Hate You, Love You
I Understand

It had been a month since Amara's departure, and it had not been a day for Gio to not think about it. Even the farewell letter from Amara had always carried Gio in his suit pocket.

It's not that Gio doesn't want to catch up with Amara and ask her to come back. But Gio tried to respect his wife's decision. Despite his illness, Gio is forced to let go of Amara because Gio thinks that's what will make Amara happy.

Isn't the highest level of love that is willing to let go of the person we love so that he is happy ? And that was what Gio did even though his heart was so tormented.

"Yes, that's all I can report" said a man wearing the suit. Right now he was sitting opposite each other with Gio in his room and they were engaged in a very serious conversation.

Yep... After achieving its success some time ago, now Gio has returned to his initial position as CEO of the company. Gio already occupied his own room.

The second conversation had to be interrupted due to a knock on the door, and Dea appeared there. "Gio it's lunch time" he said as he stepped foot inside.

The guest also stood up while tidying up the suit he was wearing. "Alright Mr. Gio, I resign" he said politely. Even he slightly bent his body as a sign of respect.

Gio stood up and shook the man's hand. "I'm waiting for the next news, and please watch properly" said Gio.

"Of course, me and the team will do their best for you" the man said.

"Thank you" said Gio.

And as long as it happened Dea could only see it without being able to ask much. Although he and Gio will be engaged, Gio is very limited to him. So as much as possible Dea approached Gio. As he currently invites Gio to lunch together, so that his relationship with Gio is getting closer.

"What's up ?" Gio asked Dea who stood up while watching Gio's guests leave. That man Dea's never seen before. Dea is convinced that he is neither Gio's client nor one of his employees.

"I want to take you to lunch" Dea replied.

"Next time don't enter suddenly, if I'm receiving guests."

Dea who heard that bowed her head. "I'm sorry" he said with regret.

"I just want to have lunch together. We haven't done it in a long time. Last Sunday I went to your house to see Evan, and you weren't home."

"Ah yes sorry... I'm busy, " replied Gio.

"So... Would you like to have lunch with me ?" Dea asked again. His face looks so sad. Gio was sure the girl would shed her tears if she refused.

"All right," said Gio. "But I can't take long. After this there's an appointment with a prospective client."

"Yes, it's okay for a second. We're having lunch at the cafe downstairs." Dea's sad face was cheerful because Gio wanted to have lunch with her.

And this is where they both are. At a cafe located on the ground floor in the same building as Gio's office is located.

Gio and Dea sat facing each other. Since arriving earlier, Gio was busy with the menu in his hands. Dea knew that Gio was avoiding the look in his eyes.

It's not without reason that Gio's happened that way. When he was close to Dea, then the shadow of Amara's face was increasingly shadowed in his head and it made Gio tormented.

Dea is so considerate, beautiful, and affectionate to Evan. Everything Dea has almost makes her a perfect girl.

But perfectly Dea, still all Gio wants is Amara. Dea who is 'duplicate' Amara can not make Gio fall in love.

And every time Gio looked Dea in the eye, then the shadow of his past with Amara was visible there. Gio once tried to like Dea, but Amara's shadow always haunted him.

"Gio.." said Dea, making Gio look at him.

"Mmhhh.. Have you started the divorce process?"

Getting such a question, Gio stared intently at Dea. Dislike looks so obvious on his face, making Dea become a scene.

"Mhh I mean... Amara would also need a certain status from you so that she could marry Danis as soon as possible. There's no way Amara would stay with Danis if she's still tied to a marriage with you."

"About that, it's my business" said Gio as he lowered his head again and looked at the menu.

Gio doesn't have to worry Amara will stay with Danis without a bond. Gio believes his wife is a good woman and it is evident from the report of his man who said that Amara did live in the same building with Danis but they occupy a different unit.

After Gio returned to lead the company, he also had the power again to do so. All the facilities that the father used to take, now Gio has again.

"I'm very busy with work. And if you're not strong anymore, we'd better cancel this ridiculous deal. You are Dea free, and fear not. Let me talk to my mom about this. He must understand."

"It-it doesn't matter ! I will be patient for whatever it is. Because I love Evan so much and I promised Amara to take care of him" Dea said. After that he did not dare to ask Gio any more. The two ate their lunch in silence, not much to say anymore.

***

Whereas in Boston, the time shows twelve o'clock at night over a few dozen minutes. Amara has been unable to sleep for several days because of her declining health. He often feels dizzy and weak.

Danis said it was a natural thing because Amara's body was still adapting to Boston's weather which was very different from Jakarta. Even his lover was giving Amara dietary supplements as support for his health.

Although Amara consumed it regularly, but in many cases he did not improve. They often wake up at night, as they are today.

Amara woke up with her head feeling heavy. He turned on his night light, and with a limp body Amara walked to the kitchen to get a glass of water.

If Amara woke up at night, Gio would wake up and ask if Amara was okay. Not only that, Gio will also ask what Amara wants. That guy is very understanding.

It has been a month, and never once have the two been in touch. Amara will ask Evan's news to his mother. He did so to keep his distance from Gio, as he would soon marry his cousin anyway. It would be unwise for Amara to keep in touch with Gio, let alone both of them having expressed their feelings to each other.

***

"Still feeling dizzy?" Ask Danis. The man came to Amara's apartment before he went to work.

"Hu 'um... I don't know maybe I'm still not used to winters like this."

"Yes, get some rest... I'm gonna go to work. Call me if you need anything" Danis said, saying goodbye.

One month in Boston, Amara hasn't done anything. Some of Amara's job interviews passed because of her declining health. Lucky for Amara because she has the money that Gio gave her first. Until he can survive, even enough. The cost of living in Boston is much higher than in Jakarta.

In the afternoon Danis came to bring Amara dinner. Unlike this morning, this afternoon Danis' face looks sad, as if thinking of something very heavy. He wasn't even focused when Amara talked to him.

"What's up ?" Ask Amara.

"Hmm ? What do you mean ? There's nothing" Danis replied.

"Don't lie... I've known you for a long time. I know if there's anything you're thinking about."

"Nothing, Ara. Let me feed you dinner," said Danis.

But Amara didn't obey him. He believes that Danis is not doing well. "Danish... Tell me what's up?" Ask Amara again.

Danis realized she could not hide anything from her lover. With a heavy heart Danis also said the truth. "Karina was sick, she was hospitalized," Danis replied in the end.

"And you're so worried about him ?"

"In-he has no one here, Amara. She must be alone in the hospital" Danis replied. His face stiffened as he said that, he could not hide his anxiety.

Amara smiled faintly. He understood Danis's feelings. "If so, go... Accompany Karina in the hospital" Amara said calmly. There was no anger or jealousy in his voice.

"Ta-but what about you ? You're sick too" Danis said.

"You're so worried about him, aren't you ?" Amara asked again, and Danis nodded slowly in response.

"If so..... Go to the hospital and accompany Karina... L'm... I understand how you feel, Danis."

***

Seriate..

like and comment a lot yes let me up his spirit wkkwkkw.