The Legend Of Beishang
271. Letting Go of the Past
After finishing the meal together, Lin Beishang walked towards his room and sat down at the baikon to imitate the fresh air.
Lin Beishang finally realized that all this time, the one strangling him was neither the enemy nor the problem.
Except for himself.
Yeah, it was himself who made her feel short of breath all this time.
More precisely, the memories of the past that he was unable to let go of all this time had strangled him for many long years.
The memories of the past were like tendrils binding his entire body, and not allowing him to breathe freely.
Like a bird without wings.
Lin Beishang stood there and stared with a complicated gaze outwards, looking full of disheveled thoughts.
Then he smiled to himself and walked to the inside of his room and picked up the scissors. Lin Beishang stood in front of the mirror and looked at himself.
The shadow in front of him looked very familiar but also unfamiliar, feeling very close but also far away. Lin Beishang looked at himself with a strange smile.
Then bring the glittering scissors close to his head.
"For two lifetimes, I've always been afraid to cut my hair, because cutting my hair is the same as cutting out all the memories I have. " Murm Lin Beishang.
"This time, I was determined to leave everything behind, I wanted to see, what kind of fear could stop me this time. " Next Lin Beishang.
The scissors approached Lin Beishang's hair and cut it without hesitation, Bei Zhao who had just walked inside was shocked by Lin Beishang's actions.
Bei Zhao looked at Lin Beishang who was sitting on his back with his short hair, not reaching to his shoulders.
It was completely short and uneven on some sides, but it even made Lin Beishang's jaw appear sharper and more resolute, truly like the Goddess of War.
If Lin Beishang had long hair could be said to be extremely beautiful, then if Lin Beishang had short hair then it should be said to be incredible !
Bei Zhao looked with admiration until Lin Beishang finally turned his head back and placed his scissors on the table.
Then stretched out his hand and hooked his two hands behind Bei Zhao's neck, which slashed the distance between them with the man.
"How ? Which one do you like, was I the old one or am I ?" Lin Beishang asked boldly.
"I like all parts of you, as long as it's you, then I will accept all forms. " Bei Zhao said before finally******* Lin Beishang lips excitedly.
Lin Beishang replied*******Bei Zhao with a burning fire in his heart, Lin Beishang hugged Bei Zhao even tighter to deepen their link.
Bei Zhao did not want to lose, and embraced Lin Beishang's hips more and more strongly, as if he did not want to let go of Lin Beishang at all.
The temperature of the room that was originally very cold and very filled with the aura of death, instantly became so lively and hot.
Really amazing.
Bei Zhao pushed Lin Beishang up onto the mattress, and with both hands resting on the right and left of Lin Beishang's body, they continued kissing hotly.
Lin Beishang's hand didn't just stop there, and it felt Bei Zhao's muscular body and wanted to take off the man's clothes.
But, Bei Zhao stopped Lin Beishang's hand and Lin Beishang was not surprised by what Bei Zhao did.
"I won't touch you until we reach an official relationship, I don't want to harm you. " Bei Zhao said with a gasp of breath.
"Well then, are we getting married now ?" Ask Lin Beishang.
"We'll get married once it's over. We're going to have a very fancy wedding until everyone knows how our wedding is going. " Said Bei Zhao.
Lin Beishang smiled and hugged Bei Zhao's arm, the scent of these gentle mint leaves could always calm him down.
"I want two events, one is for the public while the second will be done in private, where all that comes is family." Lin Beishang voiced his wishes.
Bei Zhao who heard the sweet idea from Lin Beishang directly rubbed the head of his lover in great anxiety.
"Well, I'll do everything you say. Even if you ask me to go to the sea of fire or the mountain of knives, I will go for you. " Bei Zhao said with confidence.
Lin Beishang was able to calm down, because Bei Zhao had never reneged on his own words. Lin Beishang felt that because of one simple action from him earlier, it had lightened more than half the burden on his heart.
Now, there was only Chu Yi who had to be dealt with before they could finally get married and live a good life with Bei Zhao.
On the other hand, Lan Xiang was walking alone in the mall and waiting for Murong Yan who was going to the toilet before finally a man came to Lan Xiang who was walking down the street.
"Wait a minute. " Call the man.
Lan Xiang turned his head back and was surprised by who called out to him then looked at the man right in the eyes, with an awkward feeling, Lan Xiang tried to remain calm.
"What does Young Master Yang want by calling me here ?" Lan Xiang asked calmly.
"I'm sorry, I really couldn't control myself at that moment. " Said Yang Xin.
Lan Xiang who was listening to this forced himself to laugh, even though there was nothing funny. Rather than laughing at Yang Xin, this was like laughing at himself.
"What did Young Master Yang do to have to apologize to me ?" Ask Lan Xiang.
From behind, the new Murong Yan came to see this scene and paused for a moment, choosing to become a listener.
"I, I, I want to come back with you. " Said Yang Xin.
"Young master Yang, you should know that now that I already have a lover, you should give up. " Said Lan Xiang cutting off her own heart.
Murong Yan came and embraced Lan Xiang's waist then whispered.
"Go to him, I know that your heart has been with him all this time. " Said Murong Yan sincerely.
If the person she loves is indeed happier with another man then she should back off, instead of forcing herself.
Unexpectedly, Lan Xiang looked at Murong Yan then released Murong Yan's embrace and stepped towards Yang Xin.
"Young master Yang, I was originally in love with you even until this moment. But betrayal is intolerable. I prefer to learn to love people who are willing to wait for me and take care of me with all my heart. Today, your heart is in me, what about tomorrow, next month, or next year ? " Task Lan Xiang wisely.
Lan Xiang wiped his tears violently and ran over to hug Murong Yan.
"You're responsible to me for making me fall for you without being able to leave again." Said Lan Xiang while steadying her choice.
"Are you sure you're taking it off ? Don't force yourself. I'm okay. " Said Murong Yan worriedly.
"Teach me how to love you, then I'll feel better. I don't mind taking someone off and I don't push myself, I just make the best choice for myself. Don't let down my choices and my trust. " Murmured Lan Xiang before finally burrowing his head inside Murong Yan's embrace.