My Vampire Papa My Beloved
Depressions

I felt a warm embrace from someone I missed so much, this man's embrace was so comfortable, his voice heavy and in calming myself of all my fear and sorrow,the smell of sandalwood from his body that is always imprinted in my sense of smell, yes, this man I need.The warm kiss from his lips on my lips is so sweet that my heart trembles, my heart quivers, the touch of his hand on my skin feels so familiar, right, he's mine. I let out a loud scream as suddenly the shadow of those black hands pulled my body away from him, the creature mercilessly continued to drag my body , the shadow of the man before me began to disappear covered by the fog in despair I continued to shout his name

" I'm going home to you, I beg you to wait for me."

I could hear myself saying all that to the figure of the man who was now only a shadow covered in thick fog.

" Tidaaakkkk.." I shouted it many times, but gradually the creature that pulled me shook my body with a voice that sounded very familiar in my ears.

" Kay, wake up Kay, realize it's me Alex, Kayla ? you can hear me" Alex kept patting Kayla on the cheek, trying to wake the girl from her nightmares.

Kayla awoke with a hunting breath, her father's face was filled with agony, a clear circle of tears kept coming down her cheeks, the memory of her nightmares just now made her tiny body tremble.

Alex hugged Kayla's body gently trying to calm the girl who was still sobbing in her arms.

" Sttt.. calm down, everything is fine, I'm here, don't cry anymore" Alex whispered as he continued to gently pat Kayla on the back.

" It feels so claustrophobic, it hurts so much , who exactly is the man in my dreams ,why do I always dream of it? this feeling hurt Lex, it felt like it was suffocating" Kayla vented her emotions.

"Look, it's just a dream, you see everything's gonna go back to normal when you open your eyes, okay?" Alex holds softly both of Kayla's cheeks, stroking the girl's face that makes her infatuated.

"Go back to sleep, I'll take care of you here" Alex gently pushed Kayla's shoulder to put the girl back on her back, patiently enveloping Kayla.

"Sleep!Tomorrow I'll tell doctor Mia to come here." Alex orders with a smile, her hands gently rubbing Kayla's black hair.

The roar of Kayla's breath slowly began to be regular, her father's face also slowly looked calmer.After Alex was sure that Kayla had fallen asleep slowly, Alex released his hand grip and softly kissed the sleeping princess.

"The beautiful dream of my love" Alex said softly before he passed away leaving Kayla's room.

Arriving outside the room Kayla Alex rubbed her face rough, she felt frustrated with the situation experienced Kayla.Sudah more than three years Kayla suffered a psychiatric disorder like this, Kayla lived like a zombie, rarely once smiling, Kayla,and very difficult to approach, Kayla often had nightmares that made her scream and cry in her sleep.

Although Alex has been looking for various kinds of treatment. Starting from doctors, psychologists, hypnotherapists, to even the magician Alex has done, but still the mental disorders experienced by his heart do not show better signs, he said, this is the first time in his life, an Alex must be made dizzy by women, usually all women will bend their knees under his feet to just please him, yes, Alex is a king, he is a king,indeed, everyone should rotate for his happiness, only Kayla is very difficult for him to conquer, Kayla is like a giant wall that is difficult to break down.

Though Kayla grew accustomed to Alex's presence, her heart never accepted her. It was as if Kayla's heart was already filled with something else .

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Kayla was sitting in front of the beautiful woman who was currently examining her, again...The depression that he suffered was getting worse lately made this Doctor Mia had to go back and forth to check her condition, but Kayla was not sure there was a cure for her pain that increasingly made her suffer.

"How are you feeling now Kay?" said Doctor Mia gently, she is the only doctor who has not given up on Kayla's disease, so far many doctors have given up, not for nothing,it's just that sometimes Alex is impatient with the development of the psychic Kayla who is not at all showing positive results, but doctors like her Mia is better than others because Kayla wants to talk to her ,while with other doctors, Kayla even rarely wanted to see the doctors, you could say Mia's doctor was the most patient to survive.

"Are you blind, look he's not okay at all, you still ask ? " Alex yells at Mia's doctor, while the doctor just smiles showing dimples, Mia's doctor is used to facing Alex's tantrums.

" Mister Alex, you'd better wait outside, you're interrupting my work" said Mia casually, oho, this doctor dares to rule the werewolf king.

Alex did not want to go out to stay beside Kayla who was sitting with empty eyes.

" Kay ? don't be afraid you can tell me everything you're feeling right now, we're friends aren't we?" Mia holds Kayla's hand which is followed by Alex's eyeball, but Mia's doctor ignores her.

" We're friends." replied Kayla Lirih

" I miss him" Kayla said

"Who?" lure Mia again, this question she always asks and they all also know what answer they always get.

" I don't know, I just miss him" again the same answer.

Seen Mia took a deep breath, still in the same state, Kayla was still entangled in her nightmare. Mia felt sorry for the girl in front of her, three years is not a short time to endure this suffering, she always tried to find a solution to the depression experienced by her patients on this one.

"Mr Alex, is it true Kayla has never had amnesia or had a traumatic event before? " ask Mia to Alex.

"How many times do I have to tell you, he's never experienced anything like that" Alex replied upsetly.

"But it doesn't make sense how a person could be traumatized for no reason"Mia seemed to think.

"Who is he? Why do I miss him? How can it feel so painful ? Have I really lost my sanity? Mia tell me, am I still sane?" Kayla asks Mia, she feels she can't tell which is reality and which is only a dream.

" Be calm Kay, you're not crazy, you're just in bad shape .If you're crazy you won't be able to graduate from a university with such good grades, nor can you still be this pretty if you're crazy" Mia replied trying to convince Kayla,to make his mental not more down .

"You're right, I graduated with my own efforts, my grades are very good, I'm also beautiful, I'm definitely not crazy.I'm fine now, you're really a good doctor Mia" Kayla breathes her .

Mia and Alex can only look at Kayla's face with a sad look, feel sorry for this girl, Kayla's mood is sometimes like a rollercoaster, very quickly changed.

"Kay, listen to me" Mia held Kayla's hand that was about to move from her seat.

"I said, now that I'm fine, you can go Mia" Kayla's upset, her mood has changed again.

"Sit down! just listen to me for a second, okay? " pinta Mia's.

" What?hurry up I'm busy." answered Kayla ketus

In fact, Kayla never did anything after her college ended, while Akira started helping Alex work in the company.Kayla just stayed home .He is not interested in work, and it all worsens his depression, because the more nothing he does then he gets further and further away from the real world, making Kayla slumped into a dream world that makes her suffer even more.

"Kay, try to do something that makes you happy, do something that you like, you can shop, travel, or anything that can take your mind off your nightmares, not just shut yourself in the room, not just,try reaching out the hands of those around you, look around you with your heart & then you will find a lot of people who care about you, so try to be happy. I'm sure anyone in your dream will be happy if you live your life well and happily, so try to be at peace with yourself, promise to make your life happier for yourself, I'm sure she wants it too." Mia pointed at Kayla's chest right where her heart was beating.

Kayla held her chest and closed her eyes .

(yes I promise, no matter what happens later I will always live well and happily, and will not do stupid things that can hurt myself, ' he said.)

Kayla blinked her eyes, her hands reflexively holding her head, when suddenly a piece of her shadow made a promise to someone flashed through her mind, her ears began to buzz.

"Kay, you're fine" Alex was so worried to see Kayla holding her head in pain.

"Why are you okay?"Mia was panicking.

" Be quiet, it's all because of you, stupid you're useless, if anything happens to him, then be prepared to meet the angel of death." threatening Alex pushed Mia's body, and with one move, he said,lifting up Kayla's body, taking her to the room.

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