.

“Then, after returning from the office, Gun went home first to bring clothes and directly here to accompany Kiara and Mami,” Gunawan replied to his mother-in-law, because Rasti had always been good to him. It also makes Gun heavy leave Kiara. Rasti always thought of him as his own son.

“Sama-sama, Mam.”

Kiara is only a listener between her mother and her husband. She was quite surprised to hear her husband's desire to stay in this house. There is no Hanin in this house. Initially, Kiara thought that Gunawan wanted to stay at this house because of Hanin here. However, the absence of the former lover Gunawan, it did not dampen his desire to go home. According to Kiara, this is quite strange.

“Ra, there grab Kenan's tie in her room!” pinta Rasti to the princess.

“Not what, Mam?” ask Kiara doubtfully.

“It's okay. There!”

Kiara got up and left her mother. So is Gunawan. The man followed the steps of the wife.once he got in front of Kenan's room, Gunawan chose to wait for Kiara in his room.

“This color, fits?” kiara asked the husband who was sitting on the edge of the bed.

Kiara entered her room and carried a blue tie, just like the work clothes currently worn by her husband.

Gunawan. “Cocord.”

“This.” Kiara handed him the tie, because usually Gunawan does not want to wear the tie by him.

He prefers to wear the tie himself. He was anti-Kiara. Meanwhile, wearing the tie must be close so that sometimes the breath of both is very felt.

“You didn't put it on for me?” ask Gunawan who has not received a tie that Kiara thrust.

“Usually, you wear it yourself and do not want to be worn by me,” replied Kiara casually.

“But from now on, I want to wear a tie by you.”

Kiara took her breath. Then, start approaching the husband. He wrapped the tie around Gunawan's neck and put it on slowly. There was no pounding in Kiara's heart. Usually he will flower and beat fast when this close to the man of his tribe. But now it feels ordinary. He was grateful, last night Gunawan did not use his body, because usually, the man never absent using his body at night. Kiara should be happy, because she used to work hard to be touched by her husband. But now, it's not anymore. Everything feels ordinary.

Kiara put the tie on, until neat. And, the direction of Gunawan's eyes can not be separated from looking at the face of his beautiful wife. Gunawan just realized that Kiara is beautiful. Maybe, because it used to be a pretty face that was applied makeup that was thick enough, so that the natural beautiful face was not radiated.

“Already,” Kiara said after seeing the tie was perfectly attached to the husband's neck.

Kiara was about to leave in front of Gunawan. However, Gunawan restrained Kiara's waist with both of his hands. He brought his lips closer to his wife.When he was very close, Kiar turned his face.

“Sorry, Mom. I haven't brushed my teeth this morning. Later smell,” said Kiara smiled and released both hands Gunawan who was on his wide waist.

“Hmm .. I prepared breakfast for you. Later on bad luck,” Kiara again said and left her husband who was still standing.

For the first time, Gunawan was rejected by Kiara and it hurt. Moreover, Kiara who often gets rejection from him first, even the rejection is accompanied by words that are not wearing. He just realized it.

The direction of Gunawan's eyes continued to stare at the back that was getting more and more invisible. Perhaps, it's time to forgive, let go of grudges and anger, then start all over. He was tired of living life like this.