Love 49 Cm
Chapter 49

🌸Love 49 Cm🌸

Part 49's

**slowly realize**

Regret is not only about separation, but also about happy memories that will not be repeated.

***

The sun was half-right above his head, but Leon had not yet moved from his seat. That means, already for seven more hours, he was in the CCTV control room without doing anything. He just stared at the screen slowly showing his wife's face for the last time.

There was no one in the room, he kicked out all the staff even Davin. Leon just wants to be alone now, enjoying the consequences of a mistake.

The fact that Aila dared to leave her made her so disappointed and lost deeply.

She was so sorry, why couldn't Aila last a little longer?

Aila's departure, just as she begins to realize who she needs more.

And it all came very late.

Leon got up from his seat, stepped out of the CCTV room. His appearance is tangled, signifying that he lacks rest. Since last night he did not sleep, waiting for Aila to enter their room, but Aila was planning to run away from him. Had he known that it was their last day together, Leon would have held it and would not have let it go. But regret comes later, right?

Leon walked to his room and during that time he did not see a single servant, but it was good for him, he was not wanting to see anyone right now.

Yes, no one would dare to appear, if Leon was angry, or they would be the target of his mad master's anger.

While passing through the hallway of Omanya's room, he overhears Oma talking to Mr. Liem.

Leon stops the move, considering Oma's state of shock last time with Aila's departure, Leon is worried, but he is reluctant to enter.

"You've been looking for him, Mr Liem?" ask Oma.

"Already, Mistress. I have made sure, miss does not return to her place of origin and not also to her friends." replied Mr. Liem.

"She's a stupid girl Mr. Liem, how could she leave without bringing anything.." Oma's voice sounded start hoarse and silent for a moment. Leon understood, His eyes were crying.

"Where will he live after this? he should have brought a lot of money out of this house, but that fool only brought himself..."

Leon closed his eyes while leaning against the wall of Oma's room, but only his heart felt so painful.

He then walked quickly to his room hoping to find a miracle, if Aila was still there.

When she first opened the room door, Aila's scent smelled on her nose. A scent that had been unknown since when, was forgotten by his sense of smell. Previously he was not so aware, if the scent of Aila's body to calm the nerves of his brain. Wh why?

He again stepped towards the walk in closet, precisely in front of his wife's dresser. His outstretched hand picked up a rectangular flat object belonging to Aila, in the nikya of the device. Empty, there's nothing left there. Looks like Aila has deleted all the data on her phone. The girl returned the HP exactly as it was.

Leon took a deep breath, expelling the tightness.

Not only the device left by Aila, but he also left a credit card without the limit he had given him. Aila had not even used it at all. Making her aware of one thing, Aila was the only woman who did not need any money from her.

Leon was sitting limp next to the dresser, More than anything, now he just wanted to hug his wife.

Along with that, Davin came in. His most loyal right hand seemed to want to report something.

"Sorry, sir. It's the bracelet and car keys that Miss left behind." Davin said.

Leon did not reply, his eyes closed.

Realizing his boss is not wanting to be disturbed Davin leaves Leon alone.

After Davin died, Leon stood up. He then walked towards the bar. The only place that could be his escape for now.

When he entered the bar, he saw all his friends had gathered there first. Actually, he wants to be alone, but already stuck responsibility, he wants to forget all the things that happened even if only for a moment.

Leon took a seat in the corner of the room, deliberately away from where his best friend had gathered. His three best friends understood that if Leon wanted to be alone, they just turned their heads for a moment and continued their conversation.

Within a short time, there were already several empty bottles in front of Leon's desk.The man drank alcohol like a thirsty person for a month.

Alex is seen approaching, after seeing Leon drinking unnaturally. He knows that his best friend is currently under stress, but if not stopped, Leon will drink all the alcohol in his bar.

"Stop!" alex said, forcibly seizing the bottle from Leon's hand.

Leon was silent for a moment, before he finally raised his reddened face while looking intently at Alex.

"Return! don't bother me!" exclaiming Leon sharp.

Alex flinched, keeping the bottle in his hand away.

"You're a coward, Leon! find him, if you love him!" said Alex.

Leon chuckled, "What am I looking for? he himself wants to run away from me!" answer Leon cynically.

"Right, you don't want to look for her?" ask Serkan suddenly.

Leon was silent, he opened the drink from another bottle and then downed it.

"Then let me find him! but don't expect me to give it back to you, if I find it!" threaten serkan's.

"Whatever!" leon did not care. The man preferred to focus on the drink in front of him.

"I hold your word!" say Serkan sharp, while stepping away from the bar.

"You're a coward, Leon!" alex said before leaving after Serkan left the bar, while Erik just kept quiet, then came out following Alex.

After all his best friends are gone, Leon is out of control. He began to vent his anger and disappointment on everything in the bar. All the bottles of alcohol in front of him he threw, not least with chairs and tables. In an instant, the bar became extremely messy. Some of the servants could only be silent and seemed to be trembling in the corner of the room, without daring to say anything.

Satisfied with his emotions, Leon steps out of the bar staggering with the influence of alcohol. Unknowingly, his feet stepped towards the secret garden belonging to his wife.

The drizzle began to descend, as Leon arrived in front of the garden gate. With blurred eyes he searched for the sensor code button.

The garden lights did not help him at all. After grabbing it for a while, he finally found the button, at that time he just remembered, if the access code of the gate key is only held by his wife. The key access code is in the necklace he gave Aila, and the girl_brings and_goes with him.

Along with the drizzle that had become rain, Leon groaned in frustration. His body collapsed sitting in front of the garden gate. His eyes stared blankly at the rain ahead. Raindrops that collide with the garden light, add to his mood increasingly languishing.

Regardless of his wet body, he began to close his eyes, embracing the pain in his own chest.

While enjoying solitude, his sense of hearing caught the sound of his feet approaching. Leon opened his eyes, apparently Davin who was standing in front of him with an umbrella.

"Please__bus this door Davin" pinta Leon weak.

"Sir, we better go home. Your body is cold" Davin said. His outstretched hand helped his Master stand up, but was soon picked up by Leon.

"I beg____open the door!" Leon is still asking.

Davin sighed deeply, seeing the state of his master he became unbearable. His master who always looked perfectionist and resolute, looked very weak at the moment. As long as he worked with Leon, he never once saw Leon as frustrated as that, even when Alea left him. Leon who never said please, finally said it too at this moment.

"Well, sir." said Davin at last.

Davin is seen, picking up a gun from behind his suit and starting shooting towards the park gate sensor code. The only way to open the gates of the garden is to damage them.

After several shots, the Code door was visibly destroyed, Davin was finally able to open it, albeit by force.

With the rest of his strength, Leon stood up. Stepping into the park.

He was stunned for a moment, whether because his eyes began to blur or it was real, he did not see a single flower in the garden. Although the garden lights, only dim, but he can still clearly see if the garden in front of him has become a field without plants.

Unbelieving what he saw, Leon ran through the rain. His body darted off without a hitch. Shouldn't he be stuck in the thorns of a rose? or is it true, if all the flowers are gone?

Suddenly Leon laughed, a laughter wrapping in pain. He kept laughing until his body began to collapse into half a seat.

His fault is only one, he receives all the love Aila gave him without counting it, so his heart feels empty soulless, when Aila suddenly takes it all back_without rest.

"Master?" Davin looks worried.

"Leave me alone, Davin." said Leon raucously.

For a moment Davin hesitated to leave his master in such a state, but he understood that Leon wanted to be alone.

Davin bowed for a while before leaving Leon who was still sitting in the middle with the rush of rain.

In fact, Davin did not really leave his master, the man remained seated in front of the garden gate. It was his faithful vow to remain beside his master no matter what the circumstances.

After Davin died, Leon stood up to the gazebo. He went in and started lighting the lights. Everything still looks as neat as ever.

A pink paper folded neatly on the table, with a rose sprig on it, made his hands itch not to touch it. Could it be a letter?

With wet hands, he began to unfold the paper.

****

For my husband, for,

Sorry, if I could just give you a little time.

I've been trying to hold on a little longer, even though my heart hurts a lot.

Seeing your concern for her, makes me believe that your love is only for her.

I'm sorry, for coming over and entering your life.

Although, God has made a clear barrier between us, but I still break it. Maybe because of that, God got angry and took your love from me as punishment for me.

I'm sorry if I choose to leave, because I realize your happiness is not with me.

Thank you for the time and memories you gave me, even if it was only for a moment, but do you know? it was the best time of my life.

Never feel guilty, because you are never wrong, I expect too much from you, love you too much.

My prayer, may you always be happy with her wherever you are.

My request is just one, though,

Please take care of Oma for me.

Aila's.

***

Finished reading the letter from Aila, her body slumped on the floor. Leaning against the gazebo wall, Leon closed his eyes again.

Didn't know? if Aila had misjudged her feelings?

Aila was too far away judging his heart.

**************

Leon wakes up to the glare of the morning sun that hits his face through the window.

His eyes blinked for a moment, he felt his head very dizzy. Could it be because of the alcohol he drank, or he had a fever? because last night the man fell asleep in wet clothes.

It could be because of both.

While trying to reassemble her consciousness, as bright as an eye, she saw Aila's figure approaching towards her. Leon tried to sharpen his vision.

Naughtiness! he only saw Aila.

Without thinking any more, he immediately stood up and hugged her very tightly.

"I know, you're definitely back" said Leon.

"Leon?"

"You, you can't go anymore!"

"LEON?!"

His embrace loosened as he realized something. Aila had never called her name, and wait, Aila was not this tall either.

Realizing something was wrong, Leon immediately took off his embrace.

"Alea?!" ask Leon in surprise.

"What are you doing? no!" Alea shook her head, "Don't tell me, you're like this because she left?!"

Leon did not answer, the man looked backward and leaned his back against the wall. His head feels amazing.

"You love her?!" urged Alea.

Leon was silent for a moment.

"Say! do you love her?!" urged Alea.

"Yes." Yeah."

Alea shook her head again. I hope what he hears is wrong.

"I can't believe it!"

"I love him___love him so much, Alea." said Leon honestly.

Alea's lips trembled, her hands clenched in anger.

"Then why are you helping me?" said Alea raau.

"I wasn't sure then...."

"Why take care of me, take care of me..."

"I wasn't sure back then, until he left me!" leon began to rise.

"You're evil, Leon!" Alea started crying.

"Sorry,"

"You're really mean!"

Leon was silent, besides not knowing what to say, the dizziness in his head was also increasing.

"Is it because I'm no longer perfect?!" asked Alea cynically.

"You know exactly, not because of that!"

"Then what?"

Alea did not understand, how could Leon's love no longer be for her.

"He's my life!"

Alea sat down, crying, roaring, he could not accept such a cruel reality for her. Leon was the only reason for her to stay alive. He lasted until this moment, only to live a little longer with her, but why? why is God so unfair to him?

"Go, Davin will take care of all the needs of your life ahead."

Alea raised her face, staring fixedly at the man in front of her.

"I don't need any of that!"

"That feeling, it's no longer there for you Alea, understand!"

"Let me stay by your side..."

"Alea I'm..."

"I beg you!"

Alea couldn't leave so fast. Not so fast.

Leon was silent, his hands twitching his temple, trying to unravel the dizzy on his head.

"I just want to keep seeing you, so let me stay by your side. I beg!" Alea continued to grope.

"Guess up to you, but we can't be like we used to."

How difficult and painful is honesty, but it must still be expressed, right?

Honey, he's late to take a stand.

Now Leon realized one thing, about how important a firmness in a relationship. Although he had to pay a very high price to find out, but he was sure all of it would mature his attitude.

Seriate....

Sorry for the long ups, in addition to busyness in dunyat, yesterday there was an error on my laptop. So, understand..

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