
Murong Yan continued to sit at the edge of the fish pond and continued to speak to himself with deep regret.
The people passing by or the hospital entrance guards looked at Murong Yan who was continuously babbling to himself with strange and fearful gazes.
But, Murong Yan did not care about all the views of this person and kept busy with his activities.
Murong Yan felt that by revealing what he was feeling, it helped him breathe more freely.
"I hope that I am not born, in this way all disasters will not exist and he will not suffer like this. " Said Murong Yan sadly then looked up at the sky.
Until finally a woman who looked rushed to enter the Hospital looked surprised by the child who was sitting alone on the edge of the pool.
"Little sister, what are you doing here alone ? Where are your parents ?" Asked the woman and crouched down in front of Murong Yan.
Murong Yan turned his head and looked at a face he had not seen for a long time and then sighed, it was Lan Xiang.
"Lan Xiang, Beishang is being treated. " Said Murong Yan.
Lan Xiang who heard the words Murong Yan looked surprised, how could this kid know his name and know Beishang ?
"Who are you ?" Lan Xiang asked cautiously.
"Spirit Poison Gu, Murong Yan. " Said Murong Yan with no intention.
Lan Xiang looked surprised after hearing this name and seemed to be struck by lightning, memories from the past again filled Lan Xiang's head and refused to let go.
"You really are Poison Spirit Gu ? What happened to Beishang ?" Lan Xiang asked worriedly.
"He has borne many things, I will tell you, sit down first. " Said Murong Yan pointing at the seat next to him.
Murong Yang recounted everything that happened to Lan Xiang and Lan Xiang listened to everything without interrupting at all, only that as time passed, Lan Xiang's face turned increasingly grim and increasingly sad.
"From what you've told me, that's exactly what Beishang would do. He likes to sacrifice for others without thinking about himself. It must be heavy for Mr. Bei as well. " Say Lan Xiang with a sigh.
"Bei Zhao wants to be angry with you but can't do it because it can be considered, you are one of the causes of how his illness was cured in the past life. But, on one hand he was also upset how Beishang could take this decision without even considering it at all. If I were him, then I really don't know what to say. " Say Lan Xiang again sadly.
Everyone could tell, even if Lin Beishang was the pathetic one, there was still Bei Zhao who felt pain.
True Lan Xiang said, Bei Zhao's condition wasn't very good but he didn't have time to think about his own feelings and could only worry about Lin Beishang the entire time.
"I knew it and I felt unworthy to appear before him again. " Said Murong Yan sadly.
"It's not your fault either, it's Fate that's playing us all. Sky definitely knew that Lin Beishang would not be able to let go of his best friend in such a difficult state, but Heaven put you in such a difficult condition. We're all just victims here, huft. " Said Lan Xiang.
Lan Xiang looked at the sky with sadness, everyone was unfit to endure these various kinds of grief.
This sadness may be able to make someone collapse, if indeed this ordeal is intended to make someone collapse.
Then the goal must be Lin Beishang, it was just that Lin Beishang was like a crust that did not want to let go even after being brushed so firmly that the person who wanted to get rid of him gave up.
"I really don't want any of this to happen, but I can't turn back time. If I knew, then I would have gone further, where he couldn't find me. I really can't see it in this condition. " Said Murong Yan.
Murong Yan and Lan Xiang, each sighing heavily everyone looked at them strangely.
A 5 or 6 year old boy with a young girl with two braided hair.
People were talking about how young Lan Xiang was to have a son that age.
Until finally a middle-aged woman approached Lan Xiang with a concerned expression that left Lan Xiang and Murong Yan confused.
"Your young man must have suffered to have a son at a very young age, right ? It's better if you don't do something to your irresponsible boyfriend !" The old woman said with a sigh and walked away.
Lan Xiang stared with round eyes then looked at Murong Yan and the old lady back and forth.
"I have a son your age ? I thought the world was crazy, I was just 17. I just had a birthday last week, how could they think I had a Son of 5 or 6 years old ?" Bump Lan Xiang with wrath.
"I really don't understand the mindset of this person. " She complained Murong Yan.
"Just like you ! I don't understand either ! I think they're all crazy ! Do they think I got pregnant when I was 10 or 11 ?" Lan Xiang's question was not thought out.
Lan Xiang shook his head furiously, this was still the emotional Lan Xiang.
Easily angry, easily happy, and easily sad, so when fished like this has ignited all the fire of anger that is owned by him.
Unfortunately, this anger could not be let out or everyone would look at them strangely and the result was Lin Beishang again.
After all, right now, Lin Beishang and Bei Zhao's relationship was becoming everyone's lips. Lan Xiang was just about to babble again before finally seeing a man who was carrying a woman walk into the hospital.
"Follow him !" Lan Xiang said with annoyance and anger appearing in his eyes that were always fiery.
It was Yang Xin who was embracing the waist of a beautiful girl with wavy hair.
"Is that your lover ?" Murong Yan asked whispered to Lan Xiang.
"Then, does he love you ? You love clapping one hand ?" Murong Yan asked who could not judge the already heated state and the face of Lan Xiang who had already changed was like wanting to eat a living person alive.
"She's my fiancee right now !" Reply Lan Xiang furiously.
Hearing the answer from Lan Xiang made Murong Yan understand and ended up following Yang Xin with her little lover who went quietly to the hospital without Lan Xiang's knowledge.
Lan Xiang looked at Yang Xin who brought her little lover into the Obstetrician's room with a wounded gaze and let out a long sigh.
Lan Xiang looked towards Yang Xin and his little lover disappearing behind the door, Lan Xiang's body slumped onto the iron seat and looked like a foam that had no support.
Events like this, it might happen again in the future, it seems like he must immediately abolish their relationship.
The treatment Yang Xin gave her was excellent in her past life as well as in this life, but in the end Yang Xin still betrayed her.
Silence was quietly in contact with another woman even without her knowledge, if according to what Yang Xin said to her, then it should be that man would be outside the city today.
But, in reality, this is not outside the city, but inside the hospital and together with the ya people are loved by him.
Lan Xiang felt betrayed and understood that nothing was the same in two lives, otherwise what more challenges were there in this life.
Perhaps, in this life he had become too dependent on the memories that were still in his mind.
In the past, Lan Xiang regarded these memories as a blessing given by the Sky to him so that he could find everyone closest to him including Yang Xin sooner than scheduled.
But, who would have thought that this would be a curse on him ? The memories of the past were twisted in his brain like a broken cassette that kept repeating the same scene.
Lan Xiang felt even more pain after seeing this all, whereupon he felt very close to Yang Xin but could not reach the man.
"Let's go. " Said Lan Xiang forcing himself to keep smiling.
"Do you not want to wait anymore and see ? Maybe this is a misunderstanding ? Let's wait and see the results. " Said Murong Yan.
After hearing the words Murong Yan said made Lan Xiang return to thinking for a moment and take from Lin Beishang's attitude.
No matter how bad the situation is, it must remain calm so that anger does not control us and make us take the wrong steps.
It was easy to say and hear but hard to do, in this entire world, maybe only Lin Beishang and Bei Zhao could do that very well.
Refraining to the point of being horrified, after taking a few long breaths, Lan Xiang finally managed to calm himself down.
Then he sat back down, realizing that the seat he was sitting on was a bit meandering so it wouldn't be noticeable to Yang Xin, so it was fine to sit here.
Lan Xiang waited anxiously and hoped that his conjecture was wrong, just as Murong Yan had said earlier, but in the end what he feared was still happening and coming true.
Even becoming a nightmare for her, Yang Xin's partner and her little lover walked out of the Doctor's room with a happy smile.
Yang Xi embraced the body of her little lover and groped the stomach of her little lover with a happy smile that Lin Beishang had never seen in his previous life.
"I did not expect that your womb had reached the age of 8 weeks. " Say Yang Xin with a happy face.
"Darling, when are you going to take me to see your family ? When are you going to break your relationship with that cheap lady ?" Asked little lover Yang Xin with a frown.
Hearing this not only enraged Lan Xiang that made Murong Yan become enraged.
"Do you hate him so much ?" Murong Yan asked in a dangerously low voice.
"Why are you asking this ? " Task Lan Xiang suspiciously.
"If you really hate him then you can use me, with Gu's poison. Not only will the baby die, but he will die. " Say Murong Yan seriously and get ready to take off his gloves.
"Wait a minute ! You can't do this ! She is happy with her little lover then I will not disturb, there is no need to commit acts of violence and coercion like this, I do not like her. " Say Lan Xiang with reddened eyes.
"But she has called you a cheap woman. " Said Murong Yan furiously.
"No matter what she says, don't make it seem like it's her reality. I am not a cheap woman or a usurper, I have my own pride. Since Yang Xi likes that woman then I will let go of her, I will not beg someone out of love. " Said Lan Xiang with a sharp and determined look.
"I can beg anyone for mercy but I will not beg for love, I still have pride. " Said Lan Xiang while shaking loudly.
Murong Yan who saw this sighed then hugged Lan Xiang as if trying to comfort and give Lan Xiang additional strength.
"I will not beg. I won't beg anyone !" Said Lan Xiang hatefully.
Seeing Lan Xiang's current condition even made Murong Yan even sadder, right now even though Murong Yan was not a human. But, the emotions possessed by her were no less complex than those of a human.
Murong Yan felt unbearable to see the pain that Lan Xiang had, this became even more difficult after hearing Lin Beishang get sick.
Seeing the closest companion severely injured and on the verge of death and seeing the fiancee who returned with her little lover was definitely not easy for Lan Xiang, not only for Lan Xiang but for everyone who had experienced this.
"I really have to marry that woman, after I marry her then I will make a divorce after 3 months of marriage. At that time, I will marry you and my father's business will be within my control. At that time, Father won't be able to use his power to threaten me. At that time, nothing will ever be able to separate me and you again. " Say Yang Xin while holding the hand of her little lover and putting on a pleading face.