THE BALLERINA SECRET LOVE
Part 79's. My Lovely Friend 3's
"Later I'll come weekend if I can." I finally thought about coming and seeing what his working environment was like. Maybe what I thought was wrong all along.
"Nicholai said before he came back he wanted to talk to us."
"He called you?" That name again. I'm gonna call that son of a bitch Nicholai and tell him to talk to me myself. He's always trying to use Sara. Sara's too good at that Russian spy.
"Yes." Yeah." He answered me but his attention was not to me but to the cell phone in his hand. His face flashed a faint smile looking at his phone screen.
"Something seems to be happy now?"
"No, Matthew and Nicole said they took me to dinner. We haven't seen each other in a long time." Matthew, where I've heard that name. Oh, I remember now, her dance partner and her 'good friend. If they meet, will they be 'good friends' again? I don't know why I didn't want them to meet.
Now that Sara seems to be working in NY again, will their relationship continue? Whether Matthew has his own girlfriend now, various questions have been provoked from my mind.
Why do I care, it's none of my business. We were just friends all along? Then I refute myself.
"Matthew is he after you?" I'm intrigued to want to know.
"So I don't think so. But he's nice, he's been with me since we were in the Corps de Ballet, he'll always be a good friend." She answered me curiously with a smile that still saw the conversation on her phone. It's been with him since he was in the Corps de Ballet so it's probably been almost 10 years, things I can't compete with.
"They were jealous when I said I was going to Antigua." He laughed crisply. Antigua is a beautiful Caribbean island that is indeed a target for high-class holidays. "You've been there, I've been looking for a picture of him, that's great. It's only four hours drive."
"Once, that's good."
"Why is that."
"Usually you passionately tell it."
It's not his fault he's not interested in me. I even told about the women who were close to me. No wonder he thinks I'm bad.
"You know what she said Maureen said you were her boyfriend, she was going to perform on Aurora's fall program, you didn't get an invitation from her?"
"Yes, I got it."
"You're going?"
"I don't know."
"If you don't leave, you'll be cut off from good friends. You have to go." He spoke excitedly as he finished his spaghetti.
Lately I realized something, somehow I didn't want her to have another friend. I know it's not fair, our friend's status is just a friend. But even I feel this is worth more than my brief relationship with the other women.
It's not fair to him, obviously. We're just friends. I have no right to control his personal life. It's not fair to him. But her desire to ignore other men made me wonder at myself.
I never even cared if the women my girlfriends had anything else and didn't contact me because we were just friends having fun but with Sara was different.