Hug Me, Please
#9 Stories of the Past

Previously the author wanted to ngmong same reader from heart to heart first..

This part will probably make readers feel ilfiil same Eva..

Personally, the author just wants to give encouragement to the women out there do not fall too long with any problems..Rise do not crybaby that has happened is not possible to return to normal if only we tangisin doang..

The yaa spirit..

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Until one day I met Ardito Mahesa.At the beginning of our relationship was not sanctioned.But we continued our relationship.

Then I don't know which demon possessed both of us to make me pregnant with children out of wedlock.Their family finally agreed to hear the bad news delivered Dito.

But a month before the wedding they canceled everything.Have many times I come to their house with a state of an enlarged stomach.Nihil.Tak never once they open the gate or give an explanation.Malah their house looks deserted.

I do not know where Dito and family went.Since that time Dito cut off our communication.So I had wanted to kill myself.Because I can not stand the talk of people on me.Iya I know I was wrong.But their innuendo and spicy insults it makes me mentally fall.

No use rice has become porridge.At least I have to take care of this innocent child.Let however he needs the affection of his mother.If it is not me who cares and loves him who else.I do not want to add to the problem by aborting the fetus in my stomach.Or be cruel by throwing it away.

Yes I was too easy to eat his sweet promise.But I was not that bad to abandon my own son.

I had to rise up.Although with great difficulty and this already broken heart.

"Good God, baby.How did all this happen?"

"Tante disappointed with you is very disappointed, but want how everything has already happened"

"Now all you need to do is take care of the child.Give him affection and a decent life" said Kim as he stroked my head.My tears were getting broken hearing his words.I ran over to hug him.Then we hugged him.Until he loosened his arms to me.

"Just don't cry anymore.We should shop for clothes for your child"

"Tante" said I lirih

"Yes"

"Does auntie not feel disgusted with me?" the question that always hits my head when I'm done telling my story How not everyone who knows will look down on me with a look of contempt.

"Don't talk like that"

"Everyone has done wrong baby.Although the mistake you did was fatal.But aunt has no right to judge you.Since aunt is not a mother who gave birth or a father who sweat to finance you"

"But I'm a cheap aunt" I said

"Listen to aunt Eva.It is bad.But with your past like that will not make aunty demean you.Eva who is aunty knows is a cheerful and always excited child.Not Eva who lives by listening to insults people another"

Thank you God.Have given people good and love me every day.Those who never insulted my mistakes.Always encourage me when I feel at my lowest point.

For whatever sake I love you so much.Dare a stranger who is willing to take care of my son with loving love.Marry who is so good despite knowing my ugliness.And Kim who since I was a child always gives his warm embrace.They are strangers who with open arms accept all my evil.

Mama papa.I love you guys.Sorry if my stupidity makes you embarrassed and cry blood there.I promise.Although I can not change the damaged ones.But I will try my best to raise Matthew.

I will close my ears tightly to all kinds of talk about myself.Although they say pain and stabbing but all that is a reality that I have to accept.

*POV Author

Eva is indeed wrong.Great mistake.The worst mistake made by a woman.But we are just ordinary people.Not God.We have no right to judge for the mistakes he made.Just the opposite.We must embrace it.Recond warmly and tell if he should not repeat the mistakes that same.

That day after finishing shopping Kim drove Eva to the delivery service to package groceries.Baju for Matthew and Melani and her husband.

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Last from Author make this part..

Make girls do not easily believe the promise of sweet guys.It's all pure LIE say..

Take care of yourself.You are too valuable to be played by men.

But if it has already happened how to try again..

Most importantly, do not make the same mistake..

Greetings to the ladies ♡♡♡