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Love that strengthens

After Bianca came out of her nursery, Selo paused her activity, trying to move her legs. He continued to stare towards the window, hoping that Bianca would not peek. I don't know, he doesn't want to be pitied by Bianca. He just wants Bianca to see him as a strong Selo, not a trauma-filled Selo and he doesn't understand why Bianca can get to know his condition, but he is desperate to hide it all.

Ten minutes later, after feeling well rested, Selo managed to move his legs then he tried to get up.

"Aah!" Suddenly Tiba Selo screamed when his body collapsed on the floor again, it turned out that his legs were not that strong to support his body until finally Selo returned to silence on the floor.

In the end, Selo strode towards the sofa. At least if he sat down Bianca would not know his condition. Sello used the strength of his hands to support his body, and after several attempts Selo finally managed to sit down.

Selo inhales as much oxygen. Sweat had flooded his entire body. However, it took a lot of effort for Selo to be able to sit like this before Bianca came.

Selo closed his eyes, he decided to take a break to look fine in front of Bianca.

Bianca covered her mouth with wet eyes when she saw what Selo was doing. He did not peek out of the window, but he peeked out of the door. However, even so she could clearly see what her husband was doing. Bianca wonders what happened to Selo? What happened to her husband? This morning everything was fine, Selo was still the way he was, but why is it now like this?

"Bianca."

Bianca almost fell backwards when someone called her, so she immediately grabbed her chest and turned her head.

"Edward," call Bianca who is none other than Celine's lover, and the psychiatrist who also handles Selo. He was asked by Selo to come because only he could help Selo, and he did not expect Bianca to be here.

"Why are you here?" ask Bianca.

Edward remained silent. Selo has asked him to keep secret what happened to Bianca. "Oh, I'm just passing by."

"Lied," replied Exile. For some reason, he felt certain that Edward was lying. Feeling said to meet Selo, because Selo is in the room at the very end and it is impossible for Edward to pass to another room.

Instantly Bianca pulls Edward by the hand, taking him away from Selo's nursery room, as she has to talk to this man.

"Bianca, why did you pull my hand?" ask Edward.

"Please, you know something about Selo."

"No, I only knew Selo when you were married" replied Edward.

"I beg you, if you don't speak then I won't know Selo's condition."

Edward scooped up, he stared fixedly at Bianca. Both are lacking communication, and both are traumatized. It seemed, he had to slightly renege on his promise to Selo. This is also for Selo himself.

"You sure you want to hear about your husband's condition?" ask Edward.

Bianca nodded.

"All right, let's sit down."

Finally, they sat in a waiting chair next to each other.

"Say Edward, what happened to Selo?"

"Bianca, don't you ever think the torture your friends have had had a big impact on Selo?" ask Edward.

"Whatchu mean? Please don't convolve," Bianca said impatiently.

Bianca scrambled her hair in frustration because the man beside her was too convoluted. "Edward, just say it."

"Did you see the first time Selo was found after being tortured?" ask Edward.

Bianca nodded. "I saw."

"How severe do you think Roland's torture was on Selo until he fell into a coma?"

Bianca. He who was anxious because Edward was too convoluted, immediately thought of it.

"Yes, exactly Bianca. Selo was traumatized by the torture" replied Edward, who had guessed Bianca's thoughts.

Bianca shut her mouth and her cries sagged as she understood the meaning of Edward's words. "I mean, from the beginning to the end Selo was detained by Roland, she was treated badly. The torment of Selo went through every day several times. Every day Selo went through it painfully. Tortured in a sadistic way, then do you think it can be forgotten in Selo's mind?"

"So you're saying Selo's trauma hasn't healed yet?" Bianca looked at Edward with a paled look.

"The pain of being tortured by Roland still looms over. Even though it's been two years, and it's also ...." Edward stopped his speech and then the man stroked Bianca's shoulder, because he knew Bianca was still hit with what she was saying.

"Bianca, do you know what Selo told me when I asked if you knew about this or not? Selo says he doesn't want to make you feel guilty. He also said this is what he can do to pull your heart back. He doesn't want to look weak in front of you. He wants to earn your trust because of himself, not because he saved you. He wants you to love Selo, because that's not because Selo ever sacrificed his life for you. He just wants you to love Selo not because of your return, but because of your own feelings, Bianca."

Edward's words swirled in his brain.

Like an arrow hitting his heart.

"Did Selo have been like that for two years?" bianca asked with trembling lips.

"There's a certain incident, if Selo remembers anything about his past, he always felt this way and you know when Selo woke up from his stupor, he asked me to come right away to help him. She doesn't want to go home too late because she's afraid of making you suspicious and she's afraid she's losing your trust, and there's a ...."

Again, Edward stopped his words as Bianca cried a mouthful. No need to explain anymore how Bianca regrets after ignoring Selo for years. She initially hesitates with Selo's feelings for her, but now she is one hundred percent sure that Selo does love her.

"Bi, what happened has happened. I know how painful it was in your past with Selo, but if you keep going like this you won't find a common ground. Selo will continue to pursue you with his trauma, and you who continue to stay away because of your trauma."

Instantly, Bianca got up from her seat. It felt, he wanted to run over to the man, hug Selo and say as many apologies as possible. However, Edward quickly pulled Bianca's arm.

"Before Edward, I'd like to approach Selo!" yell Bianca.

"Bi, do you think Selo would be happy if you acted like this? No, he'll lose his pride."

Bianca stared at Edward's words.

"Then, how should I go?" tanyakanya.

"Be ignorant of what happened to Selo. There's a time when he'll talk to you. Now, try to get close to him. Look at her face and you'll understand how Selo's been fighting for you all along" said Edward, who discussed what Selo felt, because he's been trying to cover it up.

"Be natural so that you can both heal."

Bianca sat herself down again, then she covered her face with her hands, then cried as she pleased.

"I'll help Selo first. You came in after I got out. You got it, didn't you, I mean? I'll tell Selo we didn't meet."