
Dania woke up from her sleep and looked at the clock by the bed. It turned out to be 06:30 wib. Dania got out of bed and washed her face.
When he's done, he goes down to the kitchen to make Randy breakfast.
He wants to mend his relationship with Randy, which has not been good for a week. He wants to make Randy breakfast for his apology for disappointing Randy. Even though Dania was aware, a breakfast might not be able to make Randy immediately forgive her, because no matter how much injury he caused in Randy's heart must be very deep because he had to lose his prospective baby.
In the spirit of Dania made Randy's favorite breakfast.
He arranges it with as much interest as possible for Randy to be interested in eating it.
When she was done, she rushed to the room that had been three nights Randy lived in, the room of the future baby. It's been three nights Randy hasn't slept in a room with Dania.
Once in the room, Dania looked around but did not see Randy, she searched the bathroom but did not find Randy.
"Where, him?" mummy Dania.
Dania went down to the living room where Aunt was cleaning the living room.
"Randy where, huh, Bi?" ask Dania.
"Eh, non, den Randy" has not yet had time for Aunt to finish her speech, Randy also appears from the entrance. It looks like he just finished jogging.
Randy walked leisurely towards the kitchen without looking at Dania.
Dania followed Randy.
"Breakfast first, yuk, I've made breakfast for you" said Dania.
Randy did not speak and chose to sit directly in the dining chair. He made himself breakfast bread with jam. While Dania can only sigh because Randy did not eat the breakfast he made. Sometimes he notices Randy who is still with his flat expression.
After finishing breakfast, Randy decided to go to his room on the floor. Again he followed Randy to the room.
Randy enters the bathroom and Dania immediately prepares a dress for Randy.
Fifteen minutes later, Randy came out of the bathroom and glanced at the bed where there were already clothes that Dania had prepared, but Randy did not take the clothes and chose to take his own clothes in the closet. He picked up his t-shirt top, jeans, and jacket.
Looks like he's going to college.
Again Dania could only sigh because Randy did not want to wear the clothes he had prepared.
Dania's heart thumped at Randy, he wanted to start the conversation but was confused where to start.
"Jank ..!" call Dania.
Randy remained silent and did not want to see Dania.
She hugged Randy.
"I beg you, do not be cheered on me continue, I beg you, I hope to be angry, I am sad because you are cheered on me continue." said Dania lirih.
His eyes were already reddening holding back the crying.
Randy let go of Dania's embrace and opted out of the room without seeing Dania at a glance.
Brugh.
Dania was sitting limp on the floor.
Her tears were dripping, she was really sad because Randy didn't want to talk to her and that made her sadder that Randy didn't want to look at her at all.
"Are you as hateful as that, as I am? Why don't you want to see me? Why can't you see that I'm just as sad about losing our son?"dania said softly in the middle of her sobbing.
Dania was crying in her room. Randy drove his car.
On the way, his mind is not careless, between wanting to go to campus or go elsewhere to calm himself.
Randy rubbed a rough face and exhaled a rough breath. Finally he did not go to the campus and chose to go somewhere else.
Approximately thirty minutes Randy arrived at one of the luxurious houses painted beige, which is none other than the home of his parents.
After parking the car, Randy approached his busy mother in the front garden of the house.
From a distance, his mother had already greeted him with a sweet smile.
"Kok, alone? Dania ain't coming?" ask Mama.
Randy just shook his head and smiled faintly.
The mother immediately turned the task of watering the garden to her gardener and chose to accompany Randy into the house.
Randy went straight to the kitchen and picked up a drink in the fridge.
"Where is Dania?" ask the Mama.
"Good." answered Randy casually.
"Your relationship is fine, right?" ask Mama.
Randy who was drinking his drink stopped his activities and looked at the mother at a glance then nodded.
As Randy was about to leave the kitchen, she held his hand.
"You're lying, you're not okay, are you?" ask Mama to investigate.
Randy exhaled slowly and looked at Mama.
"Some, I'm still mad at him, Ma, I can't take all this" Randy said.
Mama Randy exhales violently and pulls Randy towards one of the rooms on the second floor. The room for almost 20 years was always locked tightly and no one dared to enter the room. The room was deliberately locked after Randy was born.
Once in the room, the atmosphere was quiet, the room was dark without sunlight because of the curtains covering the room window.
"Why are we here?" randy asked confusedly.
Mom just kept quiet and walked to the window. He opened the window curtains until now the room looks bright with the morning sunlight.
Look around the room painted pink with a cartoon design there. There is also a white baby box, and some baby toys.
"You know, Rand, there's one secret that Mama's been hiding from you. Not that Mama does not want to tell you, but for Mama, this is a very painful wound, and indeed Mama must bury it deeply" said the Mama.
Randy just silently heard the words of the mother, he felt confused by the words of the mother.
"Before Mama conceived you, Mama was pregnant other than you, who was none other than your sister" said Mama.
Randy was surprised to hear the words of his mother. Because, all this time he knew, he was the only child of the sebastian family.
"Mama was very happy at that time, because it was Mama's first pregnancy, as well as your father, he was so happy because he was going to be a father" said Mama.
"You know, when Mama was pregnant with your sister at the age of 18, just like your wife. Of course it's a very young age for a pregnant woman. The age that should be the good times of a girl because she can hang out with friends her age.
But unlike Mama, Mama had to sacrifice Mama's youth because your Grandpa betrothed Mama to your Papa.
Mama was devastated at that time, because honestly Mama did not want to marry young, in addition to that time Mama did not love your Papa.
But, yes, as time passed the feeling of love began to grow between us. Until finally, one day Mama was declared pregnant and of course Mama and Papa were happy. But who would have thought that happiness does not last long, because in the first trimester of pregnancy Mama, which is also the exact same as your wife is experiencing at this time, Mama must lose your sister, Mama, the cause was the same because Mama was too exhausted, coincidentally when Mama was also in college" said Mama.
"You know, Rand, your father was very angry at the time. Two months Papa you silenced Mama because she was disappointed Mama could not keep the pregnancy Mama, and it makes Mama stress. How not stress? At that time everyone blamed Mama for the departure of your sister, what else Grandma Ranti (Mother of Papa Randy) she always blamed Mama. Mama's life is ruined, Rand. Mama lost your sister and after that no one supported Mama. And you know, what did Mama do ? When you try to end your life, you get frustrated and suicide may be the only way. Well, even though the end of his life Mama can still be saved because your Papa immediately took Mama to the Hospital.
Just so you know, Rand, there's not a single parent who won't be sad when he loses his baby, Papa you were sad at the time, and of course Mama was very sad. Mama who is pregnant, Mama who cravings, Mama who feels nausea. Well, it's mixed up, pregnant it, that's why Mama once said, right, same you, if pregnant people like strange behavior, sometimes they will behave to kanakan, right, due to hormonal changes in his body. That's what happened to Dania, and she didn't realize her attitude at the time. Pregnant people, if they want something, then the urge to get it will be very strong, sometimes it becomes impatient" said the mother.
Mama took a deep breath and exhaled her slowly.
"Therefore, do not let your wife alone, lest she feel that no one supports her, lest she do the same, as what you did first. Because in the past Mama regretted doing all that and lucky Mama, because God still gave Mama a chance to live, and after that Mama could conceive kama. Mama is really happy because you are present in the middle of our family (sniffing cheek randy) Believe me, even though Dania looks fine, but Mama is sure her heart is not okay. She needs you now, son. He needs support from you, because you are the source of his strength.believe it is in every problem that happens there will certainly be wisdom waiting.Mama sure, after this Dania can still be pregnant, Dania can still be pregnant, she is young and has no health problems, especially the Doctor said that Dania can still be pregnant again after three months, you can try it again, do not get dissolved in grief, son. It will only torture yourself." said Mama while gently stroking Randy's head.
Randy just closed his eyes enjoying the soft and warm touch of his mother.
Randy took a deep breath and exhaled slowly.
Randy hugged his mother tightly and sobbed in her arms.
"Cup, cup .. The time has been big is still a crybaby, has become the head of the household, loh, still a cry like gini." said the Mama while stroking gently Randy's back.
Randy let go of his embrace and wiped his tears.
"Thank you, Mom, you're the best" Randy said.
"Yes, go home, hug your wife, give her strength" said Mama.
Randy smiled and nodded.
"Randy came home, Ma." said Randy and was nodded by Mama.
Randy rushes back home and once he gets home, Randy doesn't see Dania's car in the garage.
"Dania's gone, Bi." said Randy.
"Yes, den, it was non Dania go take the car" said Bibi.
"Just like Adi, right?" ask Randy.
"Did aden call me?" asked Mr. Adi who suddenly came from the kitchen.
"Well, what, Mr Adi, here? She said, Dania went, What does it mean that Dania went alone? did she drive herself?" randy was surprised.
Adi and Bibi looked at each other.
"Sorry den, I had offered help, non Dania, but si, non-nya instead refused" said Mr. Adi.
Randy rubbed a rough face.
"What is Adi's father, anyway? Dania tuh, just a miscarriage, she can not drive her own car, if she refuses, why also haggabarin me, anyway? As if to tell me, cake." said Randy annoyed.
"Sorry den, I-" Not finished Mr. Adi continued his words but Randy immediately interrupted his words.
"Where did he go? Did he say, same to you?" ask Randy.
Aunt and Adi shook their heads.
Randy rubbed his rough face and quickly picked up his phone and called Dania, but the number could not be reached.
Randy tried to contact her a second time, but again could not be contacted.
"Aarrgghhc ... Shit, there's no way he's running away from home, right, because I'm being cheered on." randy muttered while shuffling his hair in frustration.
"Oh Randy, you idiot." muttered Randy.
Randy quickly climbed the stairs to his room and opened the wardrobe.
"God .. Thank God, all the clothes are still there" said Randy by stroking his chest.
Randy thinks Dania ran away from home.
"He was a time, yeah. So, go out. But why would he drive himself, anyway? Ngeyel also became a person, like himself, do not know, what, I became worried" said Randy annoyed.
Randy finally chooses to wait for Dania at home.
It did not feel the time passed and now it has shown at 17:00 wib. Randy is worried because he wants Dania's night still not home.
Randy called Dania's number again, but was still unable to reach her.
When Randy remembered his mother's words about suicide, Randy panicked and rushed down to the garage to drive his car. The first place he went to was his father-in-law's house.
Once at his father-in-law's house there was no one there except the domestic assistants who worked there, Randy also looked for Dania in his room and did not find any funds there. Randy's gaze unintentionally looked at the picture frame of Dania with Riko who was holding each other in the middle of the snowfall. In the photo they are seen laughing. Randy clenched his hands and threw the photo into the trash can in Dania's room.
When Randy was about to get out of the room all of a sudden, he thought of something.
Randy quickly contacted his mother-in-law and asked for Riko's home address. I don't know why he thought that his wife was currently with Riko. Randy reasoned that there was Riko's stuff left in his restaurant and wanted to return it. Unsuspecting Mama-in-law immediately gave the address of Riko's house and Randy rushed to Riko's house.
Before long, Randy arrived at Riko's house, because this riko and dania house was not too far away.
Ting tong's.
Randy rang the bell and was so open he looked like a housekeeper.
"Sorry who, huh?" ask the house assistant.
"I want to find Riko, my friend Riko, Riko is there, right?" ask Randy.
"Mas Riko is there, please come in let me call you"
"It's necessary, Bi, I'll just wait here." said Randy.
Randy waits outside, while Aunt calls
Riko.
Before long, Rico came out.
"Sorry lo who, huh?" ask Riko.
Randy turned around.
Bugh.
Randy hit Riko in the face, making Riko fall down because he was not ready to accept Randy's hit.
"Lo what the fuck, anyway?" riko asked while grimacing in pain from Randy's hit.
Randy pulls Riko to his feet.
"Where, Dania?" randy asked with great emphasis.
Riko frowned at Randy's question.
Riko let go of Randy's hand.
"Why are you my name? Lo whose husband, you should know better." said Riko.
Randy rubbed a rough face and looked at Riko sharply.
"Lo don't mess around, same me." said Randy growled.
"If you don't believe me, you gledah my home. I can assure you, you will not meet Dania here." said Riko.
Randy breathed a rough breath.
"Be aware that you dare lie to me." said Randy.
Randy leaves Riko's house.
"Bas shit, play a tonjok, aja." muttered Riko while grimacing in pain.
Riko was thinking about Dania.
"Where is he, really?" rko muttered.
Riko went into the house and did not want to think negatively about the state of Dania.
While Randy immediately drove his car, he was confused to find dana where else?
Randy actually remembers Mia and Ina, but he doesn't know where Mia and Ina's house is, Randy doesn't have Dania's friends' cell phone numbers either.
Randy keeps looking for Dania to places she and Dania have been. From restaurants, cafes, lesehan. Well, the eateries he and Dania had been to.
Time has shown at 23:00 wib, Randy is really tired of looking for Dania everywhere, but did not find Dania. He forgot to eat dinner.
There is one more place that Randy has not been to, Randy tries to find his apartment that he used to live with Dania.
Arriving there Randy immediately looking for Dania every room.
Brugh.
Randy was sitting on the couch.
"Where are you, yank?" muttered Randy.
Randy covered his face with both palms.
He was really tired, because again he didn't find Dania there.