You're Not a Figurant
[POV Alex] Ch 18 - Possessive
A truly amazing experience. We do it in a state of full consciousness. Even Khansa is retaliating for my every treatment. This experience was many times more beautiful than the previous one. I am really happy and content.
This time I will not sleep again. I won't repeat the same. At that time I fell asleep as soon as we finished doing it. The influence of alcohol that has not completely disappeared makes my head dizzy until it finally makes me fall asleep. The next morning, I found Khansa not beside me.
It took a few months to see him again. The meeting was also very dramatic. I found Khansa pregnant with my son alone. Whenever I remember those memories, my heart always hurts.
This time I felt the same fear. What if I fall asleep and find Khansa not next to me anymore? What if Khansa leaves me again? How long will it take for us to get back together?
The fear of Khansa going away again made me even more possessive. Maybe someone else who sees me will judge me as a crazy man who is too restrictive of his wife's freedom. It doesn't matter what people judge me. As long as Khansa stays by my side, I will accept whatever it says.
Khansa's fear of leaving me makes me paranoid. I can't watch him for 24 hours. Looks like I have to use the people in this house to watch over him.
I kissed Khansa's forehead for a moment before getting out of bed. Time has shown twelve o'clock at night. Apparently we had sex that night too.
I went downstairs and started gathering the workers in the house. There are six people with their duties. I looked at those faces one by one. The face of anxious and fearful hope.
"You don't have to worry. I gathered you up at midnight like this not because you guys have done anything wrong," I paused for a moment, looking back at the face that was still filled with anxiety, "I haven't known you for a long time. But I hope you can be loyal and I can trust you. Can you give me those two things?"
"Bi-can Mister." they replied in unison.
"My request is not much. I just want you to take care of my wife. Keep things that can make him hurt. Serve him well. Treat her like a queen. Don't let him do things that will make him tired. Don't let him out of this house without my permission. Report every move to me. Can you do those things?"
"Can Sir." I looked at every face that looked down deeply. I was afraid to look me in the eye. All right, for now I can entrust Khansa to them. At least they can help Winda to keep Khansa for a while.
Finished giving the task, I returned to the third floor. I see my beautiful wife is still asleep. His face looked very tired. Could I have been too much? For too long I've wanted Khansa. Become a stalker just to find out. When I'm in a position to have it, I can't help myself anymore. I shed all my hidden desires and desires. Finishes everything. Make our bodies and souls united.
I rejoined him in bed. I lay down while looking at his face. Making my left hand as a cushion, while my right hand was unceasingly caressing her face. I pulled the blanket, until the body of Tel*njang Khansa was covered completely. There was a speck of guilt when I saw the many marks of possession all over her body, but more complacency and pride. I really taste Khansa's body as mine. I just need to make Khansa's heart mine too.
"Open your heart and love me soon..."
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I instilled my body until my head came face to face with Khansa's stomach twisting. I kissed that stomach. I felt the movement back. My eyes started to glaze over. It seems like the baby is responding to my presence.
"Hi, aren't you asleep yet?" I started talking to myself while putting my cheek on Khansa's stomach. Hearing my voice, I felt the movement again. As if the answer to my question.
"I was confused as to what to say," I paused for a moment, then continued, "My name is Yohan Alexander, I am your Papa. You must be a stranger to me? Yes it's natural. For a few months we didn't know each other. I've only known where you are for a few days. Do you hate me?"
"You must think I don't want you? Throw you? Your estimate is very wrong. Your mother didn't give me a chance to get to know you. To me, your existence is truly a gift. I know your presence wasn't planned, but I'm grateful you came. You are the result of my love for her. You made me have a reason to have you both. Please don't hate me. I'm sorry, really sorry. I'm late looking for you two. Makes you suffer for too long. Ii'm sorry... Excuse me... Sorry..." I can't help my sadness. Again I cried while peeping at Khansa's stomach. Really sorry for both.
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That morning I decided to take Khansa to check up. Last night we did it amazingly. I'm afraid something's going on with our baby.
The result is really a relief. No problem with our baby. It seems like he really is a strong baby. From the results of USG 3D, he is also very handsome. Looks like my genes are down a lot on him. I'm getting proud of that.
Alkha, we're going to be a solid team. We'll take care of Mama from all the men in the world. Hurry big. Let's take care of Mama together.
Along the way home, I peeked at Khansa's stomach incessantly. It was great to imagine that soon there would be a tiny creature of fusion from the two of us present in this world. I plan to form a team. When Alkha is born, I plan to make Khansa pregnant again. So next. The more children, the chance to bind Khansa will be stronger. That way, the less chance Khansa has of leaving and leaving me.
"I'm ashamed to be seen by the driver." Khansa pushed my head that was still peeling at her stomach.
"I don't care. Cup... Cup... Cup..." I continued to kiss Khansa's stomach. I saw Khansa's eyes warm. He started to slowly stroke my hair. Either my eyes are wrong or my mind is too imaginary, but I see loving eyes in her eyes. Has Khansa started accepting me??
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