Handsome Twins
chapter 19 portents a dream

In a beautiful and spacious park there is a teenager who is traveling around without direction he is Kim Ziyan who was confused looking for a way out.

This vast scenery left only him alone here he was really afraid, wanted out of here he did not know which way to take.

" I'm where this is.. Your father's mother whereaaa..... Did you guys hear me... Help me... " His cry but all that only sounded was the roar of himself echoing.

" Hix.... I'm where... Help me... I'm scared of myself here.... Hiks.... "

Now she was crying, her face on her knees sitting alone in this wide place.

" Please don't leave me alone... Hix.. I'mscared.... Hix..... " Him self is still in the same position.

She cried until one hand touched her shoulder gently.

Feeling that someone touched her, she stopped her crying and silently stared for fear of who was holding her shoulder.

" Why be afraid... Fuckin' coward.... You're a man you should be brave... Hmmmm... "

Hearing an unfamiliar voice, Ziyan turned her face and how surprised she saw who had been in front of her, not wasting any more time Ziyan directly hugged Rian tightly as if she did not want to take it off again.

" Hix... Y-you.... You back.... R-rian... Th-this... Is this really you... " Tanya Ziyan seemed to be in disbelief with the person in front of her.

The one asked only showed her sweet smile and nodded indicating yes.

" Riaaannn I miss you so much... Hix... I don't have any more friends to tell... Hix... Please return... Hixes. " I asked after taking off his embrace.

Before replying Rian responded with a warm smile. "can't I can't go back... Because our place is different... If anyone needs your spirit back, it's the one who has to come back..... Don't give up too soon.... "

" But I can't afford it... I think I want to give up... Too complicated my problem... I can't stand this endless longing either.... Just let me come with youuu.... " Shy.

" Shhhh.. Don't despair.... Look your journey is still long... There are still people who suffer more than you.. " His advice while holding Ziyan's shoulder channeled his spirit.

" you mean... " Tanya Ziyan was curious.

" Stay ahead there you will find the answer. " Rian said as he pointed towards Ziyan.

Ziyan also followed Rian's direction pointing forward, long he noticed he was staring back at Rian.

But the person who wanted to be stared at disappeared instantly.

" Riaaannn where are you... Please come back and don't disappear again... Why is it so short that you met Kuuu.... Hix... " His cry was to expect the summoned person to come back but that was impossible.

" No, no, I can't cry.... I have to be strong... I can't give up... Right said Rian... I have to find the answer that Rian meant earlier... " His spirit then walked back to the front.

Long enough to walk, his gaze stopped when he saw a teenager crying for his life.

Ziyan also approached the teenager, after seeing more clearly his heart as if beating fast as his tears shed Instantly.

Yes, the teenager Ziyan approached was exactly who he was if not his twin.

His hand was raised to gently touch the shoulder of his twin brother.

The crying teenager was none other than Zafran, feeling that someone had touched him he turned his head and was just as surprised to see a person who looked so much like him.

" K-you're who.... " Tanya Zafran with perfectly rounded eyes.

Instead of answering Ziyan who could not bear to directly hug her sister and cry profusely on her shoulder.

" Hix.... Hix.... Y-you're my sister.... You're twin.... Hix.... "

The confused Zafran was worried because he never knew he had a twin, another with Ziyan who already knew everything.

" you mean..... " Task Zafran who doesn't understand at all.

Ziyan took off her embrace and explained everything she knew.

" You're my twin.... Meet Ziyan your twin sister.... " Say Ziyan said as she extended her hand to shake hands with Zafran.

Zafran shook the hand even though he did not understand it at all.

" What's your name hmm.... " Tanya Ziyan who saw Zafran was silent.

" o-zafraann... Kim Zafran's... " The answer is nervous.

" Waahhh right not our clan is the same.... We're twins....  " Said Ziyan happily.

" Wait wait.... I wish I didn't have a twin.. I'm my grandfather's only grandchild.... " The answer is certain because according to his grandfather's explanation to him.

" It's impossible.... I'm your twin... We twins see our faces the same.. We're separated... When we were born.. " bluffily.

" But my grandfather said....... "

" Maybe your grandfather lied..... "

Zafran was silent at once thinking about which one was right, if it was said those twins made sense as well because their faces were exactly the same and the same clan, this kind of thing could not have been just a coincidence.

And maybe his grandfather had lied to him because there was no need to wonder why Kim Jongsuk was lying to the fact that Zafran also heard himself that his grandfather did not like his mother.

And separated..... That is also reasonable given Mr Kim's inhumane treatment.

" I heard.... Since we were born we were separated by your grandfather... He kidnapped you as a baby.Mom and dad also disappeared at that time..... That's what I heard from my grandfather there .. Oh he's your grandfather too.. " Pastor Ziyan.

Zafran was speechless and tears flooded his cheeks, so tight his chest if the statement was true.

" Don't mom and dad dead.. " Say Zafran interjected between his cries.

" I'm sure they just disappeared instead of dying... "

" Hix.... No way it's impossible... Hix.... Not likely... " The mess cannot accept that fact.

" Trust my sister.... This is the way of our lives....." Ziyan said as she carried Zafran into her arms.

They cried together especially Zafran who could not accept this fact and his grandfather who was very biadap could lie to him.

" Are you with mom and dad now. " Task Zafran after getting out of their arms.

Ziyan shook his head in a doldrums. " I live with my foster parents not with our parents. "

" Where are they. "

" I don't know either. "

Zafran only let out a lethargic breath.

" But you're happy being with your foster parents they don't hurt you. "

" Yes they're very good plus our grandparents are there." Ziyan.

" What about your life there. " It was now Ziyan's turn to ask.

Zafran did not immediately answer he just sighed softly. " If only I could choose I'd rather stay here...." Lesions.

Hearing the desperate tone of her twin sister, Ziyan was curious because she thought her sister's life was happier than hers.

" why. " Tanya Ziyan was astonished.

Zafran only smiled before answering.

And when he was about to answer arrived the voice of a voice calling Ziyan echoed in this place so Zafran did not have time to say it.

"Ziyaaannn.... Awake baby... "

" Ziyannn... "

" Our Ziyan misses you.. "

" Yyaaaannn. "

The sound of that voice echoed in their place.

" Go back and they're looking for you. " Tell Zafran to Ziyan.

" No I won't come back I'll be with you here. " Disput Ziyan.

" Don't be like that just because I you forgot them there's a time we're together... Come back.. " Related Zafran.

" I'll be here until someone comes looking for me and if it's not there then my place is right now. " hereinafter.

" No Zafran. " Remain Ziyan again.

" -you mean..... " Tanya Ziyan was astonished.

And slowly Zafran disappeared from before Ziyan.

And at the same time Ziyan woke up from his sleep with breath gasping for breath, he said the first time was the name Zafran.

The Ziyan nursery.

His eyes opened without any sign of his breathing gasping for breath and the first time he called was Zafran.

" Dear you're up. What's up, son.. " Tanya Raina panicked that saw Ziyan awaken by herself.

" Huh.. Huh... Z-zafraan... "

" Zafran...?? Who's he son. " Tanya Arman who had never heard the name called her son.

Again Ziyan continued to mention the name Zafran ignoring the people who had been worried about him.

" My grandson, calm down, son.. Calm down.... Who is Zafran... There's no such thing as Zafran here... " Relax Mr. Bahar.

" Calm down... " Granny Yana calmed Ziyan down as well.

" Are you dreaming, baby.. " Tanya Raina.

Ziyan nodded and cried. " Zafran... D-he's not okay mom.. Ayaph.. Grandfatherbiscuts... Grannies... Hix... "

" Yes, son, but who is he. " Tanya Arman was curious about the figure.

When he was about to answer suddenly his eyes felt heavy and he finally fainted.

Everything there was growing more panicked and immediately called the doctor.

And after being examined the doctor said Ziyan was fine he just had not had the full energy and was still weak.

After hearing that they stroked the chest in relief because Ziyan's condition was not as bad as they thought.

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KIM ZAFRAN IS IN HIS ROOM.

It was already noon but the teenager had not yet opened his eyes, after preparing food and bringing it to Zafran's room, Sheliya hoped her son would come to his senses but the fate did not happen.

The person who awaited his consciousness had not also budged from his long sleep.

Sheliya sat back next to Zafran's bed and stroked her son's hair.

" When..... When did you realize, baby.... Mom misses you... Be prompt... I've prepared food for you... You haven't eaten since you fainted.... Come on, wake up... Did you make your mother cry..... Hix.... Hix... " She said as she kissed her son's hand many times.

While in other places Zafran was in nature was waiting for people who were looking for him.

And the thing that he was waiting for was fruitful, by hearing the voice that he was very hopeful for. Slowly the light came Zafran also approached him and soon after..........

" Uhukkp... Uhh.. Uhhukk... "

Hearing Zafran's coughing voice, Sheliya who was in the place was immediately surprised he was happy not to play because the wait was fruitful.

" zaafraann... K-kkau aware. " His voice was trembling.

Those round eyes blinked slowly neutralizing the light that entered his eyes.

" Dear if anyone is sick... " His voice was worried and accidentally the first word came out.

" Euuha... A-water... " Pinta Zafran is still neutralizing the pain.

" You're thirsty let's drink first. " Sheliya immediately took the water he had prepared and drank on Zafran slowly.

After drinking Zafran back lying down and not talking much.

" You're okay, mister hmmm... Someone is still sick... " His question was panicked and only avenged the feeble bundle of Zafran.

" You're hungry.... " Task again and get the same response.

Seeing Zafran who was only pensive Sheliya also stroked his forehead many times.

" What are you thinking hmm. "

" A-i'm d-where. " Ask with an almost inaudible voice.

Naturally the new zafran siuman and surely his consciousness is not yet complete.

" This is your room.. "

After hearing that, Zafran returned pensive.

" Don't be pensive like that, tell me don't you think for yourself.. Hm." Said Sheliya softly Until Zafran who heard her was very happy plus her aunt had re-nurtured her thought Zafran.

Zafran smilingly looked at Sheliya in hopes of not wanting to lose such a gentle figure again.

But the tearless Sheliya immediately soaked her smooth cheeks.

Looking at the tears Zafran swiftly even though his hand movements were slow to wipe away the tears.

Feeling her son's hand touch her skin don't ask how Sheliya's mood is right now.

" Don't cry... Y-you hurt me biii... Help me t-not strong to see these tears.... " She said quietly while continuing to wipe away those tears.

Intentions want to stop but the crying is getting louder his heart really can not stand at a time like this.

" You hurt me too, baby... If I keep seeing your condition like this... Hix.. " Inner.

Seeing that his aunt did not stop crying, Zafran slowly got up and took her in his arms.

" Please come back to me bi... Hix.... K-return.. I miss your attention... Hix... Hix.... Don't ignore me anymore... Hix... I'm not sangguupp... Hix..... Even though my grandfather ignored me... But at least you don't want to ignore me... Hix.... I'm lonely in this house.... Hix... " Now it was Zafran's turn to cry and complain to the one who always expected his attention.

Hearing that Sheliya increasingly crushed his chest tight to hear the complaint from his son, eagerly........ Ahhh but that's impossible.

Now he could only cry and continue to strengthen his heart to face this never-ending problem.

Surrendering and continuing to survive would have been the same, had Sheliya not heard the advice of her father before she might have committed suicide by now.

****** running away from the problem is not a way out do not think by making a suicide decision will solve your problem. Remember you also still have responsibility on the day of resurrection, and the suicide path is only in fools.

Whatever your problems set your heart believe that after dark there will be light, God's destiny is better than what we planned. God is fair, and life needs many colors. Imagine if we are always given happiness for sure over time happiness is not the thing we want anymore, humans are easily bored. And the one who was given the trials of that person was a person dear to God, meaning that the person was always supervised. Do not think that the person who has no problem in life that person is loved by God unless that person is no longer cared about by giving all his pleasure to him.

By giving trials to man means that God loves his servant very much and always wants to hear his prayer.

The point is that if problems come to you, strengthen your heart, be patient, try, and pray... And when your destiny of happiness is coming God will never miss that time. Remember never to berate your God for your life's problems but ask him to strengthen your heart.

Maybe now you're okay but don't know what your life will be like. So whatever happens prepare your heart, that's my father's message for my daughter. ******

The advice was always ringing in his head, a word that meant too much to him. Words from the father figure to his daughter.

True said his father at that time and now he is experiencing it.

Even his children are experiencing this reality.

After coming out of the womb, the child is immediately hit by suffering, but believe me it is a plan carved by the Creator.

Do not be rash to comment if you do not know the end.

And don't disturb the moment of mother and child mumpung barrier they haven't come home.

It turned out that a cheerful figure like Sheliya could be silent instantly because of life problems that were never expected.

Now the figure of the comedian was crying, even once he rarely cried but now look crying has become his food.

Don't think of people's destiny by their nature because it can never be guessed.

And one antagonist alone is enough to make his life suffer.

Even the figure that was already with him could not reach him.

The figure that had been near her could not be approached.

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