Honey For Amira
Lost for the second time

Zia, Farhan and Bu Aminah are currently in a ward. After awakening, Zia was immediately transferred to the outpatient room.

Farhan came home from the boarding school an hour ago.

Farhan did not want to linger in the pesantren. When Bu Aminah called Farhan and told Farhan that Zia was awake, Farhan immediately rushed to return to his village.

"Mas, I want to meet my baby Mas," said Zia staring fixedly at Farhan.

Farhan smiled.

"Yes dear. Later, the nurse again take your baby," said Farhan.

Zia was impatiently waiting for the baby. She wanted to see her baby for the first time. Zia is very happy, because she has been blessed with a baby boy. Because Farhan had wanted a boy all along. Farhan will definitely love Zia more, after Zia can give her a son.

Moments later, a nurse stepped into Zia's room.

She smiled as she brought baby Zia.

"Suster, I'm holding my son" Zia said as she extended her two hands. She was eager to hold her baby.

"Yes. Please ma'am," said the nurse.

The nurse then gave the baby to Zia's hand.

"Can you carry Zi?" farhan asked worried that Zia would not be able to carry her child.

"Can It be."

After the baby was in Zia's arms, the nurse looked at Zia closely.

"Mom can feed that baby. To stimulate Asi mother to get out quickly," said the nurse.

Zia just nodded. She then tried to breastfeed the baby. Farhan and Bu Aminah smiled when they saw the baby suckling at his mother.

"Zia, I want to go home. From yesterday, my mother has not come home. Is it okay if you are here alone? because Farhan wants to send mom home."

Zia smiled.

"It's okay, ma'am. There are a lot of sisters here. If there's anything, I can call a nurse."

"Yes Zi, you can carry your baby. Take mom home first yes," said Farhan before leaving Zia.

Zia nodded. Farhan and Bu Aminah left Zia's room.

A few minutes later.

"Dec, wake up deck. Why are you quiet," said Zia while mengoel-noel the cheeks of the baby.

But the baby did not want to move. The baby's face was also getting pale. And his body turned bluish.

"Shy, mama's boy. Why are you quiet" said Zia. It was like talking to a doll. She did not feel that the baby was dead.

"Adek.." said Zia trying to wake the baby.

Hiks..hiks...

Zia suddenly cried, as her son was silent. The baby did not cry and there was no movement at all on the baby's body.

"You're why the deck" Zia said as she looked at the baby inside her lap.

A little while later, a nurse came into Zia's room.

"What's Miss Zia?" ask sister.

Zia looked at the nurse with tears.

Silent nurse. He then took the baby out of Zia's hand. The nurse tried to check the baby's heart rate. The baby was no longer alive.

"Inalillahi wa innailaihi rojiun, your baby is dead Ms. Zia," said the nurse.

The Sister was shocked when she heard the Sister's words.

"What! baby died? it can't be Sus. It is impossible for my baby to die. Sister must be lying. I just held her and suckled her. How could my baby just die."

"Mom, who is patient. There are many possibilities that a mother's baby may suddenly die. Because the baby, born prematurely, she from yesterday also did not get breast MILK from the mother, and also the mother's baby has a heart defect" said the nurse explained.

"No way. There's no way my baby died" Zia said hysterically.

Zia got out of her bed and was going to take the baby out of the sister's hand. But the nurse swiftly grabbed the baby very tightly. Sister was afraid that Zia would take the baby and would do something to the baby.

"Give me my son Sus. My child may not die" Zia said, trying to snatch the baby from the nuns' hands.

"Sorry Mom, your baby's dead. Let us take care of it. The patient mother. Stay calm."

The suter then left Zia and brought the baby's body. While Zia, could only roar in tears inside the room. Farhan and Bu Aminah seem to still be on the road now.

***

After arriving at the front of the house, Farhan stopped the speed of his motorbike. Farhan and Bu Aminah then got off the bike.

Moments later, the phone in Farhan's pocket rang. Farhan then picked up his phone and picked up a call from a new number.

"Hello..."

"Hello, with Mr. Farhan."

"Yes. I'm on my own."

"Pak Farhan can go back to the hospital sir?"

"To the hospital? what is it?"

"Mother Zia's baby is dead, sir. Ms. Zia was hysterical and could not be calmed down. But now he's been injected with a sedative."

"Inalillahi wa innailaihi. My baby is dead. And Zia's hysterical?"

"Yes Sir. Can you come straight here now?'

"Yes yes. I'll go straight there."

After the phone line was cut off, Farhan looked at his mother.

"My baby is dead, Mom. And Zia's hysterical."

"Inalillahi wa innailaihi. But it looks like your baby is healthy."

"Yes. I don't know Mom. My baby is not a normal baby. Except for premature babies and have heart defects. I also have a bad feeling from yesterday."

After returning home from the pesantren, Farhan seems to be much tougher than yesterday. He seems to be listening to his advice.

"Yes, now you go there. But I can't go with Farhan. Mom's tired. I just want to wait at home. Than over time in the hospital and a waste of expenses. You better take Zia home" said Aminah.

"Yes Ma'am "

Farhan then drove away from his home to go to the hospital.

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