
I who was lying down started to stare around my room.
My eyes are now on a very large album on a shelf full of neatly arranged books. I took it and was surprised to see it.
It turns out this is not a photo album but a medium-sized pink binder that is already very thick, at the front of the binder is directly plastered photos of me when I was a child first.
"This is how the binders look." 😊
“This must be my childhood binder! I wonder what I wrote" I said.
When I opened it I became amazed myself with my writing, even though it was not too neat but this is already amazing you know for – children my age first.
In my spirit I started to open the first sheet and it was immediately written a row of words – words using a color pen – colorful.
My story
I was very happy to see my mother and father very friendly and never anchored, but I became sad. I was very sad because my father and mother were very busy with things I did not understand.
But even so I remain happy because I still have Aisyah's brother who is always loyal to accompany me. Kaka even willing to learn to cook because I whine want to taste the cuisine.
I love very much brother Aisyah, although he is also busy helping his father and mother but he still wants to set aside time to rest with me.
I read this so I am very entertained. I finally recalled my memories with Kaka. Indeed, even though I have drunk the potion does not mean all my memories return, the hardest I remember is the memories but the most important thing is I have returned to know people – people I love.
I re-opened the sheet by sheet containing – photos of me with sister Aisyah that I pasted in binder paper. Whether it was when I bribed food, played in the garden, even while playing in the rain around the Palace and many more until I started to read back in the middle position.
My story
Where the hell is Aisyah? I miss you so much, kaka why stay in Hamra? once back home kaka directly to the room without greeting Hamra who had long been waiting for the presence of kaka.
Hamra actually really want to be kaka kanda, sleep together the same kaka, but Hamra more do not want kaka less rest because – because of busy Hamra ladenin. Hamra knows the condition of the Palace is currently not good so you will not have time for Hamra.
Even so Hamra will continue to love kaka, Hamra will help the lady to clean the kaka room before kaka return as a form of Hamra's affection for kaka.
Again – again I was made a flood of tears because of my childhood writing first, when opening the sheet again my eyes just rounded big when I saw a picture of me being hugged spoiled by a man – man who is none other than Ahmar.
I don't know why my heart started pounding so hard.
“Can I like it?“ I asked myself while asking myself.
“Ah! no – no! I must be out of my mind,“ snorted me while opening the next sheet and then returning to reading.
My story
I love him so much, he is a very nice guy and always cares about me. He was even willing not to go home to accompany me who was lonely in this great and majestic Palace.
I wish I could always be with him, I wouldn't let anyone hurt him. Even though he's a – boy, but he really understands about girls like me.
I read this all as if – would not believe if my relationship with Ahmar turned out to be this close, my mouth was getting gaping great when I saw the photo – my little photo with him.
When I got on his back, ate with him, played with him even I was about to chuckle and Ahmar managed to catch me.
These were all the most precious memories, I was stunned when I saw a photo depicting me with Ahmar lying on my bed.
Ahmar did not fall asleep but was busy reading a fairy tale book while I was even engrossed - engrossed in a deep sleep because I heard the story.
Not infrequently sometimes – sometimes Ahmar used to often kiss me when I was acting adorable in front of him, but I'm not angry at all even I feel happy because I feel the affection of someone who is very sincere to me.
My parents only rarely have time for me, as well as brother Aisyah who was late – this late is also often not seen in the Palace area. So I can only afford to spend time with Ahmar.
Ahmar has never done anything like – to me or done anything out of bounds. He only comforted me and took care of me with care, the last concern - the end has been lost from my family since the emergence of problems in the Palace.
But because there is a brother Ahmar who always gently counsels me when I am wrong and encourages me if I am sad makes me able to live something that I think is very heavy at my age this small.
How not? a child must still be very thirsty for the affection of his parents, but I will never be angry because mother and father do not have time for me.
I have been taught since childhood to always be independent and not weak, even I am very diligent in learning such as reading – textbooks and learning them myself.
If I don't understand I'm going to ask you until I can master it, then no wonder even when I was a kid I could read and write.
I closed the binder. My tears have fallen since, my nose has become red as a result of my crying.
Because reading the binder is my memory so come back again. Memories of – astonishment that was a little gloomy now already ringing clearly, I also had time to berate myself several times because I have hurt a lot of people who have brightened my life so far back.
But the person was so patient with me, I was so unwell, I guess all this time my closeness with Ahmar was just ordinary closeness caused by cooperation between one Kingdom with another Kingdom.
Apparently not, it's more than that. Ahmar loved me more than a kaka and it was hard to part with me.
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