I'm Just a Figurant
[POV Alex] Ch 91 - Her Lips Look Attractive

Hearing the doctor's explanation doesn't necessarily make me relieved. He was coming by the moon he said, but why did he have to pass out like this? Would all women feel something like this? Does Khansa experience it every month? Hah, this girl really worries me.

Doctor Nina left us both. He told me to wipe off the cold sweat and compress Khansa's stomach with a pouch filled with warm water. My mind's circling.

His face when he fainted looked increasingly weak. Many cold sweat sprung up on his forehead. Her lips look pale and dry.

Khansa, why do you always manage to worry me? Why can you influence me like this? Is this really just a feeling of pity? Feelings of wanting to make you a friend? Yeah, this must be that feeling.

While compressing Khansa's stomach, I started talking to myself. Maybe I've gone completely crazy, it's just that Khansa's last words hurt me and hurt my mind.

I don't know how long I've been there. I don't care anymore. I like being alone with Khansa like this. I want to be next to him when he wakes up...

"Lex, Alex..." Dino's voice broke my daydream. Tumben this kid called my name right.

"What Din?"

"Pak Riswan nyariin You. It's your turn to run." Despite the weight, I ended up following Dino to the field.

"Lexi..."

"What?"

"Why are you so good with him? What's name?"

"Khanza. It's been almost a year since we were classmates, why can't you memorize his name anyway?!"

"He didn't stand out. It's hard to remember." Not even Dino can remember Khansa correctly. Why is that girl in my heart?

"Nguk, this is just a suggestion huh. Don't be mad."

"What?"

"You're already a boyfriend. Better not pay more attention to other girls..."

"He's my friend. Not what you think Din."

"I don't know why you're doing this. But you're really weird, Lex, you know what?"

"I'm not weird. I've been like this!"

"I've never seen you pay more attention to girls than Diana. But today you're weird. Don't tell me you like her?! But that's not possible, is it?"

"Your talk doesn't make sense." I left Dino and started to join the others.

I try not to think about what Dino said. I like Khansa?! Hahaha, that's impossible isn't it? Which part of the girl is interesting? It is not a feeling of liking, but a feeling of pity. Yeah, it must be just that feeling.

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After the race, I went back to the UKS to see Khansa. How surprised I am to know that Khansa has come home first.

I wanted to catch up with him soon, but there were still two more maples I had to follow. I refrained from immediately catching up with Khansa and followed the two maples to completion.

"Ay, today take the bike again?" Diana came by while I was tidying up my books.

"Ah yes."

"Where are you going, Ay? How rushed?"

"Yes, be careful Ay." I turned to Diana and waved my hand. Tumben today the girl is not fussy? There was a bit of guilt in my heart for lying to Diana. After all, she is my girlfriend. Is it wrong to lie like this? Not that I'm having an affair, I'm just going to see a cat, I mean my best friend. So it must be okay, right?

I took the bike and started to drive it to Khansa's house. On the road I cross paths with Aaron's red sports car. Where's the playboy going? Has he found another girl? Ah, stupid, it's none of my business. Now I just need to see Khansa. I'm worried about his condition. Of course, this is only a friend's concern.

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I was right in front of Khansa's house. I stared at the building for a long time. A nervous feeling suddenly struck me. It's as if you're nervous about asking your boyfriend out for the first time.

The house looks empty uninhabited. There is no activity in it. The feeling of worry came back to me. Khansa is fine, isn't she?

Without waiting any longer, I knocked on his door.

Geck... Geck... Geck...

No answer heard. I went back a few times before the door opened from the inside. A feeling of relief hit me as soon as he looked at his face that was no longer pale.

"A-alex?"

"Khanza... Wh-how are you?" Ah, why am I stammering along? Where is my usual speaking ability? We are like two fools who are misbehaving each other.

It feels so awkward. Remembering our last conversation that ended in discomfort. Khansa seems to be fine. I better just go home.

I'm getting ready to go home. But soon after, Khansa arrested me. He asked me to stay. I didn't reject it, because basically I did want to see it.

I entered Khansa's house and waited patiently for her. A few minutes later he came with a cup of tea in his hand.

We sat awkwardly. I tried to dilute the atmosphere by asking about the pain. Even so, the atmosphere was still awkward. I'm rattled. There's no topic I can talk about. My skills speak as if they are lost. I am really confused about this situation.

My eyes were on the cup of tea on the table. I'll drink that tea, then go home.

"I... I drank the tea, huh..." Without much thought, I took the tea and sipped it.

"Reviews are still hot!" khansa shouted. But, late. The heat burned my tongue and mouth.

"Yuhhhhh!!" Spontaneously I spouted the tea and fanned my hot mouth. Khansa also seemed busy wiping the tea liquid scattered on my clothes and pants. Then Khansa's hand grabbed my face and wiped the traces of tea in my mouth. At once the heat was no longer felt.

Our face distance is less than 20 cm. Judging from this close distance, Khansa looks even sweeter. Eyes clear. Eyebrows neat. Her nose was small but tiny and her lips thin yet full. Looks natural, without any polish. I want to feel those lips... The lips look sweet and soft...

I turned my eyes and looked at Khansa.

DEG... DEG... DEG...

My heart was beating very fast. I'm bewitched. My eyes cannot turn. I can see myself in his eyeballs. It was as if I was sucked in with those eyes. My heart is pounding faster. A feeling I've never felt before. Even this feeling is getting real.

Without me noticing, my body moved towards him. I can't help myself. I moved slowly, giving her a chance to reject me.

Khansa was silent, as if to fulfill my wish. I'm getting closer to him. Ten inches, seven inches, five inches... Khansa began to close her eyes, making me even more daring to approach her. My gaze pointed at her lips, impatiently wanting to feel her tenderness. I began to close my eyes, preparing for the unification of Our lips. One more cent...

"Sir, Adek is home!!" And that sound ruined everything.

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