Being My Own Son's Nanny
I'll give you a month

"What's? He's a Scholar? you know where it's coming from?" Sarah was really shocked.

"Mbok Sumi the story," replied Julian briefly.

"But why would she want to be a nanny? It really doesn't make sense! Why don't you get suspicious, Julian?"

"Said Mbok Sumi, because he really needs money to continue his life, Ma. If you apply for a job, it takes a long time. I know for myself how hard it is to get a job in our country, let alone no one inside. Actually when I heard the story of Mbok Sumi, I intended to hire him in my company as well as the daughter of mbok sumi. But, I really need a nanny, Ma and I think she's a good fit, so I undo that intention of mine,"

Sarah nodded her head, confirming her son's words.

"Emm, why do you know so much about him? Does this mean you want to admit that you're actually in love with her and really want to marry her?" suddenly Sarah's face turned unhappy.

"It's not like that, Ma. I'm just straightening it out,"

"Oh, great! Mama's not really shy about Ayara being Mama's daughter-in-law, but she already talked about your matchmaking with Tessa to her family. It's not good, if suddenly mama cancels. So, I'm calm to hear that you're not in love with Ayara." Sarah exhaled, relieved.

"So how, Jul? Mama doesn't want to talk at length again, next week, can't we go to Tessa's house and talk about the match between the two of you?" Sarah is back on topic.

"Sorry, Ma. I'm really not ready!"

"What the hell is it that's making you unprepared, Julian! Mama really didn't think it out. You said you've forgotten your brash ex, you also said that you weren't in love with Ayara, so what else made you unprepared, huh?" Sarah looks really cocky now.

Julian was silent for a moment. It looks beautiful if there is concern in the look of that handsome face. After being silent for a while, and after much consideration, Julian finally determined to reveal what he had kept secret from his mother.

"Ma, it's actually what makes me so hard to get married, it's because I'm looking for a woman who I've been whining about her chastity with" Julian said with extreme caution, afraid that her mother was why-why because of shock.

"I can't say it was rape, Ma. Because I did it not purely because of my own intentions. But, at that time I had to do it," Julian said, ambiguous.

"Mama doesn't understand. Can you tell my mom the details?" Julian nodded his head and began to recount the almost 16-month-old incident.

"Jeez Julian, why is this big thing you're hiding from mama?"

"Sorry, Mom! I just don't want you to think," Julian's look was sad.

"But, it's not purely your fault. Most of the women who go alone, not you who do not want to be responsible. It was a long time ago and he did not appear at all. That means he doesn't need your responsibility, Jul. So, it's not wrong that you get married,"

"But, Ma ... I was still haunted by guilt and didn't feel at ease before I knew how the woman was doing now. If she's married, I'll just be calm to get married,"

Sarah looked with sympathy at her guilty-looking son. In addition, there was a sense of pride felt by the middle-aged woman, knowing that it turned out that her son was a responsible man and highly appreciated his name as a woman.

"Alright, Julian. Mama gave you another month to find that woman. But, if within a month you have not found it, then you can no longer refuse your match with Tessa," concluded Sarah firmly.

"No more objections, son!" sarah continued, when she saw Julian who was about to open his mouth again.

"All right then, Ma!" julian, resigned.

Tbc