Bound Mumtaz
158. The Happiness of Hito and Zahra.

" Thank you, thank you..." The words of gratitude to each other from Bara and Daniel's mouth were accompanied by a smile of silence over Elena's words.

They were happy that Mumtaz did not have to feel the sadness of being separated from Sicily, they knew how much his best friend loved his lover.

An upset and guilty rage often hung over his face when they had urgent and sudden business when he wanted to spend time with Sicily even if it was just to pick him up or drop him off.

While Ibn froze, he experienced Dejavu in a tense situation in anxiety mixed with fear that had reached him. Sitting in perfect composure begs for mercy with a racing heart hoping for something.

He was sure he had experienced this kind of situation in his past life, sitting with someone who faintly flashed in his memory, but somehow, and where?.

" Thank you, thank you, sir. We promise we won't tell the others, we'll shut up." Said the person, while he was already trembling in fear.

The sound of happy laughter from Alfaska and the others filled the room, Ibn shaking his head casting away the shadow of the chilling laughter of tall adults standing in front of those holding onto someone.

" Hahahaha, good, but unfortunately I don't care because your father has to die." Ibn jerked his father's face held hostage was seen blocking the face of the man behind him.

Suddenly a quick movement of the raised blade pointed towards his body.

Jamb.....

The knife, which was supposed to stab his father in the stomach, stabbed the man who ran pushing his father.

Ibn's face paled pias, his body trembling.

" Sinakkk...." Shouted the trembling young man.

" TDAAAKKKK.." cried Ibnu when the terrible shadow adorned his mind.

They gasped, then were surprised to see Ibn hysterical with a face full of suffering accompanied by tears that poured down, his body trembling violently.

" In..." Call Daniel slowly.

" QIRAKKK... MUMTAAAZZ..." His head was snapped like a bogam hit him, his eyes were violently fiddled with the awareness of something new reaching him, then he fell unconscious on Daniel's lap.

" Kyaa...Ibn...wake up...." Pekik Elena approached Ibnu who closed his eyes.

" Ini, i,...."

" In, uh,..."

" Ini, i,...." Call his friends together who immediately swarm him.

" What's up?" Aryan asked from the doorway with many people.

" I don't know, Pi. He suddenly screamed and then fainted." Alfaska panicked.

Bara put the back of his hand to his forehead." The body's hot, we're taking him to the hospital."

Damian, Akbar, and Fatih together raised Ibnu's body and took him to the hospital, followed by all of them.

So panicked the accompaniment of luxury cars under the rain coming out of Pradapta's house walking like a convoy makes other motorists wonder who the important people who pass the Street is empty without a single vehicle crossing along the way to the hospital out of their observation.

" Bang, hang on." God murmured behind his computer.

" Wa, squeaky. Medsos is bustling about bang Mumtaz." Dimas shifted his chair directly milling around on the computer to stop the news that had been spread for the last 10 minutes.

******

The sky turned dark, the rain still wet the earth Zahra has not been found to make Hito very frustrating.

Not caring about the heavy rain all day he went around Jakarta looking for Zahra after watching a video from Mumtaz, but the results were nil.

He went back and forth in the living room of his apartment, then ruffled his hair in annoyance waiting for news from Leon. After Mumtaz sent the video he pulled Leon from the hospital for questioning. He was then tasked with leading the search for Zahra.

If not the insistence and orders of the higher-ups in Dressazaga to stay in the apartment he was reluctant to lock himself here, while Zahra has not been found.

Derrt....

Ting.mut....

While answering a call from Leon he set foot to the door that kept his bell pressed on who knew, who was sure whoever was at his doorstep now he would refuse to be visited.

" Hello, you'd better give me some good news, Leon."

" Zahra has been found, now he..."

Chequek...

Hito froze, his eyes looking straight at the beloved woman with all his heart who stood up with a smile that had not been given to him for a long time, even though that smile was not the best part of him.

" It's right here, in front of me." He said slowly, then closed the call.

" Yes.hi." Zahra waved her hand slowly.

Grep!!!

Hito hugged Zahra's body shrouding her tightly with her body trembling as emotions ignored Zahra's soaked clothes.

For some time no words were spoken from the two, they just wanted to enjoy the moment of presence of their loved ones.

" If I'm wrong please forgive me, but please don't torture me by disappearing again." Lirih Hito behind his arms, Zahra shook her head.

" You don't know I was attacked by a terrible panic when Mumtaz said you were missing, if it wasn't Heru who was preventing me from leaving, maybe I'm still out there somewhere just looking for you."

" Sorry!" Said Zahra quietly, Hito also replied by shaking his head.

" Let go, I'm wet." 

Hito shook his head, "No, you'll be gone again. I'll hold you until you promise I won't go again."

Hito felt a hint of hesitation from Zahra's body language that hid her face in her lover's chest, though then she shook her head, "no, I'm not going to go anymore." He said unsure.

Hito broke his embrace, but did not take off his hand in Zahra's hand.

" Come on, come in."The two hands of the lovers were still linked.

The living room is illuminated by light from several small lights make the room not so bright although not dim enough to build a warm atmosphere.

 Hito can feel the nervousness of his lover, for whatever reason. He wanted to ask but was afraid of ruining the familiar moments between them. The moment that was lost due to the kidnapping tragedy..

They were standing in the middle of the room, in front of a long bone-colored sofa. Zahra forced to pull his hand from Hito's grasp, there was a sense of disappointment flashing his day.

" Sit down, baby." said Hito covering up his feelings, he did not want Zahra to not feel comfortable.

Zahra shook her head," wet."

" It's okay." Zahra refused.

The anxiety was getting more pronounced, Hito was getting worried about him. He glanced at the two hands of Zahra twisting each other in nervousness, his countenance stiffening.

Hito held Zahra's upper arm, then rubbed it." Ara, what's wrong?" His eyes looked straight at his lover's bead, Zahra shook her head.

" Is there anything that bothers you?" Again, Zahra shook her head.

Pale lips, trembling body, wet clothes that held Hito inquired further.

" Relax, I'm taking a hot drink first."

" You know baby, don't ever go..."

While walking into the kitchen Hito continued to invite Zahra to speak despite not getting a response from the opponent.

After Hito was out of sight, Zahra scooped up as much air as she could, trying to be relaxed, yet unable, then she exhaled.

Sandra's words came back, which at once a sense of worry, anxiety about her future back attacked her.

His self-distrust re-emerged, today insecure comes to go haunting his soul, between logic and the feeling of continuing to fight for him to take a stand.

Slowly she opened her headscarf hook, then with trembling hands removed her headscarf, the veil slowly fell away from her head which ended up lying on the floor.

Binds of hair that has been stretched also fall to the floor letting her back hair free to decompose.

In his heart he asked God for forgiveness for the sin he was doing, but he had to make sure of something.

As if his consciousness was drifting somewhere, the hand continued to move. Now head over to his flannel shirt.

With a slowing motion, the trembling hands unbuttoned one by one until the shirt joined the hood on the floor.

Now he is only wrapped in a tank top, Hito's voice is like a musical accompaniment to his actions, his eyes closed tightly before the hand grabbed the tip of the cloth and then pulled up to escape from the head, then detached from his body.

The cold air from the AC hit his wet body. Now only br4 and his trousers are still attached to cover their precious objects.

So focused on his actions, Zahra did not realize that Hito had stopped talking.

Prangs...

The breaking sound from the glass detached from the handrails of Hito standing in the connecting erea made Zahra's head flinch.

Hito stood pecking, his pupils dilating motionless from his lover's open body. He was surprised, whether there was anything with his lover, but from his beautiful face he could know Zahra was in his lowest point.

His gaze was rubbed with Zahra's netra which was emitting darkness within. For a long time they just looked at each other.

" and..."

" I want you to see the defects of my body, so that you no longer say such an idyllic marriage." That uninspired voice hurt Hito's heart.

Not letting go of his gaze Hito stepped closer to him, his eyes scanned Zahra from above then the neck, then the shoulders, when in the chest area Hito's breath choked, he tried hard not to lose his mind.

Quickly the view leads down to the stomach, the breath filling the quiet room.

There, under her navel was a long, fading scar.

" I.this is why?"

" The incision from Tanura's knife attack first."

Hito groaned, his molars clashed with each other to make a sound.

Zahra turned around, presenting a back that also contained the same scar that was newer this one was longer along her back.

Hito grimacing," i...this?"

" The result of that time when I and Aunt Sandra and Brother Edel came out of the back room."

His body bristled and trembled as Hito gently peeked at the nape and then spread along the line of the wound.

He carefully turned Zahra's body around, and Hito knelt with both hands holding her lover's trembling waist, and again he let the kiss slip on the other wound.

Hito's rather rough big hand on his skin gave birth to another foreign vibration that Zahra had just known, but as a doctor he knew what the taste was.

A sense that made him tremble even more because of his fear of another sin if his step defense collapsed.

The kiss on the wound under his navel inevitably provoked him to draw bated breath, the moisture of his lover's supple skin that gave a soft touch and shahdu offered a worship tore his humble taste.

Kecup4an it continues to propagate up a while after an inch according to the existing wound.

Getting up close to d4d4 Hito's eyes accidentally closed he did not want the khilaf, Zahra's hands squeezed the fabric of her trousers tightly.

The kiss4n was extended to the second part of his arm that got his fair share of affection from him, continuing up to the right neck in his niche a small wound, there the lips of the old Hito touched it, there, absorbing fragrant while arranging his turbulent heart.

The affectionate process continued into the jaw despite no injuries, Hito kept peeling at him, he was on the verge of his defensive limit.

There was no deed accompanying the movement, they both wanted to enjoy each other's acceptance

Now that both of his big hands were framing Zahra's still pale face, he kissed her temple which turned out to be another scar that faded, directly into the eyes, nose, and cheeks.

Hito's hand rubbed the tear marks on Zahra's cheek, slowly Zahra's eyes opened. Hito was looking at her while smiling sweetly thinly at her.

The faint smile, in the brown net, exudes only the same love, affection, pride, and adoration that Zahra sees every Hito looking at her.

His thumb was stroking Zahra's lower lip." This one..can?" His love shows him that he still wants himself after what he saw.

Zahra immediately hid her face in the chest of her lover's field. Hito smiled happily, he kissed Zahra's head.

One of his right hands pulled out the sarapes, a typical Mexican woven blanket draped on the head of his long sofa covering Zahra's body that covered her head enough to Zahra's waist.

" Ara, look at me." Zahra.

Hito could feel his shirt wet, Zahra was crying again which he must have been for the umpteenth time.

Hito wrapped his arms around Zahra's entire body.

" I've been thinking about you all day, I don't want to separate, but I realize I don't deserve you."

" I already know I don't deserve you, but hearing directly from others about my imperfections is painful. Not worth all the wounds you see. The wound stabbed my heart. Seriously imprinting the matter."

" As far as I know Afa, I don't see each other very often. I only often heard his name in the mouth of Afa who loved him very much, missed him, even disappointed in him."

Zahra raised her face to Hito's eyes, "what's wrong we made Afa part of us because she ignored him. We could not bear to take it off when he often cried calling his mother's name who never came, had a nightmare because of the tragedy, he said, even several times he tried to end his life because he was desperate to accept the fact that his mother was more concerned with the clothes than he was."

" For God's sake we love him so much, we never thought of using him for personal gain. The affection that Afa needed that was not given by her mother.

Hito did not interrupt the outpouring of his lover's heart, he just rubbed his cheeks because of tears. For Hito it's best for Zahra.

" Why does he hate me so much? Hating us, looking down on us. We are not rich, but we are not bad, right?even we gave up Tia's youth to be lured in by her because we knew she wasn't as strong as people saw."

" Young master Atma Madina can't be alone, she doesn't want to be lonely and shouldn't be lonely because it will threaten her life, and Tia is the cure. Sandra doesn't know about it."

" We who always forced her not to hate her mother who had forgotten her, we gave her family affection when her mother was busy. So why did he insult me? Swear me? I know I shouldn't love you but she shouldn't demean me, Hmmmmph...." Hysterical Zahra is instantly silenced with a ferocious kiss from the hateful Hito as Zahra doubts her qualities.

Hito pulled the nape of Zahra to be more interested in him, deepening his lvm4t with bib1r that kept moving channeling everything it felt. 

Hito desperately wants Zahra to understand what she means to him.

He's angry, angry at Sandra. If the woman was not an Atma Madina, today too, even now she would finish him no matter she was a woman, and also a mother.

Kiss4n does not hold lust, she just wants her lover to know that she is still as valuable as yesterday, and always valuable, she still wants it, and will continue to crave it.

This love has mastered the soul and body, can not be bargained again.

After that, the breath of the two gasping for each other breathed air.

Hito frowned the two, until their noses stuck together.

" You're beautiful, what you have is always beautiful. I love you, I'm all you have to hear."

Hito's hand holding Zahra's jaw forced their eyes to look at each other.

" Look at me," Zahra dodged to the side that Hito immediately rejected who returned their gazes back to meet.

" Look at me, if you're reluctant to do this, it won't be done." Force Hito.

Inevitably Zahra looked at Hito with a sad look, Hito rubbed his eyes making the eyes closed as if expelling the sadness and then opened again.

Hito opened his shirt and shirt, emblazoned with some Zahra-like scars on his shoulders, back and some on his hands.

There was a startled gasp of Zahra closing her mouth in surprise.

" I'm not as perfect as you think, are you going to leave me?" hito asked cautiously there was a sense of concern it was happening.

his smile was on its back as Zahra shook her head, "this... How did you not get it?"

Hito puts his shoulders back and relax." One or two of my activities with Dressazaga."

" So, if you feel you are flawed, as well as me.tap I'm not perfect this selfish still want to have you without thinking maybe you are disgusted at me."

" Of course I'm not disgusted" Zahra said quickly.

" Even me, baby, we both mean more than just physical perfection.

" Yes..."

Suddenly Hito pulls and sits Zahra on a long sofa, Zahra fixes the sarapes that sag slightly to show her hair as a result of the pull.

Now that Zahra realized her nakedness, shame and discomfort immediately haunted her.

Hito who was crouching in front of him who realized it was a small smile," just shy, hmm. I've been holding back my desires." His big hand stroked Zahra's arm through the sarapes.

" I'd better go home." Hito prevented Zahra from leaving.

" I'm sorry, I won't tease you anymore."

" It's not like it's night, I have to go home."

" Because it's night I won't let you go home."

" but..."

" Ara, look at me." The golden Hito in his eyes made Zahra not wrinkle, he looked at Hito.

 Hito pulled out a small box that kept a beautiful ring with a navy-colored oval-shaped diamond.

As she was about to put it on her ring finger Zahra refused. Hito looked at him with a sad look.

" It already exists." Zahra raised her finger which was already embedded in the white Berlin ring there.

" You're wearing it." Zahra nodded.

Hito smiled, but he took the other hand and put the ring on his ring finger.

" This ring is more expensive, I don't intend to be arrogant, but you should know to me you mean. I love you, I love you so much. Keep it in your mind, so whatever people say about you ignore it. Hm." Zahra nodded.

He's down in shame, "thank you."

Hito shook his head even though Zahra didn't see him." I'm the one who thanks you for coming with me after losing so much that I made for you." Sissy speech.

Zahra's left hand rubbed Hito's face." We agreed not to talk about it." Because Zahra does not want to be dissolved in sadness because of the departure of her parents.

Hito stroked the hand and grabbed it with both hands. " Aulia Zahratul Kamilah, you've worn my ring. You must want to marry me!?"

Zahra was surprised, then she smiled.

" You don't hate me." Hito.

" You're not disgusted with me."

" No, you're beautiful. So..."

" I want to, you don't regret it.

Hito laughed happily, delightedly for the first time since a few days ago." Thank you, and won't regret." Hito pecks the back of his girlfriend's hand. 

Seeing Zahra's beautiful face plain without makeup teased her wanting to hit her.

" This,..can?" point it at Zahra's lips.

Zahra stay away from Hito." No, and don't persuade or kick your juniors."

" but..."

" Don't say it's normal, this is just me from earlier Istighfar mulu. I warned not to continue persuading."

He groaned, "Ara, we should get married soon. I can't stand taking you inside of me anymore."

Zahra pulled her hand out of fear." I..go home."

Hito chuckled in fear, "you rest here, I promise to protect you. I'm preparing warm water and all your needs." Before moving on, he kissed Zahra's head.

Leaving Zahra smiling to herself in the living room.

Dominiaz, Samudera, and Hito who heard their chat since Zahra was found through the earphones that hacked the room Hito just mengawed a smile to be happy for his friend.

Heru closes his visual when he sees Zahra opening his veil, he does not want his best friend to violate the privacy of his precious neighbor.

" You're late, Dominik." Exciting Ocean that got a decision from Dominiaz.

" And you'll feel it if you still let Zahira stay away from you." Dominiaz Ledek.

Heru chuckles amusedly." The woman should be married immediately not just be PHP." The sarcasm is for his two best friends who are too relaxed to tie his woman.

Sorry, if I don't get the feeling...

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