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The Tomb of Mama Papa Raina
Raina was still standing looking at the graves of her parents, then she crouched holding her mother's grave.
"Mama.." call Raina soft.
Raina sat down, hugging her mother's headstone and crying.
"Mama..... Why does Mama live in Nana? Hix.... Mama why are you leaving so soon? Why not talk about my mom getting sick? Hicks...."
Raina cries loudly, the darker the day, the more reluctant Raina leaves her mother's final resting place.
"Mama why did you go anyway ma? Hix... After this, how should Nana? Hix... There is no reason why Raina should live! Hicks..."
Surya is getting worried, the day is getting darker, the sun is slowly setting, but Raina has not returned. Surya follows Raina to the funeral. Surya was stunned when he saw Raina crying.
"Raina's.... Crying?" shock Surya
Yep... Anyway, she's still a woman. As strong as women, there must be a time when they cry when they reach their lowest point - Inner Solar
Surya walked up to Raina, putting the jacket he had brought from the car onto Raina's back. Raina was surprised, but had not yet turned around, Surya first hugged her from behind.
"Don't cry anymore... There's still me here, don't make your parents tormented by your cries. They prefer your laughter to your tears" Surya said
"Hiks.... Mama...."
Surya tightened his embrace, he really wanted to take Raina away from all this suffering. She could not see Raina crying anymore.
"Let's go home... We pray, pray for your parents, may they be given a good place" said Surya
"Hiks...."
"Don't cry for them anymore, now they need more prayer than children who pray" explained Surya
Raina started to calm down, Surya's words were able to make her calmer. Surya was really wise, that was what Raina had in mind.
"Let's go home, we pray well for them," Surya asked
"....."
Surya stood with Raina, holding Raina's shoulder while walking.
"Ay.." call Raina.
"Yes? Why?" ask Surya
"Ah... I'm...."
Raina could not continue her words. His chest tightened, he had trouble breathing, his eyes blurred, his vision blurred, until he finally lost consciousness again.
"Ma... Raina! Raina... Astagfirullah, strengthen us!" solar Panic
Surya immediately brought Raina home and called his personal doctor.
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The Pradipta Family Home
Surya quickly carried Raina and laid her down in one of the empty guest rooms.
"Astagfirulah.... This is Raina why is it?" ask Mommy
"No idea, I passed out at the funeral" Surya replied
"Astagfireullah! Call the doctor, quickly" panic Mother
"Oh Allah Raina." said Father.
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It didn't take long, the Pradipta family doctor came to check on Raina.
"Where's om?" ask Surya
"He seemed to be under severe pressure on his psychic,"
"Looks?"
"Yes... We can confirm that when he is conscious, I will ask a few questions and the answers determine everything. Clearly, please don't press it again. Such a deep sense of loss greatly affected his mood and mental state."
"Okay doc,"
"But he'll be all right, won't he?"
"Goddessa... As long as there's always support from the family, it's all easy for him,"
"Thank you doc!"
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"Where's doc?"
"Some people will be fine after a consultation. But he seems like a closed child, it's a little difficult to ask him to tell a story willingly. Forcing it would also have a bad impact on her."
"So what's the solution, Doc?"
"Keep giving him support. Make him feel like everything is going to be okay. After he wanted to tell a little story, then it was most likely that the burden in his heart would slowly disappear. And until then, family support was what he needed most."
"Well, I want to call Bang Kenan!" surya
"Yes! Call her," Mother interjected
"Where can? In his house must be a lot of preparation for njai people. There's no way you can go here" replied Dad
"What about Raina?" ask Mommy
"Where if Surya bring Raina to his house, Surya will be accompanied. But right, for now his closest family is only Bang Kenan," proposed Surya
"Yes it was just like that. Hopefully Raina is okay," said Mommy
"Now you go there, your father wants to prepare everyone for Raina's house" said Father
"Yes yeah,"
Surya also took the keys to his car and drove Raina who was still unconscious to his house.
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Raina Family Home
Kenan was so surprised when Surya got out of the car with Raina in his arms.
"Astagfirullah, Raina why Yes?" ask Kenan
"Fainting bang, it was in the tomb," replied Surya
"Astagfirullahaladzim, let's bring it inside!" said Kenan
They immediately led Raina into her room. Keep Raina until Raina is conscious.
"Sorry brother, deck. I can't take care of you" said Kenan guiltily
"Not really bang, everything was already a plan above. So expand your heart to accept everything," said Surya
"Yes Yes... Thanks you always support Raina when the condition is like this" said Kenan
"Wherever you are, it is my responsibility, bang" Surya replied
"It's not wrong mama mama chose you," said Kenan while patting Surya's shoulder
"Yes bang..."
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Raina was conscious, but her gaze was blank. Not wanting to be accompanied by anyone, not having any desire, not feeling hungry or thirsty. There is only sadness and regret.
Surya himself could not refute Raina's request, he just had to be patient in dealing with Raina's situation like this.
"Na eat yuk... I brought you your favorite fried rice whether it's chocolate milk. Let's eat, what would you like to eat together? I'm bribing ya," Surya invited with a tray in her hand
Raina did not answer, only shook her head, turned back to Surya and went back to sleep. Surya just took a long breath to be patient.
"Keep us up, O God!"
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Next Day
Raina is still moody, after returning home from school, Surya immediately visits Raina. Kenan and Surya take turns to look after Raina.
"Bao... How's raina? Want to eat? From yesterday he did not want to eat" complained Surya
"Udah was a good response. He wants to eat" replied Kenan
"really? What do you eat?" tanya Surya is excited
"Just eat an apple 1 same glass of water" replied Kenan
Honestly, that wasn't the answer Surya wanted to hear. But at least it's better than yesterday. He went to the room to see Raina.
"Ma... I'm going home," Surya said
Raina was still lying on her bed. During the night he was just in bed to lie down. The thoughts in her brain were racing, Raina really wanted to scream but was like she had no voice.
It is like losing direction, living without purpose, as if suffering always awaits him wherever it is.
"Ma... Get up, eat... The time from yesterday just eating apples? Eat the rice Na... Or do you want to eat what? I buyin, I find it even though it is difficult. Please Na, you're talking dong Na... By the way, you want what... Lo why? I'm ready to be Lo Na's back..."
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