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Zafira looked at the three people in front of him who were hugging each other. Really, this kind of scene he had dreamed of for a very long time. Funnily enough, this happened when they were separated. But they can only accept. This has become their destiny. They can only live with a patient heart.

Zafira's eyes glazed over to see how her children shed their sadness, longing, and happiness in the father's arms. Although at that time Zafira was so angry and hurt and disappointed even to hate Refano, but he never once taught his children to hate the figure of his father. It was enough that they felt disappointed because of his own father's neglect, he did not want to foster hatred so that the hearts of his children became blackened. He did not want to instill hatred that could be a scary scourge later on. Not infrequently, the separation of parents makes children become traumatized in a relationship such as marriage. As a result, some are reluctant to establish relationships, some are reluctant to establish serious relationships, some are so fond of playing a relationship, and many more. How much he would regret his actions if he did that. Especially after knowing the background that makes the ex-husband treat himself and his children like that.

Zafira's heart was stabbed. Especially when Refano turned his gaze to her. Those eyes really sliced through the heart. A longing that might be as wide as the ocean made the man cry a sigh. Zafira to no end thought, how could his former in-laws treat his son up to this. Make the child have to swallow the bitter pill with separation. Unable to Zafira imagine, how devastated and hurt Refano so far must harbour a sense of alone without any place to share.

Zafira's heart was squeezed by invisible hands. So hurt. Stuffy. Until he took a breath Zafira felt difficulty.

Seeing his wife being carried away, Alvian then grabbed Zafira's shoulders and buried his face in the chest of his field. He who is a man only to shed tears because he was moved to see the scene of longing between father and son in front of him. Alvian was sure, anyone who saw the scene before him would also shed tears. How not, they have to soak each other longs for years and can only spill them today. One roof but pretending not to care is more painful than being completely separated. But he was grateful, slowly but surely the problem began to unravel. The hidden longing now does not need to be covered anymore. Perhaps this is the meaning of the term, all will be beautiful in time. And maybe this is the time that Refano and his children will reap the beauty.

"Papa, let's go see. Very funny, pa. He can also learn to lie on his stomach. But it still has to be helped mama," exclaimed Regina while pulling Refano's hand to get closer to the stroller where baby Zafran was. Refano smiled amusedly at the sight of his two daughters swelling up from long crying. Both of their noses became very red, but still did not reduce the beauty of the daughters.

"Yes papa, look at Zaplan yok, pa. Papa hasn't been a sling yet, has he?" timpal Refina pulled his father's hand to look at their sister.

Refano glanced at Zafira first, as if asking for permission through a look in the eye. Zafira nodded while wiping her tears. Really, seeing his ex-wife crying like that made his heart seem pinched.

However, that feeling changed in relief when he saw the nod from Zafira. With a growing feeling, he immediately headed for the child's stroller. Baby Zafran just woke up from his sleep. Baby Zafran smiled sweetly with eyes twitching makes the taste of haru bursting and again make the crystal clear twirls crammed out of the eye crackers. With a slightly trembling hand, Refano carried his baby.

Her tears were completely spilled when the baby Zafran had been completely in her arms.

"My son. Unfortunately papa, sorry papa yes, son just saw you now. Zafran .. papa's son. My dear ... " Refano shed her tears while kissing Baby Zafran's face. She shed her affection and longing through kisses on her cheeks, eyes, forehead, and crown.

Really, he had been waiting for this moment for a long time. For a long time she had hoped to touch, carry, and kiss her baby. When Regina and Refina were born, she could have stolen the opportunity to do that, but not baby Zafran. Not only because he has divorced Zafira, but also because they live apart and they also do not have good communication and almost never communicate at all. He will not waste this opportunity. He will give all his longing to his tiny baby who is so handsome.

After giving up longing with baby Zafran, Alvian also allowed Zafira to speak with Refano. He was sure that there were many things that his brother wanted to tell his wife. Alvian also asked Caca and Sinta to take her children to the park next to the company building so that Zafira could talk to Refano without being disturbed by her children.

Was she not afraid that Zafira would suddenly want to return to her ex-husband?

Of course he was afraid. However, he had to brush off his ego. Because he knew it was not easy to be both. Passing through the days together that were not a moment ago suddenly had to part for some reason, Alvian could not imagine how devastated their feelings actually had to be forcibly separated.

So, is he not jealous?

As a man who loved his wife so much, of course Alvian felt jealous. And again he had to shake his ego. Because he believed and believed, his wife would always keep her marwah as a wife.

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"Fira .." muttered Refano as they were left alone in Alvian's study. Alvian chose to sit in the chair where Zafira was still working. Provides an opportunity for both to unravel the tangled threads of the past.

Brukkka ...

Suddenly Refano dropped his knee in front of Zafira making the woman jump from her seat and stand up with a rumbling heart.

"Mas, you ... Why are you?"

"I'm sorry, Fira Maafin is wrong and the sin of the mas all this time. Mas ... what a bad husband and father. I realized, I do not deserve to ask for much less to get an apology from you, but .. but mas still apologized. Forgive me Fira who can't protect you. Forgive me for the pain I have been suffering all this time. Forgive me, forgive me, I apologize .. sorry .. sorry .. "refano said while stunned with choked breath. Many times he wiped away the tears that were dripping down his cheeks.

Actually Zafira still feels pain for the actions of Refano all this time. However, Zafira who already knew the reason for his attitude could only try to forgive. He believes, Refano is really being slumped at the moment. Problems for the sake of problems hit him repeatedly. If it was someone else, Zafira wasn't sure she could survive like her ex-husband. He does not want to be a burden in the life of Refano which has been very difficult. It's not easy to become a Refano. Pray, hopefully Refano can get up soon and live his life calmly and achieve his happiness.

Seeing Refano was stunned while struggling to make Zafira's mind tormented. He moved and held Refano's shoulder and asked him to stand up immediately.

"Mas, no, don't do this. Come, stand!" bring Zafira. Refano looked up, their neutrals clashing. Refano looked at Zafira with a twinkle of longing, love, and regret. Zafira until he was glued. Zafira then shifted his gaze so as not to blow with the dense black netra of Refano. He was afraid of suddenly being swept away in the navel of love that had not been completely extinguished from his heart.

"Mas, wakeup. I ... I have forgiven you. I am angry and hate you. But after knowing why you're acting that way, slowly the hate fades. Although it has not been completely lost, but I already want to make peace with the past. You have a good reason for doing that. I don't justify what you're doing, but everything has already happened. The past cannot be replayed. We can only try to improve what we can improve in the future, including learning to make peace with the past. I have forgiven you, mas," said Zafira at length makes Refano sobbing to hear it. Lately, he's been a whiny man. I don't know how many times she cried this week. Especially when he does the evening prayer, that's when he spills all his light on the Creator. Hoping to get a panacea for all the pain he felt. And one of those drugs is an apology from the woman he hurt. He was really grateful, Zafira still wanted to forgive him. Even Zafira wants to meet her with her children. He believed that before he came, Zafira had advised his children to forgive and accept him as a father. It really started the heart of his ex-wife. He felt so stupid to let go. But what you want to say, this is their destiny. They can only live and Allah is the One who determines everything.

"Thank you, Fira. Thank you for the sorry that you gave. Thank you for the opportunity you gave me to meet and miss the kids. You are an amazing woman. Thank you," Refano said sincerely.

"Thank you to Allah and Alvain for it is Allah who has opened the door of my heart to forgive you through the intermediary of Bang Al. He told me everything and advised me to forgive you."

Refano smiled sincerely. His sister was also truly amazing he thought. He easily allowed them to talk together.

"of course. I am so grateful to God for His grace to open the door of your forgiveness. Mas will also thank Alvian because without his intermediary it might be difficult to apologize to you." Refano's words made Zafira nod. "Ra, can I tell you something?"

"What?"

"Maybe you'd be surprised by what I'd say, but maybe it's also a once-in-a-lifetime opportunity. Zafira, honestly, actually since the beginning of our meeting, I've been in love with you. Even to this day, that sense still reigns in the heart. However, unfortunately, circumstances forced the mas to cover it. Even the universe does not allow us to be together. Sorry if you make you uncomfortable. They don't force you to answer. At least once, mas want to express it so that the feeling of mas feels more relieved. Thank you for continuing for 7 years. I know, it must be hard for you to get through. And thank you for listening to your heart, too. May you be happy, Ra. I will always pray for your happiness and for the children."

After saying that, Refano immediately stood up. He looked at the beautiful face of Zafira. He recorded the face in his memory. After that, Refano immediately left the room leaving Zafira who was still unmoved in his place.

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