Marrying My Brother's Fiancee
EPISODE 36 STRANGE LOVE
Dion felt his legs limp, his body taking a few steps back. Removing Sarah's sobbing body covered her face with both palms.
Dion felt that everything was in vain.
He feels like a beggar who can change Sarah's feelings, and he can wait until she changes her mind. As long as Sarah does not put her love feelings on anyone.
But, when Sarah says she has fallen in love with Raka then what is the meaning of everything she fought for, is not it like holding water. There's nothing to get.
"You lied, Cay.you never loved Raka." Fizz Dion.
"I'm sorry, Yon. I'm sorry..."
"You never loved Raka. He's just your fake husband. He never loved you. He's never treated you well." - Dion.
"I'm really sorry." Sarah still covered her face with both palms. Withholding his sobs and fears.
Dion pulls Sarah's body closer to him, then violently rubs Sarah's shoulder,
"Look at me!" Dion said half-screaming, forcing Sarah to look at him.
Sarah shook her head strongly.
"What is less than me? What does Raka have that I can't give you?" Dion's voice was trembling.
Sarah took her hand off her face, revealing her wet face.
"You're not lacking in anything, Yon. It's just that I can never consider you more than a friend. I've tried to think of you as more, but I can't." Sarah answered raucously.
"What made you fall in love with Raka?" dion asked with his jaw hardened, his heart completely hurt.
"I don't know! I don't know why I love him. I just can't stop thinking about it!"
Dion retreats with a beautiful body, especially what he can say, love does not have to have a reason to make a choice.
Forcing Sarah to change her feelings, would be futile.
Dion nodded his face so desperately many times that he grabbed his phone from the dining table and walked over to Sarah, who was still trembling in place, leaning against the wall.
"Alright if you want to end it, then let's end it" said Dion, his reddened eyes harboring his broken feelings.
"If you're unhappy with Raka, you know where to look for me." Further.
Then she turned her body, towards the door, leaving Sarah, who was only stunned, speechless.
The door slammed hard, making Sarah almost jump in place.
When Dion was completely gone, his legs were so limp that they sat on the floor.
Then her cries broke, guilt, guilt mixed with relief ended all.
Love cannot be forced, no matter how much he tries. Making Dion a shadow of his true feelings is unfair. Ending it sooner may be better than giving false hopes.
Dion, he's a good friend of Sarah's who is always there whenever Sarah needs him, but Sarah can never make a place where Dion takes over all her memories.
As bad as anything Raka has treated her but still she wants the man.
Love is weird, it's weird!
His phone shook on the corner table of his room, making a noise on the wooden table.
Sarah stood with great difficulty while wiping the patch on her face with the back of her hand.
Pick up the phone and see a contact number calling.
"Raka?" Sarah was stunned, as if she could not believe what she saw on her phone screen.
This was the first time Raka contacted him after his departure to Leiden. Today he called, what is this sign?
"Call..." Sarah greeted with a trembling voice.
"Call..." Sarah closed her eyes, the voice on the other side really felt so long unheard, like years had passed.
Her chest felt warm.
"Do you have time to talk to me?"
"Yes..."Sarah answered hoarsely.
"Yes, I'm fine."
" It feels like you're talking like.forced."
Sarah bit her lips, she did not feel forced at all but the longing she felt was completely out of control.
"I just want to talk for a second, can we have a video call?"
Sarah was stunned when she saw the clock on the wall.
It now shows 9 p.m., with the Netherlands there is a time difference of 5 to 6 hours, meaning there is still afternoon.
Sarah wiped her slightly wet face from her palm.
"Yes..." Sarah answered like floating, she was so nervous to think that she would soon meet face to face with Raka even though it was only through a mobile phone screen.
The ringing of the phone closed, it made Sarah even more nervous. With Reflek she released her HP on the bed, turned around, glazed on the mirror of her dressing table.
Then immediately tidied his hair between his fingers, patting his slightly pale cheeks with palms to make it look fresh.
His puffy eyes, on his lap with tissue.
I don't know why Sarah was so misbehaved.
The vibrating phone shows a video call from Raka, Sarah takes it from the top of the bed.
A little nervous Sarah greeted him and a look of face there, which so much seized her mind, looked at her with her expressionless cold face. Raka's last face that she remembered was so.
The blue tshirt wearing is so relaxing. He was sitting on the bed as if looking at the background.
"Hi.." greet Sarah, hurriedly sitting on her bedside as well.
"You're in your apartment?" Raka asked with slightly frowning brows.
"Yes..."
"Oh..."
"What's wrong?" the strange question that was not quality just came out of Sarah's mouth, really made Sarah cursed her stupidity.
He should have asked me something more casual, maybe how are you doing? what are? or what is important is not a question that is too to the point half the objection.
"I just called my mom."
"Yes..." Sarah bit her lower lip slightly, hoping that Raka would not be too sensitive to the tension she felt.
She was confused by herself, why she had become this misbehavior, like the first time she had met Raka.
"Mama said, you're going to Leiden in three days, is that right?"
"Owh.me..." Sarah was confused as to what to answer, she didn't say she was leaving so soon. He just said last night, would consider following Raka to Leiden without mentioning the time.
And now without talking about anything with Sarah, mama conveyed such an important thing to Raka, whom she herself had not agreed to, certainly making her lose her words.
"What's really going on?" Raka asked with a probing look.
"I.actually..." Sarah stammered
"Hi, Honey..are you waiting for me?" a blonde woman with an indo face suddenly appeared on Sarah's HP screen, draping her arms around Raka's neck spoiled, making Sarah suddenly lose her voice.
His lips opened, a sentence that almost came out of his mouth, only reaching the esophagus.
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