
Bandung, arborea,
after last night his brother came sneaking into the room through the window, this morning Evan slowly brought the mother to his room, bringing the mother and the brother together, the father followed behind.
the door to the room opened, the mother who did not know what evan meant was simply astonished,
the look in their eyes met, Ferdi was already teary-eyed, mother was just glued, right what he saw in front of her was now the eldest whom he missed so muchðŸ˜
the father who realized that was crying, his heart felt pain and relief at the same time.
Ferdi stepped up, approached the mother who was still pensive looking at him, the mother's hand stalling touching the cheek snag son who was so thin, his heart really hurt, he said, her son was so different physically when he last met
"naakk, (there was a shiver holding back the cries inside her, Ferdi nodded, this is not a normal thing for them though, though,.. Ferdi often goes to take care of his work for a long time, but in contrast to this, his son goes in big trouble)
" mom.. (Ferdi collapses in the arms of the mother their tears break, the father rubs the head of the eldest, the child he is proud of)
strengthening each other, regulating each other's breath due to emotional turmoil, Ferdi loosened his embrace, the mother rubbed the tears left on the cheeks of the child, and the mother wiped the tears on her cheeks,
"kangen mom, how do you live? I don't even want to watch TV, I don't want to hear news about you"
"Ferdi's fine ma'am, (alternating looking at his father) see Ferdi is here
" you're so skinny na (mother's crying again)
Ferdi invites her mother to sit on Evan's bed,
"Ferdi also misses the mother, I don't know, maybe this has become the fate of Ferdi bu, (Ferdi told all of her)
" o God, what sin did we commit, why did this happen to my son"
"whether Ferdi is here ma'am, the police are looking for Ferdi. Ferdi should be as soon as he leaves"
"son, give up, it will commemorate your punishment, and we know where to meet later" said the father
there was one thing he wanted to say, but as he was impossible, to be honest, he was not willing to be caught and languished in prison, he wanted to see the rena he so missed the woman he still considered the lover, his future wife, he wanted to express all her, he wanted to tell her his grievances, his grievances, he wanted to hope his rena understood his forgiveness, but seeing who married rena, it was like it wasn't easy
"as long as it's safe let Ferdi here well, mom miss him altogether"
'Ferdi will not engage you ma'am, just Ferdi who bore Ferdi's actions, you will be threatened with punishment as well"
"that's right, Evan said,..
" but wait, mom will cook your favorite chicken opor first, do not first go son, wait ya (mother rise soon go to the kitchen cooking opor favorite of her child)
father and evan endlessly give support, no matter how the child is guilty, Ferdi also know that, Ferdi went to his room, packed a few pieces of clothes, evan came, and, he still keeps no HP rena, rena too, they can still see their respective activities, evan shows the status of WA rena who is on vacation with his child and husband.
evan deliberately did that, hoping that his brother could move on, however Ferdi had to continue his life even though it might be behind bars
"bangs
" yes deck, yes,
evan gives his HP, there is a photo rena there with rey and his son, looks rena smile sweet shows that he is happy
"rena.. are you happy?? but as it so seems, too much of your happiness there, is not a minute in a day you remember me,
I'm not ready, my love has to break up in the middle of the road because of my own silliness, how can you forgive me, myself can't accept it" (Ferdi cried, evan died, her, giving his brother time alone, the mother who will deliver food to the room in evan prevent"
"let's take my brother first ma'am, he needs a lot of time"
nodding weakly, the mother obeyed what evan said, waiting for the firstborn at the dinner table, the mother would feed her, she said, as before Ferdi was a child who asked for bribes until he was 7 years old was still a bribe mother when eating
Ferdi also came out of his room, carrying a bag of clothes, and,
"son, it's ripe opor her, let's eat...
sitting next to my mother,
" mother bribe yes..
Ferdi laughed
"bu Ferdi can eat by himself, how if Ferdi yusapin mother ya (mother nods while crying. starting her feed, Ferdi feed her mother first, mother power hold back crying, mother, he went to his room, left Ferdi alone.
continuing his meal in silence, he knew the most bitter thing before him was the iron bars, he enjoyed the bribe after the mouthful, the opor taste of the mother-made chicken that never changed his taste, he said, this will he miss..
Ferdi will give up maybe later, he just wants to meet rena explain all of her,.
after eating Ferdi went to the mother's room, the mother was there sleeping against the door, there was a rest of sobs left
mother realizes the presence of her child
"son here, mom there's something
Ferdi came, sitting cross-legged, right in front of the mother,
" you have a hard time withdrawing money at the ATM, said Evan? this is take it, for your provisions, for,
Ferdi stared at the blue-mixed red banknotes, probably about 2 million rupiahs,
"mom has cash this way, evan and dad have gone to work, mom can not go to the store to sell jewelry, what else are you?
Ferdi looked at the mother, the true love of the mother of all time, when he said of the chaos that occurred, but the mother and father were not angry in the slightest
"bu Ferdi still has money, save it for mom"
"don't lie son, evan told me all about it, don't think about it at home, tomorrow morning before work Evan can go to the jewelry store" Ferdi received the money given by the mother, he also handed over the ATM following his pin no on evan, hoping evan could take care of him, and the money that Ferdi had the work could first be used for home purposes
"sorry Mom, (hugging the mother's feet) Ferdi is not a good child, far from the word soleh as a child, sorry Ferdi ma'am,..
" apologizing mother, when you're like this, we can't do anything, you fight yourself son"
"Ferdi is already a big mom, I believe if Ferdi can get through all, "
"where are you going now? dad said, why don't you go to the police?
" there's something Ferdi wants to take care of ma'am"
"what does that have to do with rena?
don't be rash, honey, do you know who the husband is?
" fedi tau ma'am, Ferdi just wanted to talk to him, no matter how guilty Ferdi was of his death mama rena, all because of ferdi
"mom please do not make something beyond common sense, son, I know you love the same, but you also have to love yourself, rena is happy, rena is happy, why do you have to be like this, you also have to be happy, son,
" mother is right, Ferdi will only explain to rena, Ferdi does not want there to be a misunderstanding between us, because to be together is certainly not possible
after kangen kangeenan with the family, especially the mother, Ferdi went. wearing a hat mask he was silent to find a small way to go through. the mother can only pray, but he was silent, may their firstborn be so proud in the protection of Allah, no matter what