The Angel of Heaven I Wasted
Hurt Again

The phone rang on Nisa's nightstand.

Nisa who was ironing Reyfan's work clothes immediately approached the nightstand.

"Assalamualaikum" said a woman on her phone.

"Waalaikumsalam Mother."

"Show are you, son?"

"Alhamdulillah Baik Ma'am. Mom and dad, how are you?"

"Nice as well."

"Show about your life after the household? Are you happy, son?" From the question, Ms. Halimah sounded worried. 

"Alhamdulillah is fine, ma'am. It's just that we still need an adjustment."

"Alhamdulillah then I feel a little calm, son."

"Yes, I don't have to worry."

"Yes Nisa, but when are you going to visit mom and dad?"

"God willing next month may be Ma'am. 

"Yes, son, if your husband is busy can not deliver anything, what is important you are fine."

"Oh yes, ma'am, what about Najwa?"

"Najvas? Najwa's still in the pesantren like that."

"Oh thank goodness."

"Why is Nisa?"

"No, there is someone who asks Nisa to find him a mate, she wants an innocent boarding girl, Sholeha and good. Nisa feels very compatible with the criteria of Najwa Bu."

"Well, who is Nisa?"

Nisa was silent for a moment.

"Some day Nisa will tell mom ."

"Eh Nisa, if you want to find a mate for Najwa must be a good and responsible man. Don't be so reckless."

"Yes Ma'am, Nisa is just an intermediary, it depends on Abah Usman again Ma'am."

"Yes, ma'am. In a moment, magrib."

"Oh yes, son."

Ms. Halimah hung up the phone with a bad feeling.

Somehow he heard there was a shiver of sadness when Nisa said she wanted to make a betrothal to Najwa with someone.

"Oh Allah, when Nisa always said she was fine, but why do I feel like there's something she's hiding."

Actually Miss Halimah does not approve of the marriage between Anisa and Reyfan. But the husband always convinced himself that he accepted Reyfan as a son-in-law. 

In addition to Reyfan's father being his best friend, Imam also knew Reyfan during his teenage years. And it's known if Reyfan's a good boy.

Soon after the magrib arrived, after speaking with her mother, Anisa intended to remind Reyfan of his obligation to perform the magrib prayer.

For a while Anisa did avoid talking to her mother for too long. If you've spoken, it feels like Nisa wants to complain about the problems that occur in her current household. But it feels unwise to talk about the ugliness of the husband to his parents, especially Nisa still hopes that one day Reyfan changes.

Nisa steps towards Reyfan's room, suddenly she stops because she remembers Reyfan's words that once hurt her heart.

Nisa also stroked the chest when she recalled the words Reyfan who likened himself to used goods. Reyfan's words again ringing in his ear to make him stop his steps.

If you remember that, it feels like Anisa will not be willing to talk let alone find a mate for him. But Nisa tries to be patient, as much as possible to learn to sincerely help Reyfan because he hopes for God's pleasure, especially it seems Reyfan needs someone to lead him to the right path. 

Anisa banged on Reyfan's bedroom door.

Tok 

Moments later the door opened, Reyfan came out using his outfit.

"What's wrong?" ask Reyfan.

"Ehm, soon magrib, we pray magrib congregation yuk."

"Sholat magrib? But I'm leaving."

"Maghrib prayer first, after that we teach until Islamic prayer."

"Huh? How did you set me up anyway?"ask Reyfan to protest.

"Aren't you determined to be a better man to be able to get the dream match you expect?"

"Yes but I'm leaving, there's business."

"Going can be postponed, but prayer cannot be postponed."

"Or am I not going to help you find a soul mate like we agreed ?"threaten Nisa's.

Reyfan rolled his eyeballs in all directions.

"Is the woman you want to marry me so beautiful that I have to try so hard?"

"Beauty is relative, but there is a standard of beauty that is recognized by everyone, namely outward and inner beauty and I have a candidate that I will choose for you, he said, she was a woman who had both outer and inner beauty at once."

Reyfan frowned.

 "But it all depends on you again, if you want to have a sholeh wife, you have to be more Sholeh than the woman, because to get all that it takes sacrifice and struggle. Like the exams taken when school used to be, if you want to get the best, you also have to work hard to get it, right?"

Reyfan was still staring at Anisa.

"Or do you just back off and accept me as your wife forever?" asked Anisa.

"Ehm, if I accept you, it means that I accept my other girlfriends, right? It's a former person" Reyfan said without mercy.

"On what basis do you equate them with me? Have you ever touched me ? Have you ever seen my body ?"

"Never, and don't want to," Reyfan said casually.

Anisa commented her bitter smile.

"That's why you can't judge me, let alone compare me to your ex-boyfriend."

"One more thing I remind you of. Do not look down on someone just because of their social status. Sometimes that doesn't look like the real situation. It's insulting me enough. I never asked you to marry me. You and your father came to propose to me. If you don't like it, please send me back to my parents' house. And one more thing I do not ask for any wages or rewards to invite you to pray. I do that only because the duty of a believer to another believer is to remind one another in kindness. You are my husband."

Again Nisa felt hurt by the words of her husband.

But he tries to remain patient. Nisa's breathing. So as not to get carried away by emotions.

Reyfan looked at Annisa who always lowered her gaze.

Allah Akbar! Allah Akbar!

Adhan's voice echoed in Annisa's app, jolting the two from her daydream.

"Let's get ready, you want us to pray where in my room , or your room?"

Because their housing complex is a little far from the mosque, Anisa invites her husband to pray in their own home.

"In your room only" Reyfan said.

"All right then I wait."

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