Officer Wing 2. (The Fighter )
101. SP2'S. 4. Inner upheaval.
Bang Rico's body is crumbling. Wanted to grumble but all was impossible.
"Ric.. Are you okay?" tanya And Garin.
"Ready.. Safe commander" Bang Rico replied. The shorts are still wet.
Bang Tino handed the towel to the senior.
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"Why do you love Bang Rico spirtus?" papa Garin's harsh rebuke to his daughter.
"No Pa, it's true massage oil" said Jihan with a sinless face.
"Now you're sorry about Bang Rico. Because of you his body almost melted, Papa's hand also became burned" Papa Garin did not stop directing his nosy daughter.
"Sorry..!!"
"Good Jihan, time is how. That's not polite..!!"
"Sorry Bang, Jihan is wrong" Jihan was forced to obey the Papa because she did not want to make a storm.
"It's okay" Bang Rico replied lowering his tone.
Jihan walked out of the room while glancing at Bang Rico full of vengeance.
"I'm sorry about Jihan's behavior, Ric..!!" And Garin also feels bad about Bang Rico.
"Ready. It's okay Dan"
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Jihan saw Gazha playing alone on the pitch. He also approached the little man.
"Gazha.. Why here alone?" ask Jihan.
"Wait Dad. Gazha is hungry" replied the puffer boy.
"What if we eat out? Both Auntie" Jihan.
"Gazha cannot go out with strangers" Gazha said.
"Tante khan knows Gazha's father. Later Aunt who said the same father Gazha deh" said Jihan did not have the heart to see Gazha was weak.
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"There's no Bang"
Bang Rico felt like fainting couldn't find his son.
"Well, so many members no one saw my son go where??" reprimand Bang Rico on its members.
Bang Tino also did not dare to speak if it had faced Bang Rico.
Soon Jihan and Gazha joined hands through the hollow concrete fence behind the garden and it immediately aroused Bang Rico's emotions.
"Where have you guys been???????" snapped Bang Rico blaring.
"And you, the culture asks for permission when bringing a child as small as Gazha. Who do you think you are????" bang Rico's words to Jihan.
"Well, don't be mad" Gazha said pulling the end of her father's uniform.
"Silent you are Gazha.. You didn't hear what Dad taught you??" bentak Bang Rico's.
Jihan crouched down and calmed Gazha. He rubbed Gazha's chest so that Bang Rico's son would calm down.
"Gazha used to play there just like om-om huh. Don't be sad donk. I'm not angry, I'm just worried about Gazha" Jihan said.
"But I'm angry with Auntie"
"Father is not angry, Auntie and I just talk like other adults" Jihan's smile fluttered in front of Gazha and that smile made Bang Rico look away with an uncertain heart.
Gazha also according. He immediately played with an om-om on the field.
"What's this?" reprimanding Papa Wira because the voice of Bang Rico sounded loud to far away.
Papa Wira saw Jihan was already in the Battalion.
"Have you gone home with Gazha?" tanya Papa Wira made Bang Rico's lips gaped wide.
"Already, now playing Om" Jihan replied with a smile.
Then Jihan looked into Bang Rico's eyes.
"Sorry Jihan is wrong, it is not the same permission Om. Jihan doesn't have an Om Rico phone number. Gazha was hungry, thirsty.. Jihan is not ready"
Bang Rico's heart felt instantly slapped hard. He felt ashamed to have mistaken Jihan had even snapped at him without feeling.
"I'm sorry for stopping me and thank you for accompanying Gazha" said Bang Rico heartened with a manly admitting his fault.
"Jihan doesn't need any of that" Jihan replied then passed.
Bang Rico's hand Raflex held Jihan's arm. The sprightly Jihan directly hit the side of Bang Rico's neck then punched the bottom of Gazha's father's sixpack belly.
"Wmmmpphh.." Bang Rico endured Jihan's harsh blows, though not so energetic but quite tasteless as well.
"Feel it for a man who can't softly talk to women" said ketus Jihan.
After Jihan left.. Bang Rico felt his stomach ache.
"Ric's pain?" ask Papa Wira.
"No Pa, just a mint taste" Bang Rico replied, flashing until his face flushed red.
"Thankfully still the mint flavor Ric. Next time in remember, do not fuss with women, otherwise your life will be like chili. There is no benefit against women" Papa Wira said.
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Bang Rico feeds Gazha dinner. His body was already very tired with the work but taking care of Gazha was his priority at the moment.
"Eating chicken soto is the same as buying snacks in minimarket. Aunt Jihan bribed Gazha, carried Gazha too" Gazha replied.
"Why not Bang street? You're so fat, pity donk Auntie Jihan" said Bang Rico.
"Said Aunt Jihan the road is crowded, many cars and then tares. Gazha pushed p****t her mom Ella only.. Aunt Jihan was angry" Gazha reported to her father.
"France Bang??" bang Rico didn't believe his hearing.
"Yes yeah. kept his mom Ella asked this. 'that's who's Mr Rico's son'??"
"Teruus.. Aunt Jihan answer what?" ask Bang Rico.
" 'I am Gazha's mother'. Less clear??' That's it" replied little Gazha.
" 'Ijin mom. apologize' that mama Ella said" Gazha added.
"Yes??" bang Rico's red face kept his handsome smile.
"Yeah dad, Gazha likes to have a Mama like Auntie Jihan. Can't Dad?" ask Gazha.
Bang Rico's smile suddenly became bitter. There were no words to answer Gazha's son's question.
"Eat the meal. Keep sleeping..!!" bring Bang Rico.
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Don't ask me again about your mama, son, sorry Daddy who hasn't been able to make you happy, complete your life. I am not strong, I can't wait for my mom.
Bang Rico kept wiping his son's hair. Her tears are dripping.
"Mama. let's play ma"
Bang Rico's heart is getting sicker.
"What's a selfish father, son?"
Bang Rico's eyes closed. The sense of longing flashed tormenting inner remembering the figure of the wife. He pulled a roll into his arms.
"Do you miss your brother, baby?" he muttered with increasingly heavy sounds.
"Astagfirullah hal adzim.." Bang Rico sat down every time he felt the longing.
He also moved and chose to cleanse himself and then pray from his mind more tormented.
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Bang Rico rubbed his face after the evening prayer, his heart gradually calmed down.
"Lord.. Please give me an answer. I was afraid to take a step, I realized that those who had left could never come back again, but whether I could just give love to my life companion later. I'm afraid Asya's shadow will hurt my woman later and for sure can 'she' be the best mother for my only son, without distinguishing affection for my children later" he complained to the Creator.
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Today there is a health team checking the health of the members on a regular basis not least with Bang Rico.
Seen there is Jihan who is attending introductory activities courses at the Army Hospital because she is undergoing midwifery education semester one. This time he was bandaged to undergo activities in the Battalion.
"Sir Rico, please..!!" said Wati, a senior nurse at the hospital.
Bang Rico slightly glanced at Jihan who was busy, he sat down and prepared his arm to check tension.
"Sir Rico wants to take vitamins? The tensinya is a little low" Wati said.
"Yes mbak, it seems that lately I am also often tired" replied Bang Rico.
"Jihan.. prepare vitamins for Mr Rico yes, you can inject khan? Later you inject Mr. Rico" Wati orders and then prepares another job.
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"Can you not deck?" ask Bang Rico doubtfully.
"Jihan hesitated, but let's just try..!!"
"Eeeehh. The danger..!!" push Bang Rico away the syringe from his arm.
"It's okay Om, Jihan's smart" Jihan's face looks seductive Bang Rico.
"Don't try it or you turn me over" Bang Rico threatened.
"Om Rico dare??" jihan's question seems like a challenge to Bang Rico.
"Aseemm tenan really, dare what. Don't look for things yes, I reply can get drunk you later" whispered ya pitched furiously.
Without Bang Rico noticing, the syringe had already pierced through his arm.
Jihan's smile suddenly disappeared.
"Yes my.. Jihan took the wrong medicine. This wasn't a vitamin"
"Don't joke you, Jihan..!!" bang Rico Tegur.
"True Om. this is the cure for. ehmmm. it's. anuu. duuuuhh" Jihan began to be confused.
"Don't Om keep going.. I am afraid to hear it..!! For what?????" ask Bang Rico more firmly.
"Anuu.."
"Anuuu again.. My god.." Bang Rico ruffled his hair.
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