The Love of Luke
Disclosing

I felt happy and just went inside to run quickly to the kitchen still with the medicine box given by Leo's brother to me before.

On the other hand, Mr. Luke, who was looking at his knee, also had Vivian's hand which he had shown hurt and scuffed, and now he had seen that everything had been treated so he could feel a little more relieved.

I felt very happy then and I immediately ran to the kitchen as soon as possible to prepare dinner for master Luke even master Luke himself stood behind me while leaning his body to the end of the table and draping both of her hands on her chest, she kept watching me with her face staring fixedly and sharply at me.

It was very disturbing the concentration of me who was cooking but there was no other choice I could do other than to continue cooking as usual despite feeling very nervous at that time.

"God... What is Mr Luke doing? Why is he even watching me continue like that?" My mind feels very unsettled.

My hands were so trembling that I felt a very nervous feeling, I was so scared and hesitant as I was about to reach for the spice container that was on the spice rack that I actually felt very trembling, I really felt very trembling, I wanted to try to calm myself down but the gaze from Mr. Luke was so sharp I couldn't keep working if he looked at me that sharp.

Because I was shaking I was completely out of focus when I did anything so I accidentally dropped the glass container until the bottle broke on the floor, I was very shocked and shouted very loudly, almost the bottle hit my leg but master Luke quickly danced my hand until I could avoid the accident.

"Ohhhhh....." I screamed so loud because I was so shocked and panicked,

"Vivian....." Said mister Luke as he quickly pulled my hand until I actually hugged him at that moment.

I swallowed my saliva with great difficulty when I could see clearly and so near the face of a master Luke at that time, plus I could actually feel a hug from him, even though it was not a loving hug but he just helped me, I was still happy and felt that Mr. Luke was starting to care about me.

I couldn't help the happiness that was arising in me at that time, until a smile appeared on my face slowly, until master Luke began to wake me up and told me to immediately let go of his embrace at that moment.

"Heh.until when are you going to hug me like that, let go of my body and quickly clean up the mess you made!" Stuck him hard enough at that moment.

I realized immediately I let go of his embrace with an awkward atmosphere I also intend to immediately tidy up and clean up all the mess I made earlier, he said, but when I was just about to take the cleaning tool, Mr. Luke was just about to go from there so I immediately blocked his path and tried to stop him at that time.

"Wait for mister, where are you going the food is not yet cooked" I told him,

"Of course your food won't taste good and you're too slow, do you think I have to keep waiting for your cooking to cook even you have to clean up the mess first, I'll eat out there better and faster" said master Luke, instantly removing me from his path and he just went outside.

I could only breathe out a lethargic breath while staring at his departure which was so filled with annoyance and anger at me, I lowered my head in lethargy and immediately went back to cleaning up all the broken glass that was down there.

"really.... I dropped all this because of him, why he looked at me so closely and watched me while cooking, I got nervous, just imagine who wouldn't be nervous if he was looked at like that by the guy he likes, everyone would feel the same nervousness as me, right?" My grunts kept talking to themselves, expelling the irritation within me.

I really could do nothing but clean everything up and continue cooking again for myself.

I don't care about Mr. Luke anymore he always refuses what I give him, even he did not feel at all guilty at this time of the afternoon had humiliated me in front of many people by not acknowledging me as his fiancee, I really can't understand his mind-set which is so hard to guess.

"Did he like me or not? Why is he always acting all the way and he can always do everything he wants whereas I always get nothing" I grow increasingly upset when I remember everything.

I enjoyed my homemade food which I forgot to put the salt in the soup and it was completely tasteless.

"Ehh...why so bland, aishh... Why my suffering is so complicated, even I can not enjoy my own food hiks...hiks...very sad" said I feel very unlucky today.

I immediately finished my dinner and sat on the sofa waiting for Master Luke's return, for some reason I felt very curious about him and I was eager to see his face before I went to sleep, she had not changed at all since I met her for the first time when I was five years old back then, I could remember her face clearly but unfortunately she had not been able to see my face back then.

I was so eager to remind her of our memories in the past, I really wish she could remember me back, and I thought if he remembered who I really was, maybe his attitude toward me wouldn't be this cold anymore.

"Lord Luke, when will you remember me, what else should I do and what kind of way should I give you so that you can remember me, that I was the girl who drowned in the pool back then, I was the girl, why don't you remember your name" I continued to stare at the entrance.

Until not long ago Mr. Luke had returned I immediately walked up to him and asked a stale base just to hold him back from going straight upstairs, I want to try everything I can to make her remember me.

"Ehhhh...sir, you're home, how do you go to a fancy restaurant, is the food there really delicious?" I asked him while walking back slowly in front of him at that moment,

"Side to what you walk backwards like that" said Mr. Luke who finally stopped walking as well.

"Sir I just want to ask, what are you eating there and is the food good? Let's just answer sir I'm just curious" I told him.

He looked at me with a very strange look as well as the two eyebrows that he wrinkled so sharply at me, I felt a little scared as he again gave such a piercing look, instead giving such a piercing look, though I think this time I did not make any problems or ask him sensitive things that could trigger him to look at me like that.

"Why do I need to answer such an unimportant question from you? It's there you go I'll go upstairs" said Mr. Luke, who told me to leave.

I didn't want to leave and I still wanted to make him remember me so I just immediately expressed my feelings to him so loudly and firmly while emboldening myself by looking sublimely and attached to his eyes back then.

"I love you, I love you Mr. Luke, since I was five I'm glad you saved me from the pool at Cecil's birthday, can you be any better to me?" Saying to him.

Even though I expressed my feelings so loudly to him, but for a moment in my heart I was so afraid that even my hands trembled strong enough that I myself had to clench my hands as hard as I could to keep from showing the trembling.

"God what I said just now he's narrowing his eyes even more if I should just leave now, I want to disappear from before him if I can" I felt very uncomfortable at that moment.

His gaze was very disturbing to me and I immediately bowed after expressing my feelings to him I could no longer look at his face that could be ascertained that he would underestimate me or even expel me I was from there at the time.

"Why are you looking down, look at my face if you really like me" he said which made me so shocked to the point that he opened my eyes wide.

I also reflexively raised my head and looked into his eyes so clearly that he did not look at me with the usual sharp gaze but the look on his face still looked so flat and gave off a clear aura chilly.

"Tu..tu...sir...I'm sleepy.hoaamm..I'll just go" I said while pretending to yawn and was about to leave from there,

I thought that was the only way that I could avoid this atmosphere of awkwardness and I should indeed avoid him before I could not hold myself back to him anymore, but unfortunately when I was about to leave, Mr. Luke actually held my hand and he still told me to look back at him.

Though it was clear I could not look at him because I was so afraid of the glare of his sharp eyes as well as the rejection of him.

"Why did you leave I told you to look at me look here, if you don't even dare to look at me, it means you don't really love me" she said.

I was very confused and very troubled at that time, if I really went from there and threw out the hand of Mr. Luke then he would think that my words expressing feelings to him were a lie, but if I turn around and look into her eyes fixedly, it will be difficult for me to control myself from saying it again or doing something out of bounds.

"Why are you silent, look at me or you can leave and indeed you were just talking nonsense before" he said again as if urging me.

This was a difficult choice for me, I took a deep breath and immediately turned to look into the eyes of master Luke so closely while expressing my feelings to him again.

"I really love you sir, I like you even though you can't see it at the time" I said.

Mr. Luke looked pensive and he widened his eyes again as his hand that was holding my hand suddenly slipped slowly and he retreated little by little away from me.

"Why? Are you surprised sir, I'm the woman you're looking for, I've also been waiting for you for a long time why don't you trust me?" I tried to convince him again.

Instead of being conscious and thinking about everything I said because I told him everything, he shook his head strongly at me as if he were denying everything I said to him, when it was all true, I told him all the truth and I never lied to him at all, somehow he still did not believe me.

"Don't trick me, if you're really the girl I'm looking for, then prove it to me if you love me and you're the girl I'm looking for, because I will never trust anyone who brags with nonsense alone" he said, leaving me alone.

My heart was broken and hurt by it, again, I don't know how many times I felt my heart was broken by him but I still like him just because of a speech from him that once tied a pinky promise with me when I was a kid.

"Why don't you trust me blind man, you can already see but you're even more blind than before, I don't like you like the way you are today, I love the old you, I love you, the man who saved me and loved me, not the man who hated me like you" I said slowly as I squeezed my chest firmly withstanding the deep tightness I felt.

Sometimes I really feel like a really stupid woman, because she still loves people like her, and she asks me to prove to her that I really love her, she said, and all that I have done to her is clear proof that I really love her, only that she herself has never seen all my kindness towards her.

"Hiks..hiks..how else do I prove to you that everything I say is the truth and I really like you, Mr. Luke" I cried sobbing myself there.

I immediately went running to my room and crying alone on the bed covered in a thick blanket I hated crying because since childhood despite getting a lot of bad things from my mother and Cecil I could always hold back my tears, but just because of a foreign man I could cry as much as this and it was hard to stop him.